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carolyn
2007-11-12 02:32:00
She smiles for the sun always shines.Even if she complains about the weather.And she has constant faith in the divinewith a heart as light as a feather.Mix the modern woman with the woman of the pastdrenched in optimism and power of mind.The inspiration she bestows will always last.A woman like this is hard to find.The most beautiful part of dear Carolynare the blessings and prayers which from her flowwith love and unrelenting devotion.A sweeter, jollier soul you will never know.

gravitating to the light
2007-11-10 14:36:00
You have to find your own waywhen you've wandered astray.No one can help you to the lightor join you in a personal plight.Don't follow someone on their trail,lest surprise make you stumble and fail.At times it's even difficult to leanbecause your true soul is unseenSearch inside yourself deep withinbelow the masks, below the skin.Look for what defines "me"then accept it and just be.Don't stop searching until your findthe power of your very own mind.Claim your own thoughts and opinions. Do not waver-for then your victory will be yours to savor.
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feel better please
2007-11-10 02:30:00
That's the funny thing about being depressed.....when people try to make you feel better- they don't usually succeed. Nobody seems to know the right thing to say. And they often end up making you feel worse.
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fight
2007-11-08 15:38:00
How can I fight when my hands are tied?I look for another path and it ends.My brain says that I should push through.My heart says I should struggle for you.But I must be wary and realize thatsometimes it is our own anger and frustration that we must conquer.In the name of patience. For I don't want to brandish my sword to battle for youand end up carelessly slicing you in the fray.So I guess there must be more than one way to fight.Teach me to stand up and yet still be gentle.
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roller coaster
2007-11-08 02:51:00
A shout to the stars for the roller coaster of lifeup and down, up and down.I just don't have time to catch my breath beforeplummeting again.I guess some people might think it's wonderfulSqueals of glee as the wind rushes past their facesI think it's terrifying. Can I please get off now?Or at least slow it down
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letters to suki
2007-11-06 16:14:00
Dear Suki , It brings me great sorrow to be the one to bear the news to you. Your great knight has fallen. He was struck down in our most recent attack. Even the brambles weep for his valiant heart. And you a star burned forever in his eyes. I saw the siege of brackets and didn't make it in time. There was a whirlwind of avatars and spoken trees. He raised his weapon and took the vengeful spite with him to the purple ground. with tears to follow. And I know he wanted our quest to continue. To find the source and cure Marigold. So his wishes live on. Here and with the marble giraffes. The wind can only fire up the disc of flight now. We have given him the honors of a warrior. He rested with the gnomes on guard til nightfall. Speak of your love for him to the smoke. And I will send more of your woes. I can not imagine what you are thinking right now with this dreadful news. Please take time to respond. And do tell me if there is anything you need. I hope that there is solace in the fa...
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dreams
2007-11-06 01:57:00
Photo courtesy of John LundDreams . Jump, spinning out of another world.Reeling into reality.Your mind is still wandering in and out.Drifting toward something unreal.Because it exists in the mind and is so very intriguing.

an eternity
2007-11-04 16:31:00
Each day when we are separated by the world and its obligationsI ache for you to be with me again.And when you have to stay away for longer it breaks my heart.Just a few days without you are an eternity. At first I think I can take it. I think I can be strong.But I am not whole without you. And your return brings such sweet joy and heals my soul.
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princess
2007-11-03 15:51:00
See that the princess of hope and benevolence has vanished.She is locked away in the hidden tower by the heralds of the modern age.Guarded by the sentinels of a selfish world.But the legends have not forgotten her.Her name is whispered throughout the villages.Her memory is taken up with arms in the underbelly of culture.The prophesy says she will be released one day.When the courageous will rise up and revolt against the dynasty of prideAnd a new kingdom will reign.
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linguistics
2007-11-01 05:20:00
It's amazing how words can be such fantastic illusionists.Twisting and turning.They sprawl through our lives.We use them to communicate.And yet they mean a different thing for each of us.While they dance around our sorrow and our joy.They play us like puppets.When they draw a picture of our world for us.Do you see the same thing I do?
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broken buttons
2007-10-29 23:44:00
You've always known which words to say to get to me.You know exactly which buttons of mine to push.And the words are used again verbatim.But I'm not going to let you get to me today.you can keep trying to bait me but....those buttons are out of order.
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chant
2007-10-28 21:33:00
I tried to let you go and failed.But times before I have bailed.Instead, I went to the specialist.He gave me a chant with a twist.It was a really steep price to pay,but now freedom isn't far away
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look around you
2007-10-27 20:23:00
Time disappears so fast. Are you looking in the right direction? Are you paying attention? Are you spending enough time with the ones you love? Will you have any regrets tomorrow?

goodbye love letter from the addict
2007-10-26 11:56:00
My darling Nic, I will miss your embrace and your gentle cooing in my ear.We have become so close over the years I never face an hour of the day without you, nor can I imagine doing so.You soothe me and envelop me in sanity when everyone else drives me insane.You tear me away from my stresses and give me peace.Your kiss makes my blood pump faster and makes me see clearer.And I will yearn for you with every breath I take without you.But I must say farewell to you my love.You're killing me inside and I can't take it anymore.I can no longer live with the wretchedness of your sweet deception.Because with every kiss I surrender my soul to you.You are both my lover and my enemy.Your grip tears me to pieces and I am your walking slave.With a single snap of your fingers I fall at your feet and beg for mercy.I pray that I will be strong enough to cast you away again and again.Every moment of the day will be a challenge of my strength.It will be a battle against my compulsion to run into yo...
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exhaustion
2007-10-25 15:15:00
push yourself well past exhaustion to the brinkand when you collapse from all the weightis there a way to not be thrust into despair, but instead find out how to make yourself strongerso that you can carry more andgo further next time.
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eagle eye
2007-10-24 14:56:00
sprawling is the power of the gentle birdwho commands the sky,his arms fiercely stretch out at his sideswith fists of furyand the feathers unfurlthey shield his body while they steal the force of the morning gale.to see through his eyes is to see an expanse of great magnitudefor he rules over all he surveys
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letters to Suki
2007-10-23 05:04:00
Dear Suki ,We are but halfway to the glass palace. I can hear the marshmallows and locusts. Yet we received word that we have a challenger. The son of the Crimson Whistler. He is bent with a vengeful heart. We must match him in a duel.So we prepare out buckets and bread cloths. The fight will be in a fortnight. It will at least give my crew a chance to recover their doorknobs. We should have no problems.I am sorry for the wait, but we knew it would be a long trip. The air is cold as dragon scales tonight. I don't even see any night bugs digging for ladders. I know Craig misses you.Your Friend,Maxine
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feeling beautiful
2007-10-22 16:50:00
How beautiful it is to help someone.When it is humbling.When it is a sacrifice.When it is inconvenient.When you don't expect anything in return.
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October
2007-10-22 01:34:00
Gentle whispers of the October windcall you to celebrate all that is mysterious.Shadows shiver in hidingas people pretend to be ghouls.We squeal with glee at a subdued fright.Because it's only a charade.....for some.

growing old
2007-10-21 01:57:00
oh why must we grow old?and break the hearts of those who love us.It isn't so much the pain, or the stiffness,not the loss of memory, or of sensesbut it is the look in the eyes of thosewho care about us so much they want nothing more in the world thanto keep us young forever.
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treading water
2007-10-19 02:29:00
I'm just treading water, trying to remain at the surface.We're all trying not to drown, in the sea of life.
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valiant
2007-10-17 20:51:00
Be a knight tride and truehurry to my rescueshelter me from every sorrowtell me there will be tomorrowdraw your lance against my painshow me life is not in vainit doesn't matter if you win the plightjust that you stand here by my side and fight
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for the stars
2007-10-16 20:16:00
So many of us as children wanted to be astronauts. And we grew up and forgot how much we wanted to shoot for the stars. Tell me, why have we abandoned our search of the dark frontier? Are we just too wrapped up in ourselves here on earth?
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letters to Suki
2007-10-16 00:54:00
Dear Suki ,We still travel to the glass palace. I know there we can use the key. It spoke of spiders with dandelion globes. There's a dagger behind the curtain.Another fight at the mill. We sustained more losses. All the drones and trolls are almost gone now. But we have a few remaining loyalties in the fire spikes. It's rounders and frisbees. I still don't want you to fight. Just take care of Marigold. We're almost at the beetle sunset and you both need to survive to fight tomorrow. They tell me that when the golden liquid enters her veins it will seep up into the cavity with lightening speed. Don't worry. I'm sure she will grind the matador. Life will be as it was.We're trying to evade the martian books. So it's a matter of laying low. But I wil not fail to keep you informed. Your Friend,Maxine
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knocking at your door
2007-10-14 15:27:00
I've been here, knocking at your door. And you are not answering. Knocking. Dear God, where are you? Why do you not answer me? Knocking. For six long years I have been here. Knocking. Pleading for you to let me in and take away my pain. Knocking. I can barely stand I'm in such anguish. And I'm still knocking.Knocking. Why do you ignore me? Knocking. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. Knocking.
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children of today
2007-10-13 18:57:00
Oh children of today we have fashioned for you a sterile and numb world. Where you are protected from every danger. Where you must worry about germs and fear the future.Little boys you may not play with toy guns and swords. Stifle your instincts and repress your development. You must be responsible and deal with your venting as an adult.Little girls do not be vengeful or catty. We don't have time to listen to your insecurities. You must fight for yourself.Do not rage against anything. For we are fearful and left hopeless in the face of your strength and do not know how to channel it. Your parents are frightened of you. You can not have the blissful freedom of childhood we had. We wish to return to a time where children held their own in the family. But see- it is no longer with labor and farming. It is a much more intellectual world. So you must begin your training in the crib with Beethoven. Look and listen carefully. Learn to read early or compete in sports before your fragile bo...
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the nobility of the baker
2007-10-12 17:09:00
The joy of the baker is to make our lives sweetfor one thing which unites us is that we must eat.
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the wolves in the night
2007-10-11 16:33:00
Be wary young women going into the nightwhere the darkness hinders judgement and blocks your sight.Look down and see you are dressed as sheepfor your innocence broken, I must weepThere are wolves who prowl and stalkwith sweet seduction to their talkBe not fooled by their gallantryor enveloped in their mysteryYou should know that if their presence drawsunderneath are fangs and clawsYes, there's every reason to fretfor you shall not see another sun set.
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old friends
2007-10-10 15:41:00
How joyful is the reunion with old friends. No matter how long you have been apart, it always seems like it was no time at all. They remind you of who you are. That the people who you care about remain a part of you. That they are with you in spirit all along.
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kiss a frog
2007-10-09 16:28:00
I was just wondering about the fairytale where a princess kisses a frog and he turns into a prince. I was wondering if it was related in any way to the story of licking toads getting people high. Seems to me like our fair princess just had to be high. Maybe that's just me. Sorry if my pessimism spoils it for you.
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