Every Day Is A Prozac DayEvery Day Is A Prozac DayA senior psych. student. I am chronically depressed, heavily medicated and slighlty paranoid. Articles
Don't mess with Mother Nature. She knows where you live.
2007-02-18 05:04:01 These are pictures of a squall line that moved through the entire state of Arkansas this morning. I happened to catch part of it as it was passing over my house. It was moving at 55 mph with sustained straight line winds of 80-100 mph. Luckily, Alexander didn't get the brunt of it. There were no houses damaged and no injuries here, but Pulaski County (where Little Rock is and where I'm on the county line of) has been declared a federal disaster area. From the damage I heard reported on the news (I watched it all morning.), the worst damage is in Hot Springs so I imagine that county will be declared a disaster area as well along with Lonoke county (There were 12 houses either damaged or completely taken out there.)I know on Cantrell Road in Little Rock a bank and a gas station had their windows completely blown out. It was a crazy morning. I had to take these pictures with my camera in my phone as the batteries in my digicam were dead and the storm was moving too fast for me to go... More About: Nature , Other , With , Mother Nature , Live
Just keep puttin' one foot in front of the other.
2007-02-18 05:04:01 I lost 2 more pounds. Amazing that I didn't lose more considering while I was sick last week I didn't eat for 3 days. I was out for the count all of last week. I don't know what that shit was, but it was awful. I figured that my immune system was making my body hold on to the weight so that I wouldn't get any sicker. At least I lost 2 pounds. I'm still sort of sick, though. I have that run-over-by-a-truck feeling. I thought I had shingles again because I got a blistery rash in the same place that it came up last time and I've got that flu-ish feeling. Also, I don't seem to be able to sustain even mild physical activity for very long without my muscles getting fatigued, getting feverish, shaky, dizzy and sweaty. I don't know though. The rash isn't so bad this time, but it's been there for like a week or so. Last time it went all the way around to my back and it hurt like a mother. But, I have been and keep dosing myself with herbs, supplements and superfoods, so maybe that... More About: Other , Just , Keep , Front , The Other
Please pray for me, or send me good vibes, or something.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I have a job interview this morning for a particularly good job at UAMS. It's not actually at UAMS, it's right behind Children's Hospital, but it's part of UAMS. Anyway, the position is Executive Assistant for Pediatrics at the L. Dennis Developmental Center. I've been thinking of going into Pediatric Clinical Psychology as my specialty in graduate school, so this would be a perfect opportunity for me to get some experience and to get to know some Psychiatrists who could give me recommendations for grad. school. Not to mention the fact that it's a state job and all the state benefits come along with it, like: insurance, paid state holidays, 401k, retirement, dental...etc. And I could start going on vacations again to Florida with Sally and Tanya. Damn, I miss that. I could pay off all my CC bills. Those things are a damn nuisance. I could start saving money to finally move out of here and get away from Dad. Plus, as an employee at UAMS, I would get 70% off my tuition at UALR. ... More About: Vibes , Methi , Please , Send , Good
It's amazing what one finds in soda boxes these days.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Mija in the DDP box More About: What , Hat , Find , Amazing , Days
Martha Stewart talks to Scarlett O'Hara about the need for not procrastinat
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I haven't felt like disclosing much lately. I haven't felt like doing much of anything lately, although last week when the seal on my washing machine broke and several gallons of water seeped into the carpet, Laren came over with his handy-dandy Shop Vac and vacuumed it all up for me. Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyout hankyou! He brought his two daughters, who were hysterically funny running back and forth from the kitchen to the living room. They pulled out all of the cat toys from their carrier and had more fun with them than the cats ever did. Laren kept turning around frowning, suspicious, but I didn't care that they were sqealing with laughter. I thought it was great. My dad didn't quite know how to handle all of that activity and noise, so he just sort of sat there in his recliner and looked uncomfortable. I've got the cleaning bug lately. The day it hit me was the day the washer seal broke. I had only done one load of laundry when it happened. The day after Laren ... More About: Martha Stewart , The N , Mart , War , About
Cats, Cahones and Psychology
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Lil' Bit all tuckered out Silver peeks at me Mija gets his close up Mija hates the WalMart sack and it hates him back Mija explores the washing machine I couldn't manage to get a pic like this of Gigi. She hides from me when I get the camera out. So... yesterday, I managed to grow some cahones and lay everything out on the table for Marshall regarding how I feel about him. I ended it by saying this,"I would like it if we could see more of each other than just at church." His response,"I don't think that's a good idea right now." When I asked if there was a specific reason why and adding this statement, "Do you just not see me as anything other than a friend?", he said, "Well, we have a good friendship. I like our friendship and I'm comfortable with it." I can't say I wasn't disappointed,... More About: Cats , Cat , Psycho , Psychology , Psych
Not since 1984
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I cut myself the other night with a serrated-edge knife that I had held over an open flame until the blade was red hot. I made two cuts on my left forearm right beside where I cut myself before when I was 14. Incidentally, that was the same kind, same method of cutting. The blade gets so hot that it cauterizes the skin when it cuts, so there is no blood, but it does blister. I had been talking to Tanya on YIM and I had just finished telling her that I felt like cutting on myself. She tried to reason with me by telling me that it would leave scars and that I wouldn't like that. I told her I wanted the scars so that they would be a reminder of what kind of person I am. She then told me that I was rationalizing. I probably was, but in the middle of watching the glaad awards, I sat in my big comfy chair and sank that searing blade into my arm twice. I can't say that it didn't hurt. It did and it kept hurting for the rest of the night, but for some reason afterwards I felt a lot bette... More About: Since
Affirmation o' the day: I am not a side of beef. [repeat]
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Here's a pic of my arm. I put it behind a cut because I don't know how many people might be triggered by it. As you can see, I've been cutting more on myself since my last entry. If you look really hard, you can see the old scar just to the left of the shortest cut. It's a bit discolored. The really long, really angry looking one I did last night. And again with the same result. I felt better after I did it, but I think the blade was hotter this time so the burn is worse. I'm not posting this picture to get attention, quite the opposite. I want to expose what I've done for all to see in the hopes that the reality of what I did and the shame of it will help me not to do it again.I've got to find another, more healthy, way to deal to make myself feel better which doesn't include eating, cutting/burning, or starving myself. I was supposed to drive to my mom's today, but I just can't handle it. I can't deal with her depression and mine. She wants to talk about her memor... More About: Beef , Side , The D , Affirmation , Irma
The Master of Kung-Funicular Arts Has Claimed WalMart As His Territory And
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I started filling out a questionnaire that I have to mail tomorrow so that a decision can be made on whether or not I'm just layman crazy or legally crazy. If they do find that I'm legally crazy, then the government will give me money every month as long as I desire it. It's not like it's much money at all. Not nearly enough to live on, which is weird, because if a person is filing for a disability saying that they can't work, you would think that they would get enough money to live on per month. I think it starts at something like $542 per month. Like I could live by myself on that amount of money a month, but I can't hold down a job. That's patently obvious since every job I've ever had I've either been fired from or quit because of depression, anxiety or uncontrolled rage. Well, this is beginning to be an extremely boring post. I'm drugged with enough Klonopin to knock out a horse and yet I'm still awake. What does that say about my anxiety level? Maybe I should tell y... More About: Fun , Arts , Mart , Alma , Master
Clustered Kittens
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Is it just my lj or is everyone's little mood theme thingys messed up? Mine are all congregated together at the top of the first entry on the page. Anyone have any ideas about what I should do to fix it?My assignment from my therapist is that I should journal when I feel like self-injuring. I felt fine when I went to class this morning. I thought it was a good thing that I actually went to class considering I didn't go to sleep until 3:15am. When I came home, I went straight to bed, that was about 12 noon. I didn't wake up until 5pm. I stayed up for about an hour and then went back to bed until 8:30pm. I've been up ever since and trying to think of things that I'd like to do, but I can't think of anything. I feel like I'm just not interested in anything today. So, I'll stop being boring now and leave you all to whatever you were doing. More About: Kittens , Lust , Cluster , Kitten , Stere
Just A Spoonfull of Ice Cream Makes The Anger Go Down In The Most Delightfu
2007-02-10 04:59:02 (What's scary is that I can sing all of those songs perfectly from memory along with all of the Disney songs and most of the Sesame Street songs. What's even weirder is that when I'm singing them, I imagine myself to be the character singing the song from the movie. Fantasy-prone personality? I'd say...probably...yes.)So I accomplished one of my goals today: I finished filling out the paperwork for the SSI thing and mailed it off. They want to know the weirdest things about you. Like one particular thing I thought was weird was the question,"Are you right or left-handed?" I mean, what's the purpose of that question and, for that matter, what difference does it make? They might as well have asked me,"Do you pick your nose with your right or left hand and if so, do you find any gold?" I was planning on studying Chp 10 for my Sensation and Perception class. I need to take some notes on it, but it's not until Tuesday, so I have tomorrow and Monday to do that. I was supposed to hav... More About: Ice Cream , Just , Anger , Down , Light
Friday: I cried.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 My birthday sort of sucked this year. On Frida y , the 19th, I found out that the job I really wanted I didn't get. The guy I interviewed with told me that I was all but hired. I called him on Friday morning at about 8:15am; he said that they were going to make a decision that day as to who got to go on to a second interview with the chief of the department. So, naturally, that knowledge put me in a high state of anxiety, especially because of his last comment while we were on the phone, which was, "So, If you don't hear from us today, then that would be really bad." I carried my phone with me everywhere I went in the house that day. Actually, I didn't really do anything that day. I just laid in bed listening to music and staring at the ceiling clutching my cell phone in my hand. The closer it got to 4:30pm, which is the time their office closes, the more anxious I got. 4:30 came and went and still I could do nothing but lay in bed and wallow in my anxiety. Finally, at about 6pm, I...
She
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Dear David,I miss you so much. Sometimes I think that if I could rip out my heart I might not miss you so much. (David Summers R.I.P. 7/21/06)Dear Marshall,I wrote you a letter last year and told you that I loved you. I still do. I want so just to be near you, to talk to you...God just to smell you, but you have to come to me.I miss you so much, but I'm not going to try to get past your wall again. I beat myself bloody last time. My heart is open and laid bare. Just come to me. Jesus....1 John 3:18-20"Dear children, let us stop just saying we love each other; let us really show it by our actions. It is by our actions that we know we are living in the truth, so we will be confident when we stand before the Lord., even if our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything."
Dissatisfied and Hiding (Flashback time~beware ye feint of heart. This is s
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I find myself being dissatisfied with the way I look physically again. I mean, I'm always unhappy with it, but most of the time, it's more like in the back of my mind. I push it back there in order not to dwell on it. I guess some part of me thinks that if I don't think about it, it will go away or the weight will just suddenly drop off. Talk about being unrealistic. But, now I'm in hermit-mode because I'm too embarassed of what I look like to go anywhere. I wanted to go to church this morning, but I just can't. All that talk of thinking that Marshall liked me seems like now to be just a vain wish. When I look at myself, I can understand why he would feel uncomfortable with my attentions. You know, I got up yesterday thinking it was Sunday and I was so looking forward to seeing Marshall at church. (Now, y'all know that's not the only reason I go.) What started all of this up again was when I went with Renee to see Shooter Jennings play at Sticky Fingerz on Thursday night. Af... More About: Flash , Time , War , Ware , Hear
Retitled: Seeking Opinions and Assurances that I Haven't Gone Off Into Left
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I decided to rejoin a Christian message board that I've been absent from for awhile. Not their fault. Mine, totally. I was going through a period where I didn't have an ounce of patience and I thought it would be better for me not to vent my anger there, but instead, vent it here. (Aren't y'all glad? hehe) Anyway, today I posted a reply to a thread that asked the question: Should Women Be In Ministry? Here's what I wrote. You guys tell me what you think and whether or not I'm making sense. I realize it's really long, but so are most of my posts, so y'all should be used to that by now. :) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Just a little something I was thinking about while reading this thread. Preacherman777 quoted this Scripture: 1Ti 2:13 After all, Adam was formed first, then Eve. 1Ti 2:14 Besides that, Adam was not deceived. It was the woman who was deceived and sinned. (italics mine) When I read that, I remembered reading somewhere that the "Fall of Man" was referred to as the "Sin of Adam" ... More About: Opinions , Opinion , Hat , Left , Gone
My birthday~I forgot to mention that it's on May 18th. Woopsie.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Joining dancingchaplain and laotzuribbon:Go to Wikipedia and look up your birthday (excluding the year). List some neat facts, births and deaths in your journal, including the year. Here's mine:Holidays and Observances Feast day of the following saints in the Roman Catholic Church: Saint Eric of Sweden Dioscorus Felix of Cantalice Pope John I Events 1152 - Henry II marries Eleanor of Aquitaine 1268 - The Principality of Antioch, a crusader state, falls to the Mamluk Sultan Baibars in the Battle of Antioch; Baibars' destruction of the city of Antioch was so great as to permanently negate the city's importance. 1593 - Playwright Thomas Kyd's accusations of heresy lead to an arrest warrant for Christopher Marlowe. 1652 - Rhode Island passes the first law in North America making slavery illegal. 1804 - Napoleon Bonaparte is proclaimed Emperor of France by the French Senate. 1863 - American Civil War: The Siege of Vi... More About: Men , Hat , Birthday , Birth , That
Some people should be forced to endure the kind of suffering they impose. T
2007-02-10 04:59:02 This is a complete outrage. I know that it has been going on for years and will probably continue on for years, but it makes me so ....I can't even find the word for how angry it makes me. I am at this moment contemplating all manner of torture for these people. I realize it's not the Godly thing to do. Scripture says that we are to forgive our enemies and pray for them. Right now, I'm just too pissed. I'd like to go on a castration spree. http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/s laves/I'm so beyond pissed, incensed, irate...I'm going to start looking into what I can do personally to stop this shit from happening. More About: People , Force , Forced , They , Ring
I am turning into an Insomniac.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I can't sleep. I can't seem to turn off my mind. I tried praying. Sad to say, but that always used to put me right to sleep. I realize that that is not the purpose of prayer, but anyway it worked better than watching an episode of Mr. Roger's Neighborhood. When I would wake up the next morning, I would just pick up praying where I left off the night before. I was praying for johnny_panic and then for Marshall and then for myself. I am convicted on the issue of tithing. So, I asked God to teach me the value of the tithe; what it really means; and to help me to give what is required of me without begrudging it. You know, I can drop some serious money on clothes, shoes, cds, and dvds, but when it comes to tithing I become like a miser. It's because I'm selfish and I admitted this to God in prayer freely and asked Him to forgive me for it. Then, I got to thinking, "I've just asked God to teach me the value of the tithe. That's like asking for patience. Now, I'm really in for it.... More About: Insomnia , Turn , Omni
Ribbons Undone
2007-02-10 04:59:02 So, I went to bed at around 12:30 with a headache bordering on migraine. I took one of dad's wonderful headache pills ( I freakin' love those things.) and went straight to bed. I had no trouble falling asleep. I must have been completely asleep a few minutes after my head hit the pillow. I woke up at 4:30am with the same headache I went to bed with only now it's worse and I can't get to those heavenly pills because dad is asleep and he keeps them in his bathroom and his bathroom is connected to his bedroom. 800mg of Ibuprofen, some Cheddar Chex Mix and one glass of Vanilla Soy Milk later I'm sitting here writing this all out waiting for the Ibuprofen to kick in so my head will quit feeling like it's being squeezed in a vice by a very large and very muscular someone. And I was sleeping so well. Tori is singing to me in her sweet and painful way. She reaches me like no other artist ever has. The power of orange knickers under my petticoat. For 3 days last week, I had very vivid ... More About: Ribbons , Ribbon , Done
Beware the Ides of March....oh wait...that was yesterday.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I made some icons! My almost very first time ever! Anyway, ya'll can use them if you want. Credit me please?1. I want YOU to pull my finger~yehovahyireh 2. heart barb~yehovahyireh3. Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them!~yehovahyireh4. Zombie Hello Kitty wants to eat your brains~yehovahyireh5. see no evil, speak no evil~yehovahyireh6. You are so fucked.~yehovahyireh More About: War , Ware , Hat , Yesterday , March
Just a quiz that Wanda did and I thought was cool.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 It fits me quite well, actually. the QuestionerTest finished! you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX. "I am affectionate and skeptical"Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. How to Get Along with Me Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is OK between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting. What I Like About Being a Six being committed and faithful to family and friends being responsible and hardworking being compassionate toward others having intellect and wit being a nonconformist confronting danger bravely being direct and assertive What's Hard About Being a Six the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind procrastinating because of fear ... More About: Quiz , Cool , Just , Hat , Thought
Dear God, please make me into a bird so I can fly far, far away.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Schizophrenic God in the Form of Toxic Father Speaks Out of Two Sides of His Mouth (Revised)-------------------------------- ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------------His pity."I love you because you are completely degenerate with no chance of recovery."His teaching."I am perfect. Can't you see that?Mold yourself to me to show me that you love me.""Emulate me."His patience."Your very existence is exasperating to me."His control."Be good because I love you.""Be quiet and invisible, because I don't want to be embarrassed of you."He says, "Don't rock the boat. Conform."His encouragement."Of course, I'll always help you. Just remember when you failat schoolin lovein independence of life,I'll be here for you to remind you of what a failure you arebecause I love you."His concern."You know you can't survive for long on your own.""You need someone to take care of you.""You need to get married."His absolute authority."Don't question me.""Because I s... More About: Make , Please , Bird , Away
We now return to your regularly scheduled programming.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 It's amazing what a couple of Klonopin, hours of prayer and crying, and about 4 hours of sleep will do for a person's mood and outlook. I'm ok now. I think.I'm going back to bed. I'm just pretending to be awake. More About: Programming , Schedule , Your , Prog , Regular
Excuse me while I scourge myself.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 Mat 5:1 When Jesus saw the crowds, he went up a mountain and sat down. His disciples came to him, Mat 5:2 and he began to teach them: Mat 5:3 "Blessed are those who recognize they are spiritually helpless. The kingdom of heaven belongs to them. Mat 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn. They will be comforted. Mat 5:5 Blessed are those who are gentle. They will inherit the earth. Mat 5:6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for God's approval. They will be satisfied. Mat 5:7 Blessed are those who show mercy. They will be treated mercifully. Mat 5:8 Blessed are those whose thoughts are pure. They will see God. Mat 5:9 Blessed are those who make peace. They will be called God's children. Mat 5:10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for doing what God approves of. The kingdom of heaven belongs to them. I've been asked to be in the leadership of my church. This happened yesterday. Yesterday, I thought it was a good idea. Today, I don't. It's not that I don't want to serve.... More About: Self , Myself , Excuse , While , Scourge
For those who like to "go" with a view.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 I came across this entry in the lj community: found objects posted by timehastoldme. I just had to post it here because I've never seen anything like it before and I think it's hysterical. Wouldn't you feel like a god if you were sitting there doing your business? I think I would feel like I was on Mt. Olympus. Complete with lid, rim and privacy rock. More About: With , View , Those , Hose , Like
The first poem I've written in about 2 years.
2007-02-10 04:59:02 The Neurons are firing and Singing along the Nodes of Ranvier and The Synaptic Gap is full of Serotonin. In Short: Prozac Speaks. I am not you. Please try to remember thisas I remember that youare not me. I don't think the way you do.I don't reason the way you do.I don't act in the same ways you do. I am not you. Please try to remember thisas I try to remember that I am not you. The things I do for myself or to myselfyou may not understand,but please try to remember thatI am not you just as you are not me. Please validate my feelingsand my experienceswhen I trust you enough to reveal them to you. Otherwise, you leave me feeling as though there is something wrong with me. As if I should be you. Please don't judge me because I'm vulnerable. Please don't judge my failings. I judge myself enough. Please don't tell me that I can will myself to get better. When I hear you say that it makes me feel like everything I've just said is not important to you,because you were only waiti... More About: About , Poem , First , Years , Year
Poetry Thursday
2007-01-27 16:53:01 So, I decided after all to participate in the assignment of this week's Poet ry Thursday . I wrote the poem below first, but it took me a while to figure out "Why I Love Poetry". So here goes nuthin':I don't love poetry. It loves me. It's inside me. In every particle; every atom; every electrical impulse of my brain. It loves me and I can only love it back because, like a symbiont, it lives from me and I live because of it. It opens my eyes; opens my heart; makes me realize myself where otherwise I would walk around my life in a daze of not thinking (kind of like when you're in Wal-Mart and unconsciously buying shit you don't need). It's hard to shake that medicated feeling that society wants us to be in. Poetry keeps me sane and I keep it alive within me by opening my veins and letting it bleed from me.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SisterMy chest feels so heavyand yet emptyLike you carved a hole in it.You crawled in ten years ago and made yours...
Mercy's Cross-14 January 2007~My notesThe desire of God's he
2007-01-16 16:44:02 Mercy's Cross -14 January 2007~My notesThe desire of God 's heart is to have completely our hearts.Tangible things are things that God has given us to manage, but not possess. Spiritually, you have to give everything away. Materially, you have to be willing to open your hands and give the ownership of your stuff to God. What will you do with what God has given you? What do you have that you did not receive from God?Jam 2:13 No mercy will be shown to those who show no mercy to others. Mercy triumphs over judgment. Jam 2:14 My brothers and sisters, what good does it do if someone claims to have faith but doesn't do any good things? Can this kind of faith save him? Jam 2:15 Suppose a believer, whether a man or a woman, needs clothes or food Jam 2:16 and one of you tells that person, "God be with you! Stay warm, and make sure you eat enough." If you don't provide for that person's physical needs, what good does it do?Jam 1:9 Humble believers should be proud because being humble ... More About: Note , Desi , Notes
Jesus, last night was HORRIBLE. (Just a side note, a "little
2007-01-16 16:44:02 Jesus, last night was HORRIBLE. (Just a side note, a "little birdie" told me this morning that I'm fixin' to start my period.) I have this ache in my heart where Sally and Tanya used to be and I don't know what to do about it. Sometimes, I go into little catatonic depressive moments where all I do is just stare blankly in front of me. I can't move. It's like the pain is so bad that it paralyzes me.I went to church yesterday morning, despite being uber-depressed. I felt better when I left (plus I went to Starbuck's on the way to church. That always lifts my mood.) Church was great. I learned a lot, but on the way home, that hole in my heart started to ache again. The more I drove, the more it ached. The closer I got to home, the more it ached.I fell asleep from the time I got home from church until about 5. So, basically I slept the afternoon away. I got up depressed, felt hunger somewhere in the back of my mind and told myself that I should eat something so my blood sugar woul... More About: Jesus , Note , Night , Last
Wednesday was a weighty day for me. I felt the weight all da
More articles from this author:2007-01-13 16:43:02 Wednesday was a weighty day for me. I felt the weight all day bearing down on me as if I were caught in a vice grip and that it was continually being tightened.Starting from the beginning, I was supposed to write my financial aid appeal letter weeks ago. I just got around to doing it yesterday. Not because I've been busy or anything, but because I've been avoiding it. As a matter of fact, I've been doing a rather excellent job not thinking about anything regarding school.*Cue Scarlet O'Hara-Stage Right*So, I wrote it-the dreaded letter, which turned out to be indescribably easier than I thought it would be. I guess it's in those times of anxiety and procrastination that I don't trust my verbosity. I have a tendency to write very long letters, very long blog posts, and when I'm excited or completely jacked on caffeine-talk. A lot. So much so that at times I've felt the muscles of my mouth actually getting fatigued. Usually, though, I don't talk very much. (I know that's har... More About: Weight , Felt , Wednesday , Eight , Weigh 1, 2, 3 |
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