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A change in the word used
2008-03-17 16:04:00
i guess i finally figured out the word..the word that will represent my desire...i have been using 'loner' or 'lonely' or 'alone'..those words somehow dont correspond to what i have in mind..just now while i was eating a table of food by myself..and realise the word"independence"hahawas thinking of the idea darren bought up several days ago in my tagbroad..well.. i guess i am kind of sudden influenced by american's cultureto live life independentlyliving in a small room everydayschoolingback home cook myself dinnerwash my own clothes and uniformsleeping and waking up on time for the next dayyet not sacrificing any lose in relationship with familyand having a good social life..i guess thats what i really desire... and not being a loner..its an enlightenment i guess C:later
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Qing Ming
2008-03-16 05:22:00
went father's side ancestor's place to pay respectits qing ming again..no wonder the rain hasnt stop for days anyway i saw mr yang with his family while paying my respecti didnt know he is a hakha toohahasuch a coincidencesaw his family toowas talking with my brother to my cousinssudden a crazy idea of making a website for the place came outah jin suggested to be name as seiokimzi.comhahahad a funny thing while talking about that sinful ideawhich was kind of bad and disrespectful tomorrow is a new termvery reluctant to start my momentum again...but i dont think i will not start..a level is the keywith that keymany doors can be openedbut the difficulty of the task of opening the door will start counting nowso work hard! well wellmy gugu came down my house yesterday and told me somethingshe told me that my cousin.. who is her daughter heard from her teacher somethingsomething about mehahagugu told me that the teacher mentioned me during some assembly period to the sec 4told the grad...
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Mixed Up
2008-03-13 13:56:00
haven been blogging since..so gonna blog now had a good time catching up with some of my 5A classmates during the bbq session last sundayand wonderful time with my buddiesdrinking chivas whikey and other wines lahahai think the most interesting part of this is that the group of guy when out to get some bites..and halfway we got look at the really ahgua lol went back to school for lessons todaymaths...first time the lecturer say is that our common test results90% failed...damn shockingi hope i will be in the 10% ...well...after maths probability chemistrylecturer chionged the carboxylic acid lectureand rushed into the next topic..damn fast30mins break and continue the chemistry part on the common test..gone through the common test answersand then returned as our paperthe scripts are arranged by meritsheena ... as usual got the first call by mr yangi was just behind but 12 percentage point behindhahai was damn happy but the happiness sank deeply when jun liang was the last to be calle...
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Release of 2007 'A' Level Results
2008-03-07 16:32:00
witnessed the release of the a level results for the previous badge of student just nowwhen the screen was changed..i saw the top student of artsits jessica!i was like omg!!!hahalennon trendy and amelia was around me..they had their doubt againhaha but somehow i was damn happy to see her therebeing to successfuli cheered really loudly when she went up the stagehahashe did shooting club proudprincipal said.. she got the bullseyewonderfuli got b for chinese and i think its expectedbut i cant believe my oral was just a passAH!!!its pissing me man..but welli have already got over with itso no big deal hahaas for my classmates and friendsi think mostly got their fair share and score as they desiredtheres nothing to be sad about this seriously..we not talking about no future by not getting A for this subject right?physic paper is overso do the common testits time again to meet up with my fellow bds buddieshaha chalet at changi will be another fun time togetherhohosoccer with junliang and ...
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Testing Out
2008-03-05 15:07:00
this is posted using the new windows live writer...its kinda cool man.. hoho
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Free Day
2008-03-05 13:09:00
woke up in the morning feeling good..went ahead to the swimming complex and with all stuff prepared..lie on the chair..i took out my suntan cream..its empty...SIANSSSSwell not very bad alsocos the sun is hidding..and it bloody hell dont want to come outlay there for one + hoursand decided to swimwind was blowing strong...water felt cold like icefelt like 'the guardian' so some seconds loli wrapped my goggles around my head and it just came off..the rubber torn awayGREAThahamy stamina has droppedi could usually complete one lap with 4 breath..when i tried it again today..i needed 5 breathsshit man..anywaythe sun came out when i left the poolSUPERlolreached homewent mac for lunch..carried an umbrella from home as it was raining heavily..by the time i walk out of mac..rain stopped..and i carried all the way to school and back home againWOWshooting was bad todayi think i spent too much energy while swimming..shot 13 series manonly one serie passedsadmr ng asked me..so how hard am i go...
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Common Test eve
2008-03-02 14:36:00
Leap Years... a beautifully filmed movie based on singaporean writer Catherine Lim..very nice showgo watch ithave the feel of love hahabefore i know itthe day has pastfeb 29..hahai didnt know theres a tradition on this daya guy must accept a girl's proposal on this special dayhmm...hahathe show also mention that the most commonly used word in love letters is 'miss' and not 'love'after the show... i can really appreciate the meaning man..hahai think this common test is going to be a goner for mehahai didnt really touch econs recentlyand last week the syllbus is still goingthis will be one of the unprepared common test im going conquerhahato all my buddies classmates shooters and friendsjia you!later
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Shoot the Best out of Oneself
2008-02-27 15:29:00
WWWWHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11super good day!got our new shirts todayboth short and long sleevescool man!then..i shell just talk about the resultsdetail 1 was the rifle girls..they did not badcant blame them..two of them are first time therewanyin almost cross her personal best.. hahabut well good job!detail 2 was the pistol girlsi was behind them watching at the three of them shooting..they had grown so much..im very impress by their standardshuiqing and amelia broke the club's record yet again!hohobut huiqing's will be recorded again as her is highermingyu have her part of success tooimproved alot from her last shoot in the rangedetail 3 was the pistol guystimo did his best i believewhich is very good..for felix and dickson both first timersthat kind of pressure and atmosphere surely restricted them alotbut all came out alrightwell done manand finally detail 4 rifle guyshohoi got a super 557while lennon got 553!!!i was like WA!!!he jumped by 40 ...
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Some of the Highlights
2008-02-24 14:37:00
Ah Pa Chi The Fat Shipjust imagine being sucked inside...how i wish.lolthe butt of my favourite my loveBlack knightsno.5 and 6this is the best i've shot.. have some holy sense in it yea?long expecting heart shape with arrow..we were like WOW!!!one of the best manoeuvres tooto see more.. junliang's blog pls.. i believe his will be better..got video somemoreAHH!yesterday i was staring into my celing expecting a vibration from my phone..it never came..its 4.30 when i last saw my phone before i fall asleep6am my mother woke me up..its a new dayits airshow timehahai got everything wrong..i wore a black shirti didnt bring water bottle with water cos i tot they will providei didnt bring umbrella cos i tot a sunglass will be enoughthe only right thing is that i was going with jun lianghahaits kinda funny...i reached pasir ris right at the point when jun liang smsed me that he reached bedok reservoirhahahaha"40 mins to go" was what i said..hahameanwhile i wondered around the central area.....
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Paradox
2008-02-22 15:45:00
my heart is telling mebut my actions doesnt seems to correspondyou are like a medicineonce ate memory will be flushedi want to live in that empty yet fulfilling lifebut why must the effect losing out so fastits all lies with mei really suck man..just imagine i can come out of myself and stone myself to deathi'll do it
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Conclusion
2008-02-22 15:28:00
Sometimes i wish she was you...perhaps i forgot its all connectedi almost did everythingnotices stopped mereflections killed me

Bombarded
2008-02-21 13:27:00
its 15 today... lunar 15..the moon appearance changed ..yesterday its a bright and clear one..almost no cloud was surrounding it..but today its covered up by the clouds..making the refraction changes the colour from white to dirty orangeblue glowing clouds surround it ..holding back the moon from shining..sad..tried two days of loning back in schoolfelt really productive in my studyingsuddenly i can appreciate alot of things a loner dohahabeing a loner made me have the extra space to think..im a thinking personthose times like that really make my mind much clearertests after tests...its good to know after every test what i've learnt..i think im too proud sometimes...esp for mathi just think that my script will be as good as the answer sheetim wrong..because thats suppose to be what im aimming for..not claiming that its with me alreadyi learnt many lessons through these small small class testtheres a storyand it goes this way...the trip came in.. so suddenly so forcefullyunknowingly...

Loner Rox!
2008-02-16 01:38:00
mock spa..chem test.. maths test... econs test.. phy test..test test test.. hohowhat a testing week..vday is overtotal defence day is overyesterday was fortnight shootgotten a new personal best at 549..i believe i can do better...some series are really good..and due to some problemseventually flunk from a possible 99 to 90its a kind of "wasted leh!!" feeling when mr ng told me before i shot my last serieshe said i was thinking of the score rather to just shootingits yet another complex question to solve in this shooting paper..but i think i will be able t0 figure it out by two weeks time..NTU shoot is on 27 feb..i dont think there will be school for me and my shooters..giving up a day of studies..i hope it means that we bring something back toohahagoing to kbox later with shinie shuchen junliang xuefeng hanrong lennon..im expecting to be high..what am i talking about man..hahajc life~an hour under at the voideck besides the college i thought...i thought of something...something of m...
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Looking from the Top
2008-02-10 05:21:00
sunday..hohonext day is mock spa alreadyi think i had done alot in this chinese new year breakbut alot was out of plan..so much so that i gonna shoot myself in the leghahajust lo hei with my family..love those crespies lolsingapore airshow is coming..i think its on the friday..i hope i wont have to scarifice anything for that airshow..means i can go and go without any hold backsbut i think training is the one big thing..ntu shoot is coming..another platform to show my abilityi hope i take thathistory is repeating itself..exactly in my life..now...its like a repeat of last yearthe same time frame..why must this happen to me man...i dont know if this will go on welli hope im wise enough not to do something stupid....hahaso am i doing the right thing?i dont know man...later

Eve of Lunar New Year
2008-02-06 09:16:00
went school today at 6.50...kind of later but yet its earlyschool suppose to start at 7.50 but ended up starting at 8.05who knows the reason?guzhen performancesthen guitar.. daryl was the conductor hahadance... saw audrey and felicia..lilian dropped the fan right at the start... i believe she was panicky at that very moment..but wellshe went back into the steps nicelythe soccer guys performance...was fun.. with the lyricsthe drum played by the jing wu men was damn fierce and coolimpactful is what i can say...thats really the climax manband performed for like... seconds... thenfollowing after was the kids dance by the childcare centre...hahalastly the chorale...the whole event wont be fun without jun liang by my side man..hahawitnessed the grand opening of the librarythen took bus with xf and calvin to ubin and alone to bds..met raymond chevy kun cheng shalbiah alicia darrenthen yi xiang and qiu yue haha..they are still the same man..all of them are talking about driving now..AH!i st...
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YES!
2008-02-04 15:32:00
I PASSED MY ECONS TEST!!!wahahaits been so long since i last pass my econs test nicelyhohoi think chem and maths test will be nice results toowell... hoping for As hahabut theres this phy..AH!tomorrow leh!its the only science subject that troubles me so much...why why why?hai..chinese new year is coming!!!hohogong xi gong xi de jia mangonna meet my buddies back in bds on new year eveAHcant wait for thatits been long since i last drank tooso much things to say..arh.. forget it...lost the patient to blog liaowish my test tomorrow is a no kick kind..pls............lollater

Runner
2008-01-29 15:14:00
had a great day today..started the morning with a run..2.4km... mr teng paced my run..i ran with him whole time during the 6 roundsgot a super satisfied timing..9.46 man.. lol!never tot i could really do itjust months ago i was a 13mins runner..hahabryan was very fast too..didnt see him at all until the last 100mhe suddenly just chiong..we ended up with the same timinghahaanother slow jog of 6 roundsmanaged to force or moltivate lennon to run consistently with me..i believe thats a great achievement for both of ussoccer time was the missing of the girlsall of them went to study maths lecture testso the few of us played crossing and free kicks with no human walls and cornersi really suck at that haha..bryan and jun liang had their part of wonderful goalshad funmaths lecture test was a brain draining sessioni redo a question for 3 times and finally got to a nice answer..dont even know if it correctafter chatting with sikai and friends..then i realised that i didnt complete the paperha...
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My Name
2008-01-27 16:28:00
jun liang sent me a link...so.....***What Fong Lin Qiang Means***You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You do...

Stuck
2008-01-27 10:42:00
friday's fortnight is many happy night for my shooters..wanyin timo henry did wellvery well indeed..sadly to say i didnt do very well..i hit exactly on my personal best..545 againhahai thought i could see myself getting 560 alreadyquite sad..but im still positive about it..had a fun time kicking football until dickson header the ball out of the school hahawent seeing star with fall..its in fortcanning parkhad a nice time over therewell...rested one full day and half day of today..this night is chionging night againthe initial force is always difficult to startwhat to do?hmm...had a very bad feeling about that man..later

Taking a Kitkat off
2008-01-24 12:30:00
wooohoooooooooooo!this is like so early!hahaits been awhile that i reached home this early during the weekdaysalthough this is because of my health.. but well..its also to see my parents tooi seldom have the chance to see them during weekdays..and weekends tootoday i will have my dinner hot from the pot!C:i getting the hang of the lessons in schooljust keep on pushing and pushing..never pull back..math quiz was ok...physic quiz was okand so was chemistry concept map quizgp was a waste of time with that previous project work teacheri remembered her scolding at jun liang and i when we enter the computer...its really off pissing onetheres ct period today...mr yang and ms ng shared alot of their past experience as a student in srjc as well as in their universityreally learnt alot during the one and a half hour classdid slow jog of 7 rounds just nowjogging is really relaxing...i was that refreshed after the run..i believe i will have a sound night todayafter that met jun liang and went t...
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Catalyse Me
2008-01-20 12:43:00
its been weeks since the j1s had studying in srjc..looking at them...it brings me bring to last year..the same timing..so memorable..hai...its sunday night again..and like other of this night..its loneing until the next morning..cos i wont be sleeping...i guess..hahapeople are entering and leaving my life..so fast..no "hi" when they come in...and no "bye" when they leavewhat am i saying?i dont know man..its econs time..come and disturb me!C:later

Shopping
2008-01-19 14:06:00
people are commenting that my blog is very emo..hahatook the photo this afternoon and hope that it can change the feeling of this blog alittleC:coverfield sucksdont waste your money people!its just some guy with a video cam trying to stay alive while a stupid big monster destroy the americalolwhat the hell man..dear bought something from the net again..its from englandroyal speed mail or something...AH!i immediately tot it was for valentines day...but its for my bday!!!i was like..................................so fast?lollater
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Fall Vs Fell
2008-01-18 15:55:00
"fall" gave me the magical kitkat!!!thanks manC:the day was fast...relaxing..pe was a "all-out" thingmaths was just preview of the complexecons was enriching and moltivativeand there goes the academic part.ate with han rong jin bing and xue fengand then came back to school to help jun liang with his intergrationtook a little gift from "fall"the red bandhohowent to the range with felixgot really tight just now before the j1s cameas i really afraid something will go offone particular incident...the guy just slammed the piston on the tableshit man!i will remember that bloody gay guy foreverother than thateverything else was fine..training wise... was rather good experience for my shooters as they will be facing those kind of distraction during the actually competitionsafter training..10 of us went kovan mac to have dinner after sending wan yin into her father's carlolwe crapped for one or two hours manhahalaughed the whole time gossippingloland this is srjc shooting teamaud treated me...
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Back on Track
2008-01-17 15:25:00
im back..its me again..but i discovered that i am starting to view lots of things from another angle..well, i dont know if that is good or badneverthelessi will be positive and hope my surrounding is free of nucleophileslol..that sentence will require some chem knowledge and inference..which i think thats for my close friends to know onlyhaha2s17 guys are going to work as a team man...thats cool..they will be staying back after school everyday until 6+i hope this will have some improvement on their studiesand no need to mention about the girlsthey are all self moltivatedfighting for the front seats in lessons and write most of the additional notes down..hohowith thati really can see that all of us entering the local uni togetherand be the best class of 2008!C:i was thinking of jun liang and audrey during ct periodthat one needs a friend to talk toglad to have them with me during my difficult timesi guess they dont even know just a smile from them will pull me up from hellhahalater
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Daze
2008-01-15 15:37:00
recently..i realised that im a changed person..im not the lin qiang as before anymore...haitheres too much things on my mind..someone offer me a kit kat pls?

Loning
2008-01-13 12:35:00
changed a new skin..actually its the same...lol...well..i just love this white guy i placed here..lolsuper cool..i thought..hahajust played fifa 08 with my brother..i lose... at 90 mins...then got super pms..having to surpress my frustration..i changed the way of looking that the issue...its nothing wrong..i just lost a game...and this defeat are not going to destory me...now im feeling good..cos i've just grown alittle moreC:school was ok last week...due to the absence of the ogls and games ic for most of the lessons..and the days always end with laughter of my study groupmateswell.. hai..sometimes i really felt lonely..i dont know why..and that feeling is making me want to be a loner..hahaloner rocks man..thats why my blog title is loner.................................... ......................................... ........................later

Delighted
2008-01-09 16:54:00
ran 2.4 the other day..it was the best timing i even hadhahai think training do pays offwhich link me to today's training..was doing 10 whites4 10 shots grouping2 series for scoringmy grouping sucks...mr ng said that i was aiming..which i somehow agree with him..something is not going on right.. and im not shootingbut aiming..well..at the end of my session mr ng asked me what was i thinking when i was shooting the 2 series..i cant answer... because i wasnt thinking of anythingi was shootinghohotheres this fellow wrote on our sign up list..he got a personal best of 560/600i really hope that is realand he will definitely be a very important role for us to achieve our goalkind of surprise when i open my emails just now..wan yin wrote us an email...hahashould not say too much...just that we are a team and a team that chiong for the team gold...proving not to others but to ourselves that we are actually capable of achievingyes!!2s17 will be a very small class for 3 days..today is the fi...

Rush Hour
2008-01-07 14:54:00
hohothe celebration at jun liang house was super funthe food was damn it nicetop classplayed halo2 with the guysinstalled fifa08 in jun liangs's com and started playing with audrey and jun liangsorry but im just too prololwell...i kena owe back in halo 2 so its a offsethahaplayed taboo toofunfunfunthe cake aud brought was tastefulcookies and cream manmy favouritethe best moment was the opening of his presentsjust look at how touch was he made us felt that our efforts were worthwhile......homework was killing me..so i decided to spend the whole of last night to finish whatever i can..and so i didnt get to sleephahaand yet im so energtic nowhohohmm...rushing things nowlater
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Head Start
2008-01-05 05:20:00
a new studying term..i guess i really need to go all out for this year...well.. my studying started on the very first school or school term,...2 jan..no lessonbut studied until 9 then go homehahawhat a first day..all teachers of my class has changedbut i believe changes are inevitable... just like what mrs sim saidhahawell well...i also think that all my class teachers are good teachers...i hope to work with them more...there will definitely be lots of funyeaogls are having fun...im like so deprived of that... AHwell... i had a wonderful yangshuo trip and that somehow offset the ogl fun le..its a level now...gonna set my mind rightits homework time then party in jun liang house..his going to join me in the club 18!!hoholater
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Lets Recall
2007-12-31 18:16:00
2007.. what a yearlolstarted going to a jc...srjcnever thought that i will really stay in this school..the first day went school with darren...was impressed by the president of the student council..and then shooting made me felt like staying..lasting a lovely 1s05...1s05 was such a class...jiayan was brother to me...lydia was my best friend..joey is the most funny guy..i was made the ct rep after the ct withdrew..and there goes the wonderful first 3 monthso level results...minutes before the releasemrs mah told me that she was very proud of my resultsi was top with 15 points for o level sec 5and my principal announced me as a she... "can continue her studies in srjc"hohotears of joy...mr micheal filmed me...interviewed too...jae officially started...joalin was the only person from bds that i know that came srjc with me..then soon the 2 others came to my knowledge..second orientation..cedric shu chen was my ogl...didnt realise xiong wei was in my og until recentlyaudrey and peishan c...
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