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Towel-less bath
2007-12-28 14:20:00
I'm staying at my friend's place for the mean time. I was happily having my bath when...Yeap, I didn't bring any towel. I gathered all my intelligence and used any resources available.Smart, eh?
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I hate packing
2007-12-27 19:10:00
Yes, I really hate packing. I also hate flights. Or maybe because AirAsia offers the most uncomfortable flight ever. If you want to fly cheap, you can't expect the quality to be any better.Oh, I hate the seats. It's a three seater! If the person sitting in the inner section wants to go for a pee pee, and the person at the outer section is sleeping. Well, just wear a diaper.I absolutely hate the seats!Ow, my aching back after 2 and a half hours of flight. If I was richer I wouldn't be taking MAS either. I'd be Paris Hilton on a private jet. Right, I don't want to be that ditsy.I just finished packing. And in 6 hours, I'll look like this.I look like a nerd.
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The secret to having bigger boobs
2007-12-27 07:01:00
Or so I thought.I wonder what went wrong with my genes, every female member of the family seemed to have big boobs, how come I'm so indifferent? That is, I think I've found the secret!The difference in our living habits is, our sleeping position.They sleep face down. There were times when I thought they might be dead.I tried it myself but...Whenever I want to commit suicide, I'll do that.
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When doctors pop the question
2007-12-26 06:48:00
Woke up in pain today. On the right side of my tummy. Which reminds me the first time I had this pain was when I was in uni. Since it happened around midnight, Seniors had to send me to the trauma and emergency unit of the University Hospital.Waited till 3am for the nurse to check up on me.And another hour before the doctor check up on me.Right, the doctor suspected I was pregnant and wanted me to do a blood test. Another hour to wait before the results are out. And then around 5am...That's not funny, doctor. I can't be giving birth to Jesus Christ. That reminds me, a police played a similar prank with me.Totally not funny.
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Too old to club
2007-12-25 16:34:00
Finally went clubbing during this christmas eve. Old habits may be kicking back, m youth has return! But once I hit the dance floors.Yeap, I am too old.
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Sick
2007-12-25 14:11:00
Never thought I'd say this, but I'm sick. Sick during this festive season. It all happened when I accompanied a friend to buy a birthday. I didn't want to go because the super huge crowds on holidays, but I hadn't got any presents for anyone. So anyway, the symptom kicked in when we were looking at cards.Wanted to faint. Of course, I wouldn't hesitate if there were cute guys around.Got home and went to bed. Woke up in a much more terrible condition.I wish that everybody is in pink of health. Because you don't want to end up like this.
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Merry Christmas
2007-12-25 05:16:00
Sorry, I hadn't had time to update. So much to do but so little time. I'll be back to KL this Friday. So there's a lot to do although there's lots of stuff I want to draw scribble.I'll update 2 more entries latter in the day. Btw, my brother came back from Singapore today. He missed his flight two days ago. He asked me what I wanted for Christmas . Guess what? I asked for a french maid cosplay costume. He didn't get me it, sadly. But he promised to get me that next time round.Instead, he got me...I'm bringing it back to KL, to act as my pillow. But carrying it up the flight...Let's just pretend my bf gave it to me. But I can't help thinking that it's incest. >.>
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Padded underwear
2007-12-23 10:34:00
Today my surrogate sister was suppose to come and have dinner with me, but she couldn't make it. In which reminds me, I hadn't got her a christmas present. I was thinking an underwear but I already bought me one and her mother gave her one type of underwear which I didn't think existed.For my birthday, she gave me a red G string with cute presentey ribbons to match. It's like saying, "Come and take me boys, I'm the present".Totally not sexy. Turned out, I did wore them and I remember guys were trying to peek because I was wearing an uber short white, a little transparent pants. Maybe not such a good choice for your birthday. Your boyfriend's birthday, yes. Your own birthday, no.Anyway, Priscilla was telling me that she told her mother how her ass was too small. Her mother agreed. You see, my surrogate sister is 12 years older than me. She's afraid she might end up a spinster. Having a big ass means you could give birth to many many tons of children. An asset to add to the wed...
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Skirt disaster
2007-12-22 11:42:00
Today I got all dressed up and went shopping. Mum woke us up real early because she wanted to avoid the crowd. Right, as if we could.It's a hot day so I settled with a halter and mini skirt. When I say mini, it's real mini.Of I go to shopping with my mother (she pays the bills) and my two sisters. My younger sister is kind of tom-boyish so mother asked me and my other sister to help her at least get a more feminine short pants.I wondered why, every pants my sister put on was, how should I put it, it looked like she had an addition organ.Anyway, when I went to look for accessories I had to bend down, didn't realise my skirt was folded at the back. My sisters did, but were having fun staring from behind.That was until some perverts were staring my ass from behind.We had tea at Burger King. Mother had black pepper burger. I was busy talking to my sisters when she stuffed the remainings of her burger to my mouth.Black pepper sauce stain on my skirt!I looked like I'm having menstrual...
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My cat, the womanizer
2007-12-21 10:31:00
Neko is the name of my cat. I am a cat lover. But my parents is not. At least not until my cat claimed territory on everybody's bed.Of course, he even left present for every one. Not only for my parents. My sisters as well.Looks like my cat loves me too much. Or hates me.When I left for Uni, I heard my baby Neko meowed for 3 days 3 nights as if he sensed the absence of me. Or maybe because nobody is there to feed him. >.>Patiences has it limits.Dad said Neko went out to fight often. Perhaps looking for a mother's love. Sigh. How sweet of Neko to feel that way. Neko was barely at home. When I returned, he started to stay a while in the house before going to his vicious fights for self discovery.How was I to know that my baby is doing some feline out there and perhaps trying to escape from responsibility by staying at home next to his mama?It was a few days back when Neko brought her home. She was skinny and as any mother would, I scolded Neko for engaging in a relationship too soon...
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Argh! Registration.
2007-12-21 06:57:00
Today is the starting of my university's course registrations. Of course, I have got to secure a spot in Japanese.First thing's first, register the Japanese first.OMG! I can't believe it! I made it! I got the class! I'm so happy!I could dance on the table for three days three nights.Of course, now it's time to register the rest of the subjects. The core subjects. But I never knew that I have the exam dates of my japanese classes clashing with my core subject. That means either I give up Japanese or I have to extend another year to make up for my core subjects. Froze.I still can't make up my mind.
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Rejection and cancellation
2007-12-20 16:27:00
It's been a while since I dressed up pretty. Ever since I enter uni, I hadn't worn a decent dress or had make up on. Yes, I gave up every means to be a woman.I became...a creature not worthy being classified as a woman!After five months in abandoning my femininity, I struggled to be fabulous again. Of course, there's got to be parties where I can flaunt my sex appeal. Yet, the one true problem remains...I don't have any invites! Or... I always get canceled!It always happens like this.Then after getting hyped about everything. This, happens.After several countless cancellations, I gave up my femininity and became...Oh to be a woman again. Holidays are coming to an end, and when I'm heading back to uni, god knows I might turn into something much more worse than a man. Give me back my femininity!
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I love torn worn clothes
2007-12-20 07:13:00
I have a great sense of sentimental value on old stuff. Of course, a girl must not show her weakness in front of other girls. So when I was staying in a residential college in UM, my new clothes were my home clothes. Some people thought I was some rich brat which was only half true but in actual fact, I am a poor brat.Of course, I even made a super cute pep song for myself to attract more jealousy to feed my narcissism.I'm the queen of trash. And cute guys bow to me (and that only happens in dreams).There's a difference when I'm at home. I have an inferior complex with my younger sister, an air stewardess to be who is much taller and prettier than me.Nevertheless, I love wearing torn clothes because it's so comfy. Mum threw all that clothes away but I went to collect it back in the trash can.Aha! Is my sister finally jealous of me or something?... I'm... boobless...
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Eye brows
2007-12-19 13:09:00
I was staring myself in the mirror, when I suddenly had a flash back of when I first got my eye brows done. I used to have bushy beast-like eye brows.Then I went and got my eye brows done. It feels good to look good. Except...I look like some ugly auntie who shaved off all her eye brow and had them tattooed. Lucky, a friend helped me shape it.I'm beautiful. Haha. And I left to Uni in KL. Unfamiliar with the places in KL. I hadn't did my eye brows for 3 months. And something bad happened. I'm mono browed!The horrors.
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Molested by a 5 year old
2007-12-19 03:34:00
I went caroling last night. This year, it wasn't as enjoyable because I could tell that the people felt awkward when we came and sang. Well, it is, after all, one of the church's idea to collect money. But seriously, perhaps everybody is losing their christmas spirit. I, for one, am on the verge of losing it. I guess it's important to do stuff with your family and friends. But the real meaning of christmas is about a certain someone, shouldn't I be doing things concerning him more? I don't know. I should be figuring that out though.Anyway, I've got molested by a 5 year old at the after party. Yes, you heard me. Not the innocent touch-your-ass kind of thing. This little kid shoved his hand to *ahem* under my ass. Words could barely describe how I felt back then. If that wasn't enough. He was chasing me around the room and doing me again and again. I tried to make it look like it's not a game. How would I know he would call on more kids to do the same to me. How am I going to ...
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Heat
2007-12-18 20:58:00
There was a black out yesterday. Almost the whole day. It's one of those hot days. In which you could die of heat just in your own home. Didn't feel like going anywhere in that kind of weather. So, I stayed at home and tried sleeping, badly.However, the heat got the best of me and I could have sworn that I died once.I woke up and felt dreadful, simply dreadful. Thought of hitting the malls but then again, it would be packed with people, oh how I hate large crowds. It's the festive season, everybody hustling around like little cockroaches at the malls. It's also the school holidays. Teens, not to mention, idol wannabes, hanging around at the cinemas or whatever places to flirt with every guy there is. Been there done that.My looks are ugly awful ever since I confine myself to the room.I need to go out. Pronto.
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Happy Birthday Xiah JunSoo
2007-12-15 09:00:00
????????????????Todavia es el cumpleamos de Xiah JunSoo.Today's the birthday of Xiah JunSoo. His 21st birthday. At this very moment, he's at Bangkok, Thailand. I hope he's having a warm gathering together with his friends. I hope he's not...1. Dancing in the clubs with transvestites.2. Having a massage where as the ladies touch him there* and there*.3. Hitting the sleazy pubs where women barely dress at all (or are they not women?)4. Getting drunk and sleeping with just any woman (he's a christian!)5. Still rehearsing for the tour concert?!6. Cross dressing just keep away from fans and the media to celebrate a normal birthday (then again, I would love to see that).7. Watching porn to celebrate. (He's hitting 21)8. Having bunny ladies jump out of the birthday cake and strip dance for him.9. Making out with just some girl. (then again, his first kiss hasn't been taken yet.)10. Having a gay party with the rest of the TVXQ gang.Happy Birthday !
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Shirt designs
2007-12-11 14:24:00
This is my high school uniform.This is what my sister did to it.Oh kay, what a way to recycle a uniform.Here's a challenge. If you were to design your shirt that represents you. How would the design be?So, how would I customize my own shirt?oror, better yet,Okay, so I'm not good in editing but at least I tried. Accept the gauntlet and show me yours.
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Yukata
2007-12-11 07:27:00
Today sensé brought a yukata for us to try on. I had lots of fun.I pretended to be a boring traditional housewife. Kneeling beside the slide door and opening it softly with one hand. Walking like a rich prostitute geisha, laughing menacingly high-classly like an ojou-sama.I wish to own one soon. So I'm adding it on my wishlist just below a french maid cosplay costume.Japanese exam tomorrow, also the last day of class. Saddening but it doesn't take down my determination to master japanese. Yukata with dorky complete housewife hair.
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Hobby Convention
2007-12-08 16:31:00
Today, I was fashionably late for an important event to... KK's very first Hobby Convention .I was there because of the cute guys cosplayers!Their outfits looked cool but I couldn't figure out which anime character they were cosplaying.Haruhi from The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi (????????, Suzumiya Haruhi no Y?utsu)!Here's a villain from Saiyúki (???). The mad scientist guy with the bunny who has a twisted personality. Here's I'm-not-sure-who-but-it's-definitely-not- Sailormoon, Chobits (?????, Chobittsu), Me and I-don't-know-for-sure-who-she's-dressed-u p-as.It is a hobby convention after all, there's some promotion of some local manga magazines. Dungeons & Dragons' station is ther e, too. Not to mention some online games! There were some dance competitions too, not bad, I'll say. To tell the truth, I didn't expect anything much from crappy dancers of KK, but boy, was I soOo wrong, there are actually real good dancers around here, no kidding.I would have post the dances ...
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Almost the end our one-month Japanese course
2007-12-08 16:05:00
It's been three weeks and I have learned a lot from sensé (???? or ??). It would be superb if i could continue class but I'm a university student after all. I'll be going back to Kuala Lumpur end of this December.Sad but true. However, if lady luck's smiling at me, I might be taking Japanese class in the university if there is seatings, of course. Now I'll be praying hard. =DEnclosed is our class photo. Yúji-kun ??? (Jonathan Y)'s was not around though, he went to some driving exam.From the left; Jonathan (Setsuna-kun ????), My sister (Sachiko-san?????), Me (Réko???), Kobayashi Sensé -Japanese married to a local (????), Jessica (Miyuki-san ????) and Adeline (Yóko-san ????).Well, there's still one more week of class and... exam! But I must be grateful for the opportunity given to me.?????????????????????????????????????? ???
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Bloggerwave
2007-12-07 13:10:00
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Paradise Kiss
2007-12-06 10:32:00
I'm talking about both the manga and anime. Ai Yazawa, the mangaka that also did Nana (??), Tenshi Nanka Ja Nai (?????????) and Gokinjo Monogatari (?????) (Apparently, the stories here are linked to Paradise Kiss ).I must say, the manga is lovable, however the ending is... nevertheless, sweet but painful. Paradise Kiss is, something 'different'. It is a 5 volume relaxing, funny, fashionable and stylish manga. You can relate the character's experience in dealing with life, future and even stress. In short, you see yourself in it.Paradise Kiss is kind of reality-based. So romance didn't turn out as it should be, with all the happy-ever-afters. But hey, that's real life. Painful but acceptable.Rei ???rates this 9.7 out of 10.

Celebrity - TVXQ
2007-12-05 12:31:00
Okay, I admit it. I'm a fan of TVXQ, or known as Dong Bang Shin Ki,Tong Vfang Xin Qi or Tohoshinki, or ????, or ????.Why do they have so many name? Basically, they're taking Asia by storm right now. A Korean boy band, with their unique voice of 5 began their first debut in 2004. Already successful in Korea, they embarked on a challenge to succeed in Japan. It goes to show that if you succeed in Japan, you're sure to win Asia's heart.Their singles and albums had already obtain number one in the oricon (Japan charts). They recently went on their 2nd Asian tour.It was an amazing response from Thailand because when TVXQ flew there to do a measly 3 hour press conference, the government had stores closed for 3 hours just to avoid crowd traffics during the press conference. The number of people attended was even shocking for TVXQ themselves. Thailand 2007 press conference. Just look at the crowd. Oh, yeah. I forgot to introduce the members.From the left; Xiah JunSoo, Micky YooChun, He...
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Your dream car?
2007-12-05 12:25:00
C'mon, everybody has one. Don't be shy, spill!Well, I was doing a research project on cars, when I come across...Ferrari Enzo!I do prefer it in yellow though.One simply couldn't get enough with this creation. High speed, futuristic design and not to mention, a Ferrari at it too.
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Of gadgets I adore
2007-12-05 12:07:00
I simply adore the sleek design of Sony VAIO! This is what I'm going to put in my wish list. A girl can hope, can't she?I have been going gaa-gaa over Sony VAIO for... for... I do not know how long!You can't take your eyes away from that outspoken design. Wow, you can dress your laptop!This is what I call a laptop with an attitude!If you want a laptop that would match your personality, I'd recommend this.I bet you can find one that suits you. Sony VAIO's high in quality after all. I anticipate more to come from Sony VAIO.
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Maybe I'm just jealous
2007-12-04 13:22:00
My sister doesn't have a vision of what she wants to do with life. And now she thinks further education is wasting her life. She just completed the STPM which is equivalent to 'A' levels. Influenced by a friend, she now wants to be an air stewardess. You know, dressing up like a doll, putting on make-up, proudly saying that you're working for an airline and feeling that jealousy vibe everywhere you go. Well, that's all the good side she's seeing.It is pretty naive for her to think things would go smoothly just as long as she has a pretty face. But i think she's wrong. It takes more than that. You have be cunning after all. Then again, perhaps I'm just jealous because I know I can't accomplish that. I don't have a pretty face even though we're from the same parents. Yet, I'm happy with my accomplishment.I hope she succeeds in life as she wishes.
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