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"The End of John"
2008-05-21 17:07:00
I can taste the gunsmoke in my mouth It reminds me of the tailpipe on my car I felt the bullet passing through It was hot, it burned and scarred In these last moments i think about The life i left behind Blood is pouring from my wound And my heart starts to unwind I cry for all that could have been I wish it could have changed I wish they would have understood But no one can be blamed I prayed that there could be a god Somewhere up above us To add some meaning to it all Even if he didn's love us The hole i put inside my head By blasting with a gun Is slowly going to make me dead and poison everyone They all will question in themselves Should life be lived at all And maybe i will convert a few Maybe they will fall Maybe if we boycot life Then god will pay attention I would put a bullet inside his head and instigate dissention Oh father god, oh lord we trust That you are in the sky We wonder why you ignore us We cannot decipher why Why don't you just fuck off and die and let...
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" E=emseesqwaird "
2007-12-29 14:43:00
At first i did not realize what was going on I was so confused about solutions but it turns out I was wrong what I had originaly perceived as a problem to be solved was not your everyday equation it had no right or wrong as if what I was going through was a mystery or a case there was no answer to be found to the question I had faced see, it was my fault for asking and trying so hard to solve and then becoming angry when i could find no clear resolve this is no great equation there are no problems here it seems i was just missinformed then i became unclear I wish that i could go back before i asked the question and simply just continued on with no greater intention but once a problem comes to life inside my little brain there is no way to unlearn it i will just go insane am I so highly evolved as part of this great species we call human with great inteligence to figure out what we are doing or does it turn out in the end that I am not so smart at all that I would have been better...

Mahmoud Ahmadinejad
2007-12-28 06:18:00
Now here is something i would like to see in Canada or the United States A president who has their own blog where they answer questions directly from the people. www.ahmadinejad.ir/ Now i do not condone some of the things that happen in Iran in terms of their human rights record. But in the same breath, I do not condone many things that happen in the United States and their sometimes blatant disregard for human rights and freedoms. The popular western media has demonized this man due to his nuclear ambitions and Iran's lack of separation between church and state. I would, however, like to bring up once again, a tired old question. Why do we think that we have the right to decide who is worthy of nuclear power and who is not. President Ahmadinejad has spoken of his desire to wipe Israel off the map because of the ilegitimacy of their government. He has said that he would prefer to see the government disolved and a national referendum happen to give the people of t...
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" If Everybody Knew "
2007-12-23 15:41:00
I saw something today i did not want to see it was my own fault for looking at this thing in front of me my mind just could not handle the truth of what i knew but i kept on looking now i don't know what to do i think there was a virus flying through the air cause now i am so very sick i thought i didn't care the images infected me i don't think i will recover my stomache is so rotten now and i can only suffer i am too small to intervene in any meaningful way to fix the problem that i witnessed or vomit this away why should i see, why should i know when i can't do anything i am only one person i have no hope to bring if everyone saw what i saw and knew what i know now these things would never happen and they would not be allowed i know that this conclusion may be far too simplistic i may not understand the complexity and it may not be realistic yet, in any democracy my vote still counts as one and untill they are all counted the decision isn't done if everyone was horr...

" We Sold our Souls "
2007-12-22 16:41:00
It was over before it even started we died on the fields on the wet blades of grass they outnumbered us by many they shattered us like glass we were weak and they destroyed us among the pretty flowers we were no match for their artillery or their economic power we tried every evil thing to frighten them away we sold our souls to satan in the end we all wil pay we spilled so much blood upon the ground it sank deep in the soil and all the dead cried out in pain entrapped within their coils we hurt so many precious young to fight the atacking troops but they killed us all with many guns executing us in groups at first we all joined up with courage and a plan but after all was said and done some of us still ran we sold our souls to satan we believed what someone said that fighting was important or liberty was dead but here we are locked up in chains be burn down in the fire it turns out life was all we craved it is our main desire we did not know how precious was the air we brea...
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" Steak and Potatoes "
2007-12-18 07:55:00
there are so many animals on this planet earth they are all so delicious even the babies from birth deep fried and barbequed and basted in sauce or served with potatoes with the fat all cooked off you can rip off their skin just like grilled chicken breast or just remove the feathers and fry them, that's best or take the young calfs and remove their small heads and bake them real slow that will ensure that they're dead when it comes out of the oven the meat will just fall off the bone then call all your friends call them up on the phone tell them to come over and bring some more meat like some pigletts for stewing after we cut off their feet or young baby chickens are especialy tender marinated and stuffed or ground up in the blender for side dishes you can try roasted tomatoes they go awfully nice with grilled steak and potatoes so find young chicken, or piglett, or cow kill them really quickly do it fast, do it now cause i'm awfully hungry for some roast baby fishes and whe...
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" My Underwear "
2007-12-15 05:19:00
I'm absolutely frusturated It just isn't fair somebody has stolen my new Underwear It's not as if i just had it lying around somewhere on the floor somewhere on the ground I was wearing it under my pants you see then somehow somebody just took them from me I know what you're thinking that just cannot be it defies rational thinking it makes no sense to me but it's true it did happen i actually swear someone magically stole my brand new underwear it must have been witchcraft maybe slight of hand there is no possible way that you could understand they were white tighty whities i just bought them today then as quick as a flash they were taken away and now i'm just sitting here and my thinking is all muddled my analyzations are all quite befuddled they gave me support and elasticity but now i am just swinging around wild and free I know some people like that but it's a curiosity i just feel too naked they are different than me but that is okay i forgive the mysterious thief ...

" Diary Of The Troll "
2007-12-14 02:39:00
Entry number one on the thirteenth day of December the month that comes after the last day of November i'm so powerful now so impossibly strong I have waited and waited for far far too long My parents were witches my uncles were giants my ancestors were part of a wicked alliance they schemed and they crafted they made detailed plans and now it is time to make the last stand my power was forged for many generations in hatred and evil we despised all the nations In the darkness of dreams we planted the seeds they grew with ferocity climbing like weeds from father to son and the daughters of mothers the axe is now raised to destroy all the others we poisoned their minds we killed all their love with ashes and fire that rained down from above they did not see us coming and they don't see us now we covered their eyes with a dark, deceitful cloud Now I am ready this is going to be fun to watch them devour their own daughters and sons their faces will become more grotesque than my ow...
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" Who Are You "
2007-12-12 13:14:00
I know you are here you have been here before I remember what it felt like when you came through my door you visit me often, at least every couple of months you always stay for a while at least a few weeks each time without invitation from your house to mine every so often you do try to talk but you just walk right in you don't even knock it's possible i may have offended you somehow maybe long ago but i don't remember right now i am just concerned are you angry with me can i help you out anyway if i can, tell me please cause i don't understand when you just stand around you sit right beside me and don't make a sound don't get me wrong i don't mind company but usualy, the people that are there, i see. and they don't get so mad they don't just sit there and breathe you have haunted me longer then i can remember and you're always most angry in the cold of december sometimes you stay mad until spring time it seems and i got to bed every night while you stay there and scre...

" What a Pretty Flower "
2007-12-12 11:26:00
Oh what a morning, oh what a morning The sun is shining so brightly Last night there was thunder and lightning It roared and it poured It was scary at the time, but it seems that the sky is now brightening My what is that. that is such a pretty flower it reminds me of the big wonderful sun who burns so brightly up there with such infinite power I fail to see or sometimes comprehend where the weather does go does it come to an end? does it blow to the end of the earth and fall over the side tumbling down and around on a perilous ride I was walking today in the forest by myself thinking of all life had to offer going over and over in my head why we are alive and soon may be dead and as i was walking, not paying attention the lights began to dim when i started out walking my skin was so warm now it's grown cold and the air has grown thin Soon it was dark and the wind began to blow the air became freezing there was lighting and snow I couldn't see too far ahead in that storm I so ...
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" Forgiveness "
2007-12-11 09:53:00
I will never forgive you for what you did and still do you say you loved me and that i never loved you I wanted you more than anything in the world more than money and cars more than women and girls I would have given my life if it could make you smile i would have carried you for miles and miles and miles I hate you now, more than a person can hate i couldn't care less if it's ever too late you said lovely things in songs and in poems your art was so beautiful always singing and flowing Your greens were much greener than any could make your music was lovlier I couldn't tell it was fake Now it sounds rotten. it just makes me mad and it makes me so angry. so incredibly sad if there was a gun i could unload on you i would shoot and i'd shoot untill i was through after i was done i would still pull the trigger and imagine the bullets moving faster and quicker Can you hear me. I hate you. doesn't that make you mad don't you just want to squash me because i'v been bad don't you...
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" My new Best Friend "
2007-12-11 07:57:00
My buddy is my very best friend He is with me right to the end I don't know where He was before I met Him But He likes to drink beer. He likes vodka and gyn He's big and He's tall and very good looking He's exceptionaly talented at painting and cooking He's stronger than me and He gets all the girls He's the most wonderful wonderful guy in the world I met Him one night when i was very sad When all of the thoughts in my head were just bad He spoke to me gently. at first I was scared Then He just looked at me. Then He just stared. He told me that if i wouldn't love him i'd die That He would throw me in hell where i'd sizzle and fry. That He would poke me with razor sharp knives and hot metal. He would boil me alive in a very large kettle. He told me He'd haunt me in very bad dreams. In dark bottomless pits where i'd scream and i'd scream. He would reach into my chest and take hold of my heart. And he'd squeeze and he'd squeeze until it just came apart. then last of ...
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" Hello Young Lady "
2007-12-09 04:34:00
Hello young lady how are you today have you been to the end of the world. have you seen all of life have you been to town where the traffic is endlessly driving around Have you been to new countries have you seen many new things did you witness the rockets that fly without wings have you been to the jungle where the animals run where they don't understand did you hunt them with guns please, you must tell me of all your adventures every exciting detail don't leave anything out not a word not a drop please you must speak please, you must never stop See i can't go much further knowing what i know and seeing what i have seen I must have an answer for where i have been I never saw lions I'v never been to town Never been to a ball in a pretty nightgown In truth I'v been somewhere you don't want to know somewhere so dark where i was all alone this place that i come from you must never go you must never see it you must never know You must never venture you must never see It's wo...
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" As Deep As It Goes "
2007-12-07 08:57:00
Let's all take a look and see what we can see For troublesome times will be what they be I haven't had much time to think about life, as forces beyond comprehending are slowly but surely effecting the ending they're spinning and churning and bubbling and bending Who knows if they are communicating what message they're sending. The world keeps spinning and making us dizzy heating us, boiling us. allways dissapointing us funerals, wars, celebrations and weddings in multiple places and multiple settings The faces of children, old women and men all asleep in the ground never heard from again in boxes and cages, in prisons and jails we pull out our hair and we yank out our nails We call out to someone far up in the stars where planets like pluto and venus and mars. are ever so close yet imposibly far We sing songs and read books causing many strange looks from the people who are passing the lawyers and crooks at least that is how we explain to ourselves imagining them burning a...
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doesn't it suck when...
2007-12-05 13:17:00
You work your ass off all day and when you get home, to top it all off, your feet smell like a dead goat. You finally develop a working high explosive and everyone says "it might not be such a good idea". You buy iguana after iguana, trying to make the poor things happy, but they keep dying on you. and after the eightth one you get it right only to have to give it up. You spend 12 years playing the guitar only to find out you were better suited to play the bass. You plan out this magnificant breakfast only to find out you have no eggs in the fridge. You search three different movie stores for a certain movie. find it at the last one, and get home to see that the dvd in the case is the wrong one. You spend three hours polishing a car to perfection only to have someone test drive it in the snow. You record a song one night thinking it's your masterpiece then listen to it the next day and realize it sucks. You write a blog about things that suck only to find out that...
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The pressing hand of an Indifferent God
2007-12-04 02:48:00
; &nbs p; &nb sp; Adversity builds character. Strength from weakness. you have heard all this before. but this is a realy tired old cliche and i think it isn't true We are all in the same boat here. None of us had any choice in the matter. The allmighty punishes us with a long arm of slow, steadily increasing misery. Not letting up. Never letting up. No rest or respite, no mercy or perceivable compassion. The words of the preachers only inflame our contempt for this entity and the life he created. With words describing God as pure and Holy, yet vengefull towards our wickedness. A supreme deity with the audacity to be angry with us for reacting to the misery he made. The gall of these people to play on peoples feelings when they are so near the end of their rope. And to top it all off. they say he will punish us for eternity in hellfire....
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owing money
2007-12-02 10:49:00
so you owe money to someone. maybe a lot of money maybe to multiple people or companies or maybe the government. this can be a complete mind fuck. none of these companies care that you have other debts or that paying them what you owe would cripple you financialy they just want you to pay so they can forget you exist also, most people can only afford to pay the interest on these debts keeping them locked in the same ugliness for the rest of their natural lives. barring, of course, a big lottery win or cash settlement. it can be completely hopeless. is there anyway out other than bankruptcy? i mean is there? i honestly don't know. it can be said that it is completely our own fault for getting into debt in the first place. but sometimes that isn't even the case. the government can just start sending you bills because you exist. it seems at times that living on this planet sucks and everyone is out to get you. asking the world of you when it's all you can do to get ...
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corrupt government
2007-11-30 09:11:00
powerful people doing powerful things. a government can pass a new tax. make something illegal. send someone to prison. take your freedom away. pocket your money. what can you do about it? fuck all. they say that democracy is a political system that gives choice to the people. the essence of freedom. but does it realy? democracy and capitalism are two ways of saying the same thing. free enterprise. the strongest survive and get their way. a democratic government is fertile ground for anyone with money to take advantage of people who dont. how about a small example. if you wanted to call up George w. bush on the phone and talk about the war. could you? if Bill gates wanted to. could he? if you were in prison and desired a federal pardon. could you get it? if Dick cheney wanted one. could he get it? if you wanted A specific legislation to pass in the house. do you have the influence to make it likely? what if you represented the shareholders of haliburton oil. would you th...
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