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she said
2008-02-16 00:43:00
she said lovethe 3 a.m. trainto el paso that rattlesa bedroom windowwith the arthriticbones of treeson a wind raped nightshe said aftera slow drag off a sharedhand rolled cigarette& a few swallowsof my gallo winelove lostthe huge contusionof emptiness it leaves behindRC Edrington

B-Movie Reprise
2008-02-15 21:47:00
my metaphorsare often slammedimpreciselyleft to bleed & festeracross the worn skinof this bruised pagebut these track marksare not odes to the hipor belt notchesfor the pretentiousorgy that has becomethis literarycircle jerkthese lines aregang signsto my fellow inmatescaught in the softtrick of lightthat binds the innocentto these drug riddled& whore infectedbarrio alley-waysin the enda cliche still remainsjust poor man's metaphorbut I sure as fuckdidn't come hereto slam dancebefore all youkings & queensnor suffer delusionsof Noble Prizesor even an Oscarfor this suicidalcar crashthat splatters a bloodyRorschach stainupon your boringamerican dreamI am quite contentacting outthe poorly penned& edited scriptof this B movie while all youpoet laureate pretendersfuck yourselves blindlyin the backyardsof your rentedsuburban crash pads to the distorted soundtrackof my drive-in movieRC Edrington
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Suicide Note - Johnette Napolitano
2008-02-13 21:35:00
What do you get when you take clips from the film "Young Adam" based on the novel by my favorite author, Alexander Trocchi...then drape it with the song "Suicide Note " by my favorite female vocalist/songwriter of all time, Johnette Napolitano? A pretty damn good music video. Enjoy...Johnette Napolitano | Suicide Note | Alexander Trocchi RC Edrington
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Ozark Morning Fix
2008-02-13 21:01:00
sunlight prisms rainbowsthru 5 a.m. snowlike a butane flamethat shimmersthe flakesin an ounce of pureuntainted cocaineher chipped purplefingernailstrace the ghostof half remembered namesacross the moist glassof a truck stop bathroomwindowpaneas tears meltinto black mascaralike mexican tarin a cocked syringeRC Edrington
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Innocence Lost?
2008-01-30 16:16:00
at 19when a chick phoned"bring something"meanta condomtoday it meansa twenty paper& a fresh syringefor a blow-jobRC Edrington
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Skin
2008-01-28 20:31:00
she burnt her journalsafter rehabcaught a Greyhound southtattoos poems outside a BBQ shackalong the Meth highwaydown the pimpled backsof fake Hells Angel'sher magnum opusa four inch scarsliced up & downher left wristRC Edrington
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Crutch
2008-01-25 10:10:00
after the last poetry festivalI will ever attend, he askedwith a smirk to matchhis perfectgovernment scholarship grammarif I made this "shit" upor is it realone punch launched himinto a splash of shattered coffeemugs & a puddle of pissingAmerican Literature majors3 days I sat in county jailwaited to be sentencedfor assault & triedto remember the shadowy facesof every friend buriedJohn or Jane Doebefore the age of 21every single dayI kick awake in hopethis nightmare is just that& you thought the heroinwas just a prop?RC Edrington

40
2008-01-25 08:45:00
words ripsleep from my eyeslike a rapist knifein desire of fleshto drag meby the hairlike a cheap whoreto bash my noseinto a blood speckledmirror stainedby snot tears& bonemy black eyes emptyas the syringethat hidescocked like a cobrain the rustymedicine cabinetwords slicethe sternumcrack the ribsto peel awaytattooed skinto shock a heartbeatfrom this shellof a manoverdosedon the boredomof sad middle-ageRC Edrington

Amy Winehouse Smokes Crack: The Video
2008-01-23 23:31:00
In the event this video gets pulled off YouTube before you get a chance to watch it, just go to the site and do a search as I am certain others will be uploading it as soon as it gets pulled off from other uploaders.Amy Winehouse , who I have reviewed in earlier posts on this blog, is becoming quite the burn out case I long ago predicted she would become. I am quite familiar with the personalities of this type of chick, as I spent a lifetime dating them. There is a somewhat sensual quality to the "bad girl" image. Especially when that image is not an image, but is in fact real. Amy Winehouse | Crack Cocaine | Drugs | RC Edrington
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Withdrawal
2008-01-22 10:35:00
a red candle slowbleeds into a syrupy puddleon top a woodentelephone cable spoolas headlights piercea torn curtain seam& pirouette acrossa wall absentof giraffes birthedby shadowy fingers& whisperswhere are your whisperslips to tickle earsor a stomach bloatedby orange juiceGallo Wine& store brand ginthat now begs to convulsefrom a thinbaby bird-like throatonto a frigid cementgarage office floorabandoned tohomeless piss& spent syringes& I needto touch you noweven more than I needheroin to touch& massagethis sharp body throbback intosubmissionType rest of the post hereRC Edrington
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The Case for DIY Publishing
2008-01-21 23:22:00
This letter has been published in countless literary mags and rags. It has even garnered several awards since it original publication sometime in 2003. Regardless, I felt it was important to grace the screen of this blog one more time. Enjoy. Bitter Comes Out Better On A Stolen Guitar orThe Bukowski Pissing Contest orAn Open Letter to the Small Pressby RC EdringtonI suffer no "Bukowski Hangover". I suffer from an over active ego and delusions of grandeur. I suffer from the same disease all other small press authors suffer from. Namely, if you write outside the mainstream you're pegged as another Bukowski rip-off and your identity as an individual writer is tossed in a drawer with the other "also rans".My brother in arms, Victor Thorn over at Babel magazine (who I have nothing but respect for), seems to think if we band together...we can use this to our advantage. I tend to agree. Working with a bunch of other arrogant, self centered assholes like myself should prove interesting. B...
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Polluto : Issue 1 Available Now
2008-01-17 05:43:00
Polluto, the hottest and freshest underground literature magazine to jump out of the U.K. since, well...forever, Is now available for purchase to us dirty nose Americans and the world. The debut issue features: * world Fantasy Award-winner, Jeff VanderMeer with 'Finding Sonoria'* Rhys Hughes with a brand new novella* Steve Redwood with 'To Die with Dignity' * Sandman and 2000AD illustrator, Vince Locke* underground icon and poet, RC Edrington, bringing you a column based on a life with heroin* singer Patti Plinko of Patti Plinko & her Boy, with a thought-provoking column: 'Is that all there is?'* Paparazzi Whore-frontwoman, Micci, asking the music industry: 'Is it art?'* a range of known and unknown talent, showcasing their artistic talentsSo get your butts over to the website now and order your copy today: Polluto!RC Edrington
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Zygote In My Coffee: 100th Issue
2008-01-17 00:08:00
The print edition of Zygote In My Coffee Issue 100 is now available from Tainted Coffee Press for $6...this includes shipping and handling. This issue, which is limited to a press run of 100, is packed full of your favorite small press and Zygote authors. This is a must own collector edition, so hurry before the are gone and order yours now: Tainted Coffee Press.There is also a small online edition of the 100th Issue of Zygote. You can go read that here: Zygote 100th Issue. Of course both issue versions include pieces by me. Check it out.RC Edrington

Underground Voices: Stories from the Asylum
2008-01-16 23:54:00
Underground Voices: Stories from the Asylum is now available at Amazon.com. This is the 2nd anthology of short stories published by Underground Voices...which has been my favorite lit journal since its inception. While I have no pieces in this anthology, I guarantee it is a must read. And a steal at $9.95. So hurry over to Amazon and grab a copy. For more of the best "underground literature", also check out Underground Voices Magazine. It continues to publish my most exclusive pieces FIRST.RC Edrington
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SIRIUS Radio Firefox Add-On
2008-01-12 08:42:00
Want to listen to Howard Stern on SIRIUS Satellite Radio , but don't want to fork out the cash to put a receiver in your car or buy a home unit? Not a problem. SIRIUS now offers an online subscription service for $12.95 per month. Howard Stern is worth that price alone, but once you start tuning into the 75 commercial free radio stations you will find SIRIUS radio the only thing you listen to online. To check out the available channels just head over to SIRIUS.But to be perfectly honest, I was not all that thrilled with the online player. In fact, I found it somewhat annoying having to keep a tab open in my browser just to keep the player going. A downloadable standalone player is currently in Beta stage, and I can't wait for the release. Fortunately, one of the geeks over at Firefox couldn't wait either so he designed an add-on for the Firefox browser that you can control right from your MENU. This add-on also allows you to have 10 presets, and offers a quick list of all availabl...
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FireBug To Release Full Length Album
2008-01-12 05:24:00
Coming in 2008 the band Firebug will be releasing their first full length album, "Season For Change". Having heard a few tracks off it already, I can honestly say this is my most anticipated album release of the year.To get an idea of what this band is all about, check out one of my earlier reviews: Hope For The Music ally Jaded. Better yet, cruise on over to Firebug on MySpace to read tons of reviews and listen to some song samples.Firebug | Rock Music RC Edrington
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Lines Between The Fix
2008-01-08 22:09:00
today's writersare self-centeredno talent hackswho believethey're the nextBukowski, Ginsberg,or Walt Whitmanwhen in realitythey are nothingbut common house fliessucking the sugary sinewsoff a dead corpsethe pabulum they puke upeven more meaninglessand contrivedthan the corpsefrom which they suckI lack the timeand energyto be the next anybodyI barely have timeto flick these scabsinto this worn tissuebefore it's timeto hustle upthe next $20to feed the cursethat aches my veinsRC Edrington
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After Allison
2008-01-07 22:26:00
she bled outin her mom'swalk-in closetdraped onlyby the soft greenaura of a CD playerthat seepedmuch like her bloodbeneath the thin sliver of doorthe razor bladea clichedpunk rock charmshe once hung aroundher syringe scabbed neckon a gold chainshe'd yanked from some guitar playeras he prematurelyejaculated into herdyed red hair her blood blackin the greentinged shadowsblacklike hot oilthat seeps from beneaththe cracked underbellyof a woundedmotorcycleI pulled a rigfrom a blood wet pocketin her slippery jeanscaught a veinto somewhere warm& far awaystill not sureif I cried ordialed 911afterstill not sureof much of anything afterRC Edrington
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Crack Mouse (Working Draft)
2007-12-27 21:38:00
The box was 10" x 10". One inch deep. Black lacquer outside. Red inside. No lid.I rented the bedroom from Mike, who lived in the other bedroom. Besides owning the house, he owned the bar just north of it where I served up water downed booze to the local Mexican and Native American population of the neighborhood. The fact that he and I were the only white people (other than police) that seemed to ever enter the bar has absolutely nothing to do with this story, nor anything else for that matter.Mike also owned the liquor store south of the house. I managed the liquor store while I tended the bar and Mike laid in the total blackness of his downstairs bedroom until 2 pm, sleeping off a night of cocaine and the bad memories of a slow, brutal divorce.The box was my bonus. Well not actually my bonus, but the receptacle of my daily bonus. I would place my box unseen on the wooden floor beneath the TV stand. When I arrived home from the bar at 4pm, a rainbow scaled chunk of white would be si...
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Punk Rock Tidbits: The Minutemen
2007-12-15 09:52:00
D. Boone, guitarists/vocalist for the "punk" band The Minutemen tragically died in Tucson, Arizona on December 22, 1985. However what most punk fans of the era fail to realize is that perhaps the greatest live musical representation of The Minutemen, the album "ballot result" released in 1987, was spawned when a Tucson DJ released a bootlegged live album (see picture above right) recorded when the band played for a radio broadcast on the FM station KLPX.I was a huge fan of The Minutemen at the time, Tucson was my hometown, and I knew D.Boone. Here are the facts as I recall them:1. The Virgin Vinyl Show was a Sunday night radio show hosted by DJ Jonathon L. At the time this was the only radio vehicle that brought the growing "punk scene" in Tucson, Arizona new music. Sometime in 1984 The Minutemen played a live set at a local Tucson recording studio called the Sound Factory that was broadcast on the Virgin Vinyl show. 2. The show was recorded at the Sound Factory and The Minutemen we...
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Notes & Scribbles
2007-12-12 22:17:00
At the moment I am in the middle of a short story entitled "Crack Mouse". As with all my scribbling, it is based on a real life event. I will publish a working draft here soon, but to read the full story I will let you know what magazine will be publishing it.For those of you in Tucson, Arizona...The Knitters will be appearing at Club Congress TONIGHT! Call the club for all the details. Also, don't forget X will be headlining a New Year's Bash at The Majestic Ventura Theater in Ventura, California. Contact Ticketmaster for those tickets. X also has a lot more tour dates planned for 2008 (along with some Knitter's shows thrown in for good measure). To keep track of the greatest band not in the Rock n Roll Hall of fame: X (the band).RC Edrington
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FIREBUG - Hope For The Musically Jaded
2007-12-03 07:52:00
It is difficult for someone who has been rotting away on this planet for four decades to get excited about new music. It all sounds derivative and unimaginative. Any new landscape it promises to take you down, turns out to be the same old smoke filled barroom with a new coat of paint. It would be easy to blame the new bands themselves for this, but the truth in most cases is that those of us who believe music is the only true higher power available to rape or cleanse our souls depending on our needs at the moment...have simply become so jaded we refuse to give up our old gods for new.Enter Firebug. For you jaded old fools like me, ask yourself what would have happened if Kate Bush had hung out with the cool kids smoking dope and listening to Led Zeppelin records instead of taking piano lessons with the prim and proper art house geeks? She would have produced a song like "Been There Before" available for a free listen on: Firebug's Site. A beautifully haunting song tinged with a en...
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A Nap With Ken Kesey
2007-11-29 05:48:00
I love the familiarity of used bookstores. Regardless of what state or town I find myself in, I know just a few blocks away in any direction I can find an old rundown building tucked away on some un-swept street packed to the rafters with books. These places even offer numerous nooks and crannies where I can read a little, scribble a few words, or just take a short nap. Having slept almost everywhere from boarding houses at $10 a night to the most luxurious of Las Vegas casino suites, I can honestly say you won't find a better place for a nap than a niche in some old bookstore.The sleep is cleansing. It is in these places surrounded by the words and thoughts of millions that we stop trying to learn new things, but actually go back over our life and try and remember the things we once knew, but time somehow tricked us into forgetting we lost.Seeing a battered copy of Ken Kesey's "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest" on the table next to me brings to mind a quote by Kesey's I remember...
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Polluto Issue 1
2007-11-25 12:32:00
For information on how you can subscribe to this out of this world new non-mainstream literary journal, just click here and have a look around: Polluto EnjoyRC Edrington
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NASA Ordered To Open UFO X-File
2007-11-24 02:05:00
On December 9th, 1965 residents of the small Pennsylvania town Kecksburg claimed to see large blue lights in their sky. This was followed by a fireball crashing into the woods. Witnesses will tell you armed soldiers began to immediately cordon off the area, and shortly a large acorn shaped metallic object with strange hieroglyphics was quickly driven away on the back of a lorry. The local people were told not to say anything about what they had seen.NASA has been recently ordered to open their X-File s and solve this mystery. NASA's public liaison officer, Steve McConnell claims two boxes of papers from the Kecksburg incident are missing. Washington judge Emmett Sullivan refuses to accept NASA's claims that the papers have been lost and has given NASA until the end of year to locate these papers and release then under the freedom of information act to journalist Leslie Kean. "Something came down that night," said Kean. "Nasa has been stonewalling and now it's required to do the s...
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Crash & Burn
2007-11-20 14:00:00
Having used the Windows operating system since almost day 1, total crashes no longer surprise me. In fact, they are expected. Regardless of how hard you work to maintain a clean and stable registry, Windows has always obeyed the second law of thermodynamics. This law in short states that in all closed systems chaos increases.My life is a perfect example. I don't grow fond or attached of material things. I have difficulties even liking people. At any moment at any given time my life can change so dramatically that I can just find myself somewhere owning nothing. I guess I am the follower of the song line: "freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose". I love my freedom.Anyway, my computer crashed last night. I had to totally reformat the hard drive and re-install everything from the ground up. This is something I am familiar with. Of course I back nothing up to disk. I don't even make back-ups of any of my writings. However, I do save everything of any importance to an on...
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Polluto Magazine Update
2007-11-15 00:29:00
First. Ignore everything in this post. Click on every writer & artist link on the Polluto Links page. Read the mission statement. The magazine speaks for itself. Now I can babble.Underground literature exists at the mercy of it's readers, as does underground music or anything that attempts to deal with the NOW instead of the PAST. Or actually attempts to discover that past in FRESH ways.Ignored with no support from the masses the Sex Pistols get steam ironed into Nirvana, then burnt CD after CD into 99% of all current bands. Then you have perhaps a decade of boredom to await a spark of something new (which in reality is at least a decade old).Enough hyperbole and let me pass along some basic things I know or have not mentioned in a previous post found here: Polluto to LaunchThe updated Polluto cover by Dave Migman can be found here: Polluto Issue #1. It comes complete with updated SUBMISSION GUIDELINES.Advanced orders can be placed for £8 British Pounds. A PayPal link is provided t...
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Zygote In My Coffee Summer/Fall 2007
2007-11-11 07:46:00
Zygote In My Coffee has just released their 4th print issue. This issue is double the journals normal size, I assume because unlike the first three journals which represented one quarter of the year...this issues tackles Summer and Fall .Despite being twice the size at over 150 pages of some of the best small press literature out there, Brian has managed to keep the journal at the same low, low price of $7. And yes kids, that includes shipping.All back issues are also available for you slackers, so don't forget to take Brian up on his standing offer of two issues for $10. You won't find a better literature buy anywhere on this planet or another. You can also secure a two year subscription (8 issues total) for the price of $35.Soon, Zygote will also be celebrating the online publication of there 100th issue. To commemorate this event, Brian plans to print a 100 limit run. As a contributing author, I know my copy is tucked away to be mailed. Don't miss out on a piece of small press ...

Sabotage
2007-11-11 04:12:00
My blood has run clean for over a year. Almost two if I discount that one month I melted down and filtered a few bottles of Hydrocodone to mainline. The skin that once hung refugee like from my tall frame has grown back into itself through vitamins and starchy three course meals. My moods no longer at my own command. They are controlled by the various pills stuffed between the holes in my teeth before I sleep to dream of a world in perfect color dressed with happy smiley people who never have bad days. The Ativan I pop 4 times a day assures me everything is just real cool.Real cool is real boring. I still have demons, though they show themselves rarely. I hear them giggling when I sleep. The doctor's answer is pop another Ativan and try to relax back into sleep. But the demons are there. With their teeth like syringes and whispers of an emptiness so black I could melt right into it without hope of every being found.The doctors, the shrinks, the counselors, the pretty little college...
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November Madness
2007-11-07 03:00:00
I am not certain how much time I will have to contribute to this blog in the coming weeks, as I have a ton of projects and priorities pulling me in 100 different directions.I have had numerous print journals request submissions for this month, and I am hard at work on a deadline for a brand new counter-culture magazine due out in January. All of these projects have the major portion of what little time I am able to piece together into any type of cohesive moment, which means over the next few weeks this blog will get the remnants...a catch all for those things that don't fit tidily anywhere else.On a more personal note, I will also be relocating (for the final time (hopefully) over the next several months. This move could place me directly back in the line of fire that is Tucson, Arizona. Of all things that can be said about it. All the good and BAD memories that it ignites in me, the facts remain the facts: it is home.Anyway, stay tune for updates on what I am working on. Thanks f...
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