Oh My, said Miss Milk Oh My, said Miss Milk Chronic tea drinker, agnostic, forced theistic, sixteen and scared of stupid things. Thoughts about asinine school topics and how to make the most of a wintry Melbourne. Articles
What to do, what a to do.
2008-02-01 06:54:00 So. The Lad is *insert suitable expletives here*. For a couple of days I was confused and frustrated that he would do something like what he did... but by all accounts he was far more devastated by it than I was. He sounded like he was about to cry on the phone. I could hear the shame in his voice when he told me what happened. A few of my friends had built an acquaintance with him bordering on friendship, and his best friend is a friend of mine. He told them what happened and how horrible he feels. I found out he didn't actually have sex with the girl, like I'd assumed. There was oral involved. That's all I know. I don't really want to know any more.He did a horrible thing, but I still believe that everything he said to me was true. I expect most people looking on would find it hard to believe that the person who cheated was actually feeling worse than the person who was cheated on, but when you look at everything he lost versus what I lost... I am not the kind of person who ne...
Take my insides. Then get a meat grinder and - hey, have fun!
2008-01-29 06:23:00 The Lad and I went to his friend's house the other night. We had a really good time. For the first half of the night we interacted like good friends, talking and mucking around with each other and the rest of the group. As the night wore on, we went inside. He'd had a little bit to drink. We canoodled on the couch. He told me again and again that I was beautiful, that I was perfect, that this relationship was perfect and exactly what he wanted right now. "Right now... right at this very moment... I love you."I wasn't quite ready for that. I couldn't say I loved him back, it was much too soon for that. But he was right, the relationship as a whole was a very good one.My father picked me up at one in the morning. The Lad kissed me before we opened the front door for me to meet my Dad in the car. "No, forget what I said before... this is perfect," he said.That was Saturday night, Australia Day. I hadn't been able to talk to him in person or on the phone since then. I might have as... More About: Meat
My Religious Journey Part 4 (The Final Chapter)
2008-01-27 09:23:00 4. What do you understand to be the meaning of life? Do you believe in life after death? Why are we here? What is the point of life? How do you make sense of life?I believe that there doesn’t necessarily have to be a ‘meaning’ to life. Nevertheless, I’ve wondered about the question for as long as I can remember and while I’ve gone through periods where I thought the answer was probably love (mostly because that’s what everyone else seems to think) and then, somewhat cynically, 42, I’ve now decided that if there is an answer, and assuming that it is an answer that the living can comprehend, and it’s not connected to any religious ideology, it’s probably happiness. At least, that’s as close to an understanding of the meaning of life as I can get at this point. I don’t trust that the answer really is ‘happiness’. With universal happiness there is no growth, which suggests to me that growth could be the meaning. Except that there has to be a point to the growth... More About: Journey , Final , Part , Religious , Chapter
Pleasant Surprises (the best kind ♥)
2008-01-21 06:39:00 I know I said I wouldn't write much more about the Lad. Well... I lied.I think he deserves a mention after his immaculate behaviour today. We went to Camberwell and had brunch in a cafe. Once we'd sat down he began to pull something out of his bag. It was a present for me. I knew he'd bought me something, but I had no idea why or what it was. I'd expected a little trinket of some kind, maybe something funny, but this looked alarmingly big... He pulled out a great big hardcover book with the complete novels of the Brontë sisters. I nearly fell off my chair. How could he know that I'd love something like that? Why buy such an extravagant gift for no reason? I was baffled, but so pleased.We got down to the business of the meeting once the shock of his gift had worn off. I'd asked to see him especially so he could help me with my Elissa dilemma. I had him read the MSN conversation that sparked our falling out (yes, I know, falling out over MSN is ridiculous) and tell me what ...
Curry.
2008-01-19 09:09:00 "When you're crazy about curry, that's fine but no matter how much you love curry, you have too much of it, it takes the roof of your mouth off. And then you never want to see curry for a really, really long time but you wake up one day and you think... God, I really miss curry." More About: Curry
Smiles and Conundrums
2008-01-16 00:55:00 Thanks for the responses, guys. I'm glad you enjoy reading my posts, even if they're often little more than rambling streams of thought.To Iron Pugilist, sorry I misinterpreted what you were trying to say. I think I just assumed - incorrectly - that your reservations about the e-mail were the same as mine. Please don't let that stop you from commenting - I appreciate your insight into what I write too much to let one misunderstanding get in the way, and even if my response wasn't relevant to what you were trying to get at it did lead me on to what I found to be an interesting tangent. No harm done. Having said that, I'll probably stop posting about The Lad so often. Everything's going too well to be interesting.Though there was one thing - we were eating dinner in a restaurant at Federation Square last week, discussing Shakespeare's Othello, when all of a sudden he came out with "Let's call our kids Desdemona and Iago."I nearly choked on my pumpkin ravioli. "Our what?"I ass... More About: Smiles
My Religious Journey Part 3
2008-01-07 02:15:00 3. What are your responses to these great ‘religious’ questions: why does suffering exist? Why do we have to die? Why does God allow injustice to occur?I don’t think these questions have to have answers. Practically speaking, I think that out of everything that occurs there is a fairly even balance between suffering and happiness, and I’m inclined to think that it has a lot more to do with the probability of something good happening as opposed to something bad happening, rather than some divine interference creating evil in a good world, or vice versa. I think the effect that suffering has on people is probably just incidental. Perhaps suffering doesn’t have to happen, it just does. It also serves a valuable purpose – people wouldn’t function properly if they didn’t or couldn’t feel pain, be it emotional or physical. It is essential for learning and growth. As for death, I think that people dying allows for people to be born, and of course, without death the food c... More About: Journey , Part , Part 3 , Religious
Re: Shucks, and Teenage Sincerity
2007-12-23 06:56:00 Re: Shucks.Iron Pugilist said... Goodness, I hope you're not falling for that.Short answer? No, I'm not.Long answer? I'm not entirely, but... Why can't I? Every so often, a person comes across someone they like a great deal, someone they want to spend time with, someone they miss. Even teenage boys are capable of feeling something genuine, something a little bit more than lust, surely? I'm not saying that's definitely what he feels like, it likely isn't, but I'm not going to be 100% cynical and dismiss the possibility.The Lad called me the moment I got home from my trip Singapore and Malaysia (I will write about that, I think). In fact he called me on my mobile while I was still in the taxi from the airport. He wanted to see me that day, and he wanted me to come to a "gathering" he was having that evening. OK, wanting me to go to a "gathering" could well be dodgy. It could be a set up. Yeah, maybe he wanted to get in my pants or something equally typical of a teenage boy. Bu... More About: Teenage , Sincerity
My Faith Journey Part 2
2007-12-22 08:44:00 2. What impact has your family had on your beliefs? Do they support your search?Only my father is Catholic, and it is thanks to him that I and my siblings have been baptised and sent to Catholic schools. While my mother is technically Anglican, a structured religion for her children is only as important to her as it is because of how important it is to my father. I have been encouraged to embrace my religion, but it doesn’t occupy a huge place in my family’s life. Religion seems to be something we forget about for a while, until suddenly Easter or Christmas comes around and Dad remembers that we should probably go to Church more often. I seldom discuss my beliefs with my parents, or they with me. It was always assumed that Dad followed Catholicism inwardly as well as outwardly and that Mum wanted us to do the same, but I had no idea what she believed herself until I asked her very recently.When I was about twelve or thirteen my father asked me whether I believed in God. It had b... More About: Faith , Journey , Part
Shucks.
2007-12-18 03:35:00 (No Subject)From: TheLadSent: Sunday, 16 December 2007 9:26:11 PMTo: MissMilkmiss milk, you left me with an ultimatum of sorts. you wanted me to make up my mind and figure out what i want.i needed to decide if i wanted a relationship with you. and if i was ready for anything like that... yet now i have realized that there is no real decision to be made. it is so simple... i love and admire everything about you... even your crazy obsessions regarding pop stars in dangerously tight pants...i never thought i would be saying this to a democrats supporter :P (oh how petty) but i miss you so much and i dont want to miss anything else. im sorry if you thought i was playing games and im sorry if i seemed shallow or vain..but if you still feel the same, i would love to go out with you. (and yes i died a little inside of the shame which comes with asking somone out via e-mail.) love the ladxox
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2007-12-17 04:22:00 RE: Hello again.From: mswiseSent: Monday, 17 December 2007 2:22:21 PMTo: missmilkAWWWWW!OMG! That's gorgeous beyond anything I can possibly think of. I'm quietly dying of jealousy . I'm so happy The Lad finally came to his goddamn senses and decided that you're an extremely lovable human being with whom no amount of fear could quench his desire to be with you . I demand that you give him the best kiss of his young life when you get home, you two are really cute together. *Makes girly noises* It makes me feel all snuggly inside.
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2007-12-16 13:17:00 RE: Hello again.From: missmilkSent: Sunday, 16 December 2007 11:17:21 PMTo: mswise*insert The Lad's e-mail*Excuse me while I go and explode, quietly, in the corner.Having a lovely time. Feeling a little bit dizzy. I'll tell you about my holiday when I can think straight.Love Milk
RE:RE:RE:RE: A Correspondence with Ms Wise
2007-12-13 00:49:00 RE: Hello again.From: mswiseSent: Thursday, 13 December 2007 10:49:33 AMTo: missmilkHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!Oh God, those asian toilets... I couldn't use 'em either . Aren't they the most awful things in the universe?! I'm sorry, I thought they were just a Japanese thing, I always used the Western toilets 'cause I'm a sook. I did TRY to use the other ones as well... Not pleasant.As for the rat. Um... Ew. But again that makes me laugh, that's just so asian I don't know what to say . OMG how WEIRD is it to see asians absolutely EVERYWHERE?! It was like that in Japan, people stare at you because you're white, it's really awkward. No updates at the moment, I kinda have to go... I have no idea about CatBird, I'll tell her to get in touch though. Facebook should work seeing as I have no credit. TomOne should be here in about ten minutes and if I don't get off the PC I might not hear him and therefore won't let him in, THAT could be awkward.cya. xoxoxoxo More About: Wise , Correspondence
RE:RE:RE: A Correspondence with Ms Wise
2007-12-12 14:52:00 RE: Hello again.From: missmilkSent: Thursday, 13 December 2007 12:52:19 AMTo: mswiseOh my.Crying?!Wise , darling! This isn't right.You know what I think he's doing? I think he's trying not to lead you on. I think he doesn't want to hurt you. I think he's a freaking moron. As if you're not going to be more hurt that you're being ignored. SDLAFKH FDLKJ DKL!!! Stupid, stupid, ignorant boy! I think you need to call him. Tell him to stop being such a headcase. Tell him you can see he's not ready for a romantic relationship so he should stop being a tool/headcase/stupid stupid moron and let you be friends with him, nothing more. And tell him he's being too negative. I know you can tell him without it sounding horrible. You can say that it's all in his head and his only problem is his negative outlook creating issues that don't really exist.You have to feel sorry for him, though. He clearly has no idea that it's all in his head. I really think someone needs to break it to him... More About: Correspondence
RE:RE: A Correspondence with Ms Wise
2007-12-12 11:50:00 Hello again.From: mswiseSent: Wednesday, 12 December 2007 9:50:26 PMTo: missmilkHey Milk!Update time again. How're you going? You done anything else interesting? Tried any more exotic desserts? Interesting asian food? No poisoning? All good? :)My update is less than entertaining. I'm doing something with TomOne tomorrow, not sure what. It'll probably be just watching a couple of movies we've been waiting to watch together FOREVER so that'll be nice. I'm really lookinbg forward to it in fact, he's much more fun than any of the other boys I've taken up with. *sigh*DRAMA UPDATE!!! Have fun if you have time to read this... It's mostly my mini-drama brought on by depression at the despicable person that my current would-be-boyfriend is:Tom2's getting to me . I haven't seen him on MSN recently which I'm surprised to say I'm disappointed about. I've been posting on his wall on Facebook by mediocre way of compensation; but the replies I've gotten for them have been far les... More About: Wise , Correspondence
RE: Correspondence with Ms Wise
2007-12-09 03:03:00 RE: Happy Birthday!!! From: missmilk Sent: Sunday, 9 December 2007 1:03:03 PM To: mswise :D Awww! That is easily the nicest e-mail I've ever gotten. Thank you thank you thank you thank you. You're not so bad yourself :P I am having the nicest time here. No mother, so no drama! It is refreshing. My cousins and my aunty are lovely. Blake, the little boy, is hyperactive and Alli is lovely and friendly. Considering that I don't like children, they're not half bad. I love that they're not shy. Shy kids weird me out. They gave me a voucher for a pedicure for my birthday, which I'm looking forward to. The weather here is hot and wet all the time, which is infinitely better than hot and dry. It's monsoon season, yay! I really love it. As for the people, everyone speaks at least a little bit of English, so it's not too hard to communicate. We've found that if you buy any Western food it costs inflated Western prices, but if you buy Asian food you can get, like, a big plate of n... More About: Wise , Correspondence
A School Formal and a Very Existent Love-Life.
2007-12-05 05:52:00 Alright, apparently my love life does exist...I had my school formal last night. I really did have the time of my life. If I could have scripted it myself I don't think I could have improved it, unless I could write myself in as being slightly less rhythmically challenged when it comes to dancing.My partner, The Lad, was absolutely lovely, as he usually is. My friends all liked him, even thought he was cute. We danced (badly, on the part of The Lad and I), ate, sang, chatted and laughed our way through a lovely evening. I know when I last wrote I thought he didn't like me any more. Weeeeeeeell it would appear I couldn't have been more wrong. We were getting along very, very well, talking a lot and generally enjoying each other's company. He became slightly more touchy-feely - hugging and holding hands - as the night progressed, and by the time we got back to Petal's house... I think it was when I sat next to him on the couch that we both began to gradually drop any facade we'd... More About: Life , Love , School , Love Life , Formal
Updates: Politics and the (Non-Existent) Love Life.
2007-12-01 12:48:00 I received some replies to my email to the Democrats! I posted a shortened version on their Facebook, and these are some of the comments that people sent back:"my experience was rather different i had so much fun on the day (i was there from 7 - 6) and met some lovely people in the party. its a shame that your experience was bad - i suggest giving it another go sometime.""I'm sorry that you had a bad experience Milk and missed a family function. Your dedication to stand up for what you believe in is admirable and please don't let this put you off.Please remember though that the Democrats are not a major party and pretty much everyone is a volunteer, candidates included. 'The political apathy party' tag is quite unfair, many of us were on booths all day trying to get the message out." "Re: Miss MilkI had a similar experience to yourself; I had shown interest in handing out how to vote cards in my electorate and was promised via email from the NSW branch that I would be sent out p... More About: Politics , Life , Love , Updates , Love Life
My Faith Journey Part 1
2007-12-01 12:12:00 Faith can go jump in a hole and die. Sick of it. But here's Part One of what I submitted to my Religion teacher. She better like it, it took me two months to write. Or get around to writing, anyway. It's surprising how difficult it was. Enough beating around the bush. Here it is.1. Do you believe in God?I believe that there is a possibility that there is a God. I know as a Catholic I am supposed to believe in God as a certainty. I know I’m supposed to use my unwavering faith to dispel any doubts regarding the existence of God. I know I’m not supposed to be cynical, I’m just supposed to believe. I also know that I’m not satisfied with that. I’ve been brought up to think that my religion is to be one of the most important elements of my life. Knowing that, I’m not prepared to just accept the one religion I was born into, without looking thoroughly at why I’m supposed to believe these things, why my father’s religion is any better than the Muslim’s down the road and... More About: Faith , Journey
My First Foray into the Political World
2007-11-25 06:46:00 As some of you might be aware, yesterday was the day all of Australia has been waiting for - the day we finally got our heads straight and booted out dear Johnny Howard. Actually, I don't have as much against him as some, and I do think he's done some great things for the country in his time, but we definitely now need someone more in touch with the public. The IR laws are disgraceful.I can't say I like Rudd much either, though. I don't trust him. He just repeats the same phrases, I'm sure he can't be human. And he does have that smug little smile. So, being the idealistic kind of person that I am, I thought this year that I'd try to find an alternative political party that stood for what I believe in and that I could support wholeheartedly.I thought I had succeeded.I wondered why the Australian Democrats were made the butt of so many jokes during the prelude to this year's election, despite having some pretty decent policies in writing that should have made for a real alter... More About: World , Political , Politic
I Love Comments. :)
2007-11-23 06:22:00 That story had everything- nostalgia (at least for me), stormy emotional undercurrents, teen angst, raging hormones... I see it as a John Hughes movie. You're played by Molly Ringwald, by the way.It occurs to me that you may be too young to have seen any John Hughes movies. That's not a recommendation by the way, they're entertaining but rubbish (except Ferris Bueller's Day Off which is amazing). One of my lecturers once tried to tell me that Breakfast Club had "a profound emotional resonance", but that's academics for you, always trying to justify their irrational whimsies with complex arguments... anyway, I digress.Oh, and Trains Planes and Automobiles is a really good John Hughes movie. Actually, there are probably a lot of good ones. Sorry, I'm still digressing.I was going to offer you some sage advice from a seasoned and world weary (ok, I'm only 24) traveller, but actually it feels a bit creepy. You seem like you've got your head screwed on though.You'll be fine.This ... More About: Love , Comments
The Story About The Boy
2007-11-22 09:29:00 Levi:My life is a soap opera, no offence taken. :PI suppose I better tell the rest of the story then. I warn you, it's a bit of an epic.Well! This lad of mine. We went out for breakfast that first day I was so nervous about. I found him at the train station, carrying roses. Roses! They were lovely. No one had ever given me flowers before. We had a nice breakfast in a little cafe, a good chat. I didn't have long, as I had to leave after about an hour and a half to go to Ballarat with my family. He paid, opened doors, was lovely.Date No. 2I took the bus to Burke St, Camberwell, where the lad met me. We walked down, all the way to the Camberwell end of the street, got a smoothie. An absolute nutcase said loudly as he walked past us "Lucky bastard!" I couldn't stop laughing."Um, thank you, I think," said the lad.We sat and talked in a park. I had been fretting about this all week. I knew we'd end up here... and I knew what people do in parks...I wasn't wrong.We were talking about h... More About: Story , The Story
Feeling a bit political.
2007-10-30 09:58:00 The following polls from The Age's website caught my attention:ALP & gay marriage : Do you agree with Labor refusing to support gay marriages?Yes - 34%No - 66%Total Votes: 1584 Poll date: 23/10/07Sudanese refugees : Do think Kevin Andrews' comments on Sudanese refugees has played a part in the recent attacks?Yes - 77%No - 23%Total Votes: 35 Poll date: 12/10/07AWAs : Are Australians being protected under the Federal Government's workplace laws?Yes - 10%No - 90%Total Votes: 898 Poll date: 18/09/07Chaser arrest : Was the APEC stunt which saw the Chaser crew arrested funny?Yes - 87%No - 13%Total Votes: 16925 Poll date: 07/09/07Why can't the government pay attention to and act on these opinions? I've found these polls do tend to accurately reflect public opinion, they're not skewed by the limited number of people they reach or the particular demographic that reads The Age.Isn't a democracy supposed to be about representing the people, and what the people want? Isn't voting an... More About: Political , Feeling , Politic
It's nearly time!
2007-10-12 23:32:00 I have to leave in two hours! Eep, I hope this thing will go well. But good news! Our close mutual friend told me that she hinted to him that five dates wouldn't be necessary, and now I don't have to wait so long! Hooray! And even better, she says he's going to do something for me. I wish she hadn't told me that, now I want to know, but worse, I don't know, so I expect something and if it's a surprise then I won't be as surprised. If I have to be surprised, I'd rather not know about it. She's excited for me. I am a bit too. More About: Time , Earl
OK, I'm ready now.
2007-10-10 11:45:00 Alright, I've decided to disclose my other piece of news. I wonder if I can do it without telling every tiny minute boring little detail.10am this Saturday morning. I shall be tripping off to my first date with a dishy young lad. Not even the first date with him, first date ever.Maybe this is some sort of karmic revenge for my treatment of the poor boy who asked me out when I was 13. Now I wish I at least had the experience to build on.I am a little nervous. Not too nervous. I know he likes me a great deal. We've spent time together before now - a little while chatting at the kind-of mutual friend's birthday party where we met (he had a girlfriend), hanging around the city with other people (including his girlfriend, but she left, and we talked a great deal), spending quite a lot of time together that night at a party where the only person either of us knew was the host (who tried to come onto him before they had a big, deep, partially drunken discussion about his girlfriend, how... More About: Ready
Damsel in Distress
2007-10-05 10:31:00 I have two news items today! Two! Fancy!First of all, I took Riley down to Fairfield Boathouse this morning for a bit of a run and a swim. He sniffed along the banks of the Yarra, happy as larry, till suddenly - yelp! He disappeared behind a grassy edge. The silly thing fell in! It was about a one and a half metre sheer drop from the bank to the water, and no shallow areas for him to stand on. Instead he swam around, apparently trying to get to a faraway kayak. I screamed his name but he ignored me. It was clear that he had no idea where to go to get out, once he realised the kayak wasn't the answer. I was terrified he'd tire and drown before I could find some way to get him out. I yelled for him, then lay on my stomach, trying to reach him. There was no way I could get at him. He looked so cold and scared and wet, paddling constantly. I'd never seen his head wet before. He was just so small... It was scary. Eventually, to my great relief, he came closer to the bank and managed t...
Letter to the Editor
2007-09-24 11:17:00 Are there a lot of vintage shops in Melbourne? I'll be visiting there shortly and I love vintage dresses! I really like your blog, by the way.- KateNyaw, shucks to you, and to Brianna too. It's only worth doing this for comments like those. ♥But on to the question. Short answer: Yes'm! Long answer: Yes'm! There are heaps! Yet - I haven't actually found most of them. I can tell you what I already sort of said in the Prancing Around The City post - that is, there are heaps on Smith St in Collingwood - HEAPS, I tell you - there's about three op shops (opportunity shops, they're probably exactly the same as thrift or charity shops) and a couple of vitage stores, I think. Then there's a couple of vintage stores on Brunswick St, but I find they're a bit more expensive. Or, try Cardigan Place, Albert Park - there's at least one there, but I can't personally recommend anything, as I'm yet to visit. It's on my to-do list. As for other places... Well, there are op shops in... More About: Letter , Editor , Letter to the Editor
When I Grow Up Part 2
2007-09-23 14:50:00 Holidays! Blissful, blissful, busy holidays! I had a lovely haircut on Friday night (scalp massage with my choice of scented oil, mmm), worked and went to a party yesterday and today I spent the day on Brunswick and Smith Sts with my friend Bunny and the evening roller blading (yes, you heard right) with a few other friends, then to Dairy Bell for ice cream (and no, it WASN'T as good as Trampoline, despite what one of my friends would say).I have found my dream street.If anyone reading this lives in Melbourne or is going to be going to Melbourne, make your way to George St in Fitzroy. It runs between Brunswick and Smith Sts, directly parallel with them. It is my idea of heaven.Unfortunately I also stopped by the real estate agent. A double storey terrace building in the area was sold for $1,200,000. I haven't a hope.In other news, I'll be going to the Royal Melbourne Show this week - twice, in fact - once with the family and once with the friends. That's the best way to do it. I... More About: Part , Grow
Lust is a powerful thing.
2007-09-18 13:43:00 Needless to say, the store hasn't called me yet. I am in despair.Luckily I've found something to distract myself with. My mother was flipping through catalogues and asked us children (I have three younger siblings, unfortunately) what we'd like for Christmas/birthdays. Three of the four children have birthdays in December, or nearly December. Hooray for present season! Now, it just so happens that today I found myself in class, gazing greenly at the girls in front of me with their nifty flippy phones as they played the greatest game on earth. Under their desks. During school time. ON THEIR PHONES. THEY HAVE THE SIMS 2 ON THEIR PHONES. Might I point out that I have two home computers, neither of which are capable of running the Sims 2 - mostly because they're already crammed with photos and videos. But these girls were playing the game...ON THEIR PHONES!Can I emphasise that enough? I was jealous. I was beyond jealous. Here I was learning like a fool, ... More About: Lust , Thing
Help me.
More articles from this author:2007-09-11 11:16:00 I called the store this evening. I feel like I should be saying 'I called the store AGAIN', but in fact, I've never actually called them. They called me once, I went in and had a job interview, two weeks later a friend called them pretending to be me and they told me they'd call me in the next week, and then after that time expired - today - I called them and asked WHAT IS GOING ON.The guy I spoke to said the manager was busy, took my name and number and said they'd call me in a couple of days.Just like they said they'd call me "early next week" and then, a week after that time had elapsed "in the next week."It's been three and a half weeks since I sat for the interview.And I'm still waiting. What's the bet that they don't call me in the next couple of days?Hmph.Maybe they're testing the perseverance of prospective employees and hiring whoever holds out for the longest. Maybe they wish I and my body doubles would take a hint and leave them alone. Maybe they're just genui... 1, 2, 3, 4 |
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