Every Day Is A Prozac DayEvery Day Is A Prozac DayA senior psych. student. I am chronically depressed, heavily medicated and slighlty paranoid. Articles
Who's Got The Channel-Switcherthingy?
2007-01-04 16:44:02 I am so needing to be in the Word more. To that end, I've decided that I'll start posting some of my bible studies here and some of the notes I take when I go to church on Sundays. I don't make it every Sunday and I don't read my bible every day, but really...I know I need to be in the Word a lot more. I think I wouldn't feel so crazy all the time if I were. So, anyway, now y'all get to see just how hypocritical I really am.1/31/06Holy IntangiblesThe number one thing that God talks about in the Bible is salvation. The second thing is stewardship. He talks about this even more than he talks about prayer. *Gen 1:1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. *Psa 24:1 A Psalm of David. The earth is Jehovah's, and the fulness thereof; The world, and they that dwell therein. from my brain:God gave us all of this: the Earth, everything in and on the Earth, our lives; what do you have that you did not receive from God? What will you tell God when he asks you ... More About: Cher , Switch , Channel , Anne , Thing
I Am So Fly
2007-01-01 16:43:01 Oh my God....I can't breathe. This was the first thing I saw upon getting settled into my bigcomfychair with my coffee this morning. Oh hell man, I'm still crying from looking at those. All thanks to Incurable Hippie for hooking me up with that link. Girl, let me tell you something: I don't know where you find these links you do, but everytime I go to your blog I wind up smiling/laughing.Some of my faves: Oh man, my sides hurt.
Deceit
2006-12-25 16:38:02 I totally nicked this idea from Nashvillewebgirl's site.I don't know if you guys have seen this or not, but it was my first time to today. It's a video that is part of Dove's campaignforrealbeauty. It shows a normal looking woman going from herself, to someone who looks nothing like herself. Evidently she was in the make up chair for 10 hours. Then, she was photoshopped. Take a look for yourself. More About: Deceit
It's The Fear That Gets Me Every Time
2006-12-25 16:38:02 I'm not feeling too well today. I woke up at 6am from a dream about my mom and was led to believe by the Holy Spirit that I needed to pray for her. Then, like an iron fist, fear took a grip on my heart and wouldn't let go. I prayed for about an hour-and-a-half while going about my morning activities making coffee and whatnot. I slept only about 2 hours because of the pain in my hips, so I don't know how coherent my prayers were, but I know God knows my heart and what I want to say before I say it. At around 7:30am, I could stand it no longer-the anxiety, the not knowing if anything was wrong or not-so I called her. She was asleep. I felt bad for waking her up. The first thing I said was, "Are you ok?". She said she was, then I told her about my dream. So, I felt better after I knew she was ok. After I got off the phone with her, I intended to go back to bed, but for some reason, I was wide awake. I think I wound up going back to bed at about 11am. I woke up around 2:30pm. My hips... More About: Time , Hat , Fear , Gets , Ever
Safe Flight, Y'all
2006-12-25 16:38:02 This old-school Dean Martin and Foster Brooks television clip is hysterical. I happened to watch it right after I woke up and got situated with my coffee at my computer. I nearly spit coffee out my nose! More About: Light , Flight , Safe
~Untitled-9th September-Year 1999~
2006-12-25 16:38:02 This is a poem I posted on another of my blogs where I belong to a group caled "Poetry Thursday". I was going to post it here on Thursday, but I was just too depressed. ````````````````````````````````````````` ````````````````````````````````````````` `````Alone..............AloneWhy am I alwaysAlone?When someone is nearI want them to be awayWhen they are away..........People are such fragile and contemptuous creaturesCan't trustmight get hurt elsecan't lovedon't know howdon'tknowwhatlovereallymeansSo many people with broken hearts [me]that they can't mend [me]Suffering with insecurities [me]accosted by the violence of being alone amongst millions.```````````````````````````````` ````````````````````````````````````````` ````````````````©Robyn Fenner More About: Year 1 , Title , September , Year , Sept
Empty Heart Is As Empty Glass
2006-12-25 16:38:02 It's really hard for me to drive by the brightly lit houses with their Christmas trees sitting in windows like a beacon of happiness I can never reach. It makes me feel so empty. On the outside looking in at contentment that I'll never have. Logically, I know that no one's life is perfect, but at times like that, it's hard to remind myself of that. I get no pleasure anymore from those houses that are lit up and decorated. I would rather not see them. It would enable me to keep this pain in my strongbox where it belongs. I guess the strongbox has some cracks, though, because the pain keeps leaking out no matter how tightly I secure and lock it. I'm not looking forward to going to my aunt's house (my dad's sister) tomorrow night for Christmas Eve dinner. Not only will there be tons of shit there I can't eat (Celiac Disease), which will make me feel like some sort of diseased freak, but also playing family makes me feel so empty. It drains the hope in my heart just as surely as... More About: Hear , Heart , Glass , Empty
Knock, Knock. The Matrix is here.
2006-12-25 16:38:02 I just put in my VHS copy of The Matrix . The only copy I have. Tell me I'm not old-school. Go ahead. I still have my Atari console and the games. The Pong console, too.Anyway, I was just thinking that it's so funny-weird how certain movies/songs/places bring back such clear memories. When I got this movie, it was a Christmas present. I was living in my most favorite apartment I've ever had in downtown Little Rock two blocks away from the Governor's Mansion. The building I lived in had been built in 1929. There are only 4 apartments in it. Each one bedroom/bath. Each 1,000 sq. ft. and each $395.00 per month. It came with the cable, trash and water paid and in the basement there was a washer and a dryer that all of us tennants could use for free. They weren't the coin-operated kind. I loved that apartment. The floors were the original wood, the windows had the original glass. It had the original crown molding around the ceiling and not like the new kind that looks like crap, but ... More About: Here , Knock , The Matrix , Trix
I Never Knew I Was So Hoity-Toity
2006-12-25 16:38:02 My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Lady Madame Taarna the Talkative of Burton-le-Coggles Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title More About: Ever , Never |
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