Real EuphoriaReal EuphoriaThe ramblings of an Australian Gay man looking for more. Articles
How do you imagine!!!
2008-04-08 11:25:00 I find the human mind incredible. I have recently paid close attention to how my mind works. For example if I want to dream or imagine I close my eye’s and let my mind do the rest. However when I want to remember something it’s completely different. If I need to picture something that I have seen I actually need to have my eyes open. I actually tried to remember something today. In fact it was a document and I was trying to remember what was on it. To visualise it I needed to have my eye’s open. Once I close my eye’s I had no hope. When I thought about it that’s how I do things all the time. Eye’s open for remembering and eye’s closed for imagining. More About: Imagine
People
2008-04-07 11:44:00 One of the things I notice is how strange the world is. I do believe strongly that people are generally good. Yes everyone is different but generally humans are good people. What I find interesting is human nature. I have been observing people a lot lately, particularly around the office, but not only. One of the things I have found is that people are generally capable of empathy until it conflicts with what they want. Then they seem blind to standing in someone elses shoes. The other thing I find unusual is that very few people can see the big picture in a situation. We are not even just talking about during conflict but even in every day situations. It’s amazing how unless you spend the time to explain the big picture people are blind to it. The third thing I find amazing is when people lie. I just don’t comprehend it. Like why would you want to lie when it’s just not worth it. The enrgy involved in a lie is incredible not to mention the fact that a lie will alwa... More About: People
Does Love Expire?
2008-04-06 12:01:00 Here is a topic I’d like to see some of you comment on. I’ve been chatting with a young friend tonight who questioned me on love. I had asked him if he had net anyone and he said sadly no. But when the subject of love came up he commented that it’s not good because it will inevitably end. That caught me a little by surprise and I felt a little sad. For those of you who know me and know of my past relationship failures, you know that I believe in them even when I fail at them. When single I have a strong belief that I will find love. Now for example that I am in love, yes it’s difficult, exhausting and a lot harder than being single but it’s so worthwhile. The thing is I believe in love more than anything and my past relationship failures are generally because of a lack of commitment to sort things out. But anyway, love to me does not expire. It can, but only if you allow it to. I still love everyone in my life and have never stopped loving anyone. Ok, ... More About: Love
Protected: Lost or ??
2008-04-06 04:32:00 There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. More About: Lost , Inner Circle
Spiral
2008-04-05 07:59:00 It’s not often I post about movies, books etc and maybe I should do it more. But this week I was struggling to find a DVD to watch and took a chance on Spiral and it payed off. I was expecting nothing because when I put it on I couldn’t even remember what it was ... More About: Announcement
Stalker
2008-04-05 04:41:00 We’ve all had them to some degree! Stalker s! Well maybe it’s not stalkers in the true sense of the word but this week I saw two cases of unwanted attention.The first was one of my ex’s. He had been getting abusive calls/txt from a guy who was just simply mental. This guy was a friend ... More About: Life
Blog Update
2008-04-04 11:52:00 Well it’s been a while since I have made any significant changes to my blog so it’s almost time for a couple of new things. Firstly I will be updating my theme soon. I just want to make some customisations to one and move around a few things and I’ll make it live. The big ... More About: Announcement , Blog , Update
Four Things Meme
2008-04-03 13:19:00 I’ve taken the meme from My Life or Something Like It. As for the picture, I just like it and thought I’d throw it in lol. Four Jobs I have had in my life: (that I was paid for) -Retail Marketer -Lettuce cutter (childhood job) -Disability Support -Retail Manager Four Movies I would watch/have watched over and over: -Chumscrubber -Imaginary Heroes -Donnie Darko -Love Actually Four ... More About: Meme , Funnies , Things
Anxiety
2008-04-03 09:35:00 One of the things that have come to the forefront lately has been my anxiety. Not in a bad way but rather a positive way. I have suffered from a panic disorder for a long time and about six months ago it was at it’s worst. I would find it very difficult to recognise the ... More About: Life , Anxiety
Sometimes
2008-04-02 11:52:00 One of the things I have realised (well actually I’ve always known) is that life is like being in the ocean. You can get in and the water is generally calm and smooth. Then at anytime you can hit by a wave. It’s usually ok when the wave hits. It may throw you a little ... More About: Life , Relationships
Merging into Relationship
2008-03-31 09:03:00 Do you like my simplistic drawing? Well it’s the best I could do to help me explain my thoughts on this topic. I thought it important to share my view on relationships (what a surprise) and how I see a relationship best working in relation to the two people involved. I think this is relevent ... More About: Relationship , Announcement , Merging
Wordpress
2008-03-30 13:13:00 Just a quick update. I am looking for a new theme for my blog. Something a little darker and something a little different. So what happens I find two that I love. Unfortunately at the moment they have two sidebars which is good, but only one on each is widget ready. The other is a ... More About: Wordpress , Announcement
Themes
2008-03-29 08:09:00 Just a quick note to say over the next couple of weeks I’ll be playing with some wordpress themes. So don’t be surprised if things change frequently. I am just playing at the moment trying to find things I like. I’m in the mood for change. More About: Announcement , Themes
Crazy
2008-03-25 22:03:00 Sometimes I honestly think I’m crazy. In fact sometimes I know I am. But over the last little while my confidence has taken a battering. Not due to anything or anyone in particular but simply because of a series of events. Along with the lack of confidence I began to think I was going nuts. ... More About: Relationships , Crazy
Mobile Phone #
2008-03-25 10:07:00 I was reading a post over at inside Stephen about how he is careful when giving out his mobile number. It appears he slipped and was mobile stalked. I then happened to be reading on Life hacker that QANTAS are about to start allowing sms/txt and email on some domestic flights. Firstly I’ve found you have to very ... More About: Mobile , Phone , Mobile Phone , Announcement
Protected: Weekend
2008-03-24 11:33:00 There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. More About: Weekend , Inner Circle
Perceptions
2008-03-24 07:56:00 The other day I was chatting with a friend and one of the topics we discussed was perceptions. In particular we discussed how our own perception of ourself is often different to others perception of us. The other side to that is that sometimes it’s on purpose and other times it is subconscious. The only ... More About: Life , Perceptions
Protected: Update - Death Looms
2008-03-19 10:29:00 There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. More About: Update , Death , Inner Circle
Self-Indulgent meme
2008-03-19 09:37:00 Stolen from Like Sands… The house I grew up in… was an amazing place. I had a huge bedroom, the backyard was the size of two house blocks today. I ahve great memories. When I was a child I wanted to be… a teacher. I’m grateful I didn’t follow that through The moment that changed me for ... More About: Meme , Announcement
Protected: Death Looms
2008-03-18 10:03:00 There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. More About: Death , Inner Circle
Inner Circle - callout
2008-03-18 08:28:00 I am thinking of writing an inner circle post later on tonight so I would like to say to anyone currently not privi to the ‘Inner Circle ’ this is an opportunity for you to request access. The only issue for me in giving out the ‘Inner Circle ’ password is that I need to know you ... More About: Announcement
Value of a Relationship
2008-03-16 08:48:00 One of the things I believe in more and more strongly everyday is the value of a relationship. I caught up with a friend yesterday for coffee and as we were talking about things I had the term ‘Value of a Relationship ’ screaming at me the whole time in my head. I think this was ... More About: Relationships
I Am!!!
2008-03-12 10:16:00 I was having a conversation with HB recently which reminded me of a question I posed to several people that know me well. We were talking about what kind of person I am. There seemed to be a consensus about my moods but also about my character. Now remember these are people that truly know me. ... More About: Life , Relationships
Vatican leaves me Speechless again
2008-03-10 11:24:00 Now there may be a touch of tongue in cheek in this post but I have to admit when I saw it I had to laugh. Today in the news I came across the story that the Vatican had overhauled list of mortal sins! Being a little curious I decided to read on. Now there were ... More About: Speechless , Leaves
Who Is?
2008-03-09 09:08:00 As promised I am starting a new series on ‘My Men’, the men in my life. I decided that I would start with my boyfriend. Why? Because obviously he has the most influence in my life and I love him. Strangely HB is not someone I originally would have expected to end up with, mostly because ... More About: Relationships
Selfish / Self-Centred
2008-03-07 11:19:00 I was reading a great post today over at inside stephen on his perception of selfish people. I thought I would add my two cents worth. One of the great quotes he made was “there’s the “world revolves around me” syndrome and then there is the “everything that happens in my life occurs through me ... More About: Life , Relationships
Blogroll Meme
2008-03-07 08:58:00 Stolen from Like Sands… 1. Which blog has been on your current blogroll the longest? Coming Out- I think Michael is the longest running link on my blogroll. 2. Which blog is the most recent addition? Adam Miller - Although other blogs of his have also been on my blogroll before. 3. Which blog sends you the most ... More About: Meme , Blogroll , Funnies
Toot & Boys
More articles from this author:2008-03-07 08:03:00 One of the things I have been thinking of a little lately is the guys from my past and present. Not all of them were boyfriends but they have all had a huge impact on my life and who I am. Those that actually mean a lot to me include AC, SR, HC, MF, GC, ... More About: Life , Relationships , Boys 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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