controlled chaoscontrolled chaosblogging is healthy, in a IT person's point of view because they are infront of the computer most of their time of the day that they don't carry a pen and notebook anymore to write a journal. well, i need to record my thoughts once in a while, especi
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you had me at "hello"
2008-01-06 11:58:00 i was watching jerry maguire earlier this evening. i've seen this movie a long long time ago, and so many times, but at this particulr time, i have full conscious effort to really understand the movie, especially that this entry's title line in which this movie was famous for.only now that i could fully relate to the movie. maybe because i'm now in the same shoes as jerry was in. was it that i'm
pilot entry for 2008
2008-01-06 10:20:00 i'm spending my afternoon here at the UP sunken garden, frankly and literally waiting for something to happen to me. while i'm waiting, maybe i could piece up some thoughts. after all, it's been quite some time that i've posted something new. well, aside that nothing's really happening to me lately, our internet access at home is down.well, i'm not quite expecting to have internet access here in More About: Pilot , 2008 , Entry
year ender post
2007-12-28 14:07:00 just came home from our company's year end party / counter strike / dota / booze galore. well, i had some shots mixed by the resident bartender. i say it does taste good but i've learned my lesson. what i had tonight, a measly 4 shots of super diluted mix of different hard drinks that i barely even know, was controlled as compared to what i had last week in our christmas party, where i was More About: Post , Ender , Year
merry christmas!!!
2007-12-25 03:33:00 <!-- multiply:no_crosspost --> More About: Christmas , Merry Christmas , Merry
a year's worth of thoughts
2007-12-23 11:32:00 it's been a year since i've started blogging. it has been theraputic, wild and fun! considering that i do have those regular readers of my rambles, successes, thoughts, and downright nothingness. nevertheless, this blog almost summed up everything that happened to me, well at least some of the more significant ones.it has been exactly one year when my "freedom wall" was born. some called it More About: Thoughts , Worth
losing control
2007-12-19 11:52:00 we crave for control in our lives, sometimes frustration sets in when things don't go into our way.but there are things that are and will not be in our control. these are the things that would bring us great joys...... and great pains.we get into things we do not understand why or how we got there. you are complete, as is and as you were before, and yet there will always be missing when you find More About: Control
unwell
2007-12-12 10:06:00 All day Staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night Hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me
christmas wishlist
2007-12-10 10:16:00 christmas is right around the corner! yup it's time to bring out those wishlists. i wrote 3 items from my wishlist earlier this morning for the company's christmas party. sad to say i wasn't that creative listing those gifts that i want for christmas since we have a budget range. so, i'm going to list down some more things i want to get. wishful thinking! well, it wouldn't be a wishlist if that More About: Christmas , Wishlist
this blog's for you
2007-12-04 17:35:00 hi, how are you doing? there are a lot of things that happened to me lately. some are disappointing, while others were pretty much life changing. things turned out from good to bad to better. it has been a rollercoaster ride for me and i thought that i don't have the stomach for those kind of stuffs. well, i'm just glad that i survived. year 2007 has come and will soon be gone. it has been an
waiting...
2007-11-26 12:23:00 a lot of stuffs have happened to me since i've last posted. it's an effort for me not to post 'coz i'm not really good at telling stories without an ending, may it be good or bad. but still, i need things to unfold first wthout losing my patience. after all, losing it wouldn't help much.maybe this is the transition phase of my life. it's been quite sometime now after things went crumbling down on More About: Waiting
... of unspeakable act of cowardice...
2007-10-21 09:16:00 my sentiments goes to the people hurt and affected by the glorietta blast. rarely do i speak on current events, but this, somehow, this unspeakable act of terrorism got on my nerve.no, i don't know anyone who got hurt in the blast, but a few of my friends were there at glorietta at that time. but there wasn't a bit of consolation given at that fact... the fact is innocent people got hurt, 11 got
things to do before i turn 30
2007-10-18 12:16:00 some poeple calls this list as the "things to do before i die", me? i'm being realistic and goal oriented. it seams that i won't be dying soon (knock on wood!)... i was thinking that i would entitle this as "things to before i get married" but i realize maybe it's fun to do some of these things with my future love of my life.and, yeah, there won't be any of those extreme things like bungee More About: Things , Turn
things i've said to myself
2007-10-09 11:58:00 it's been more than a week since i've posted anything on my blog, it's more of because i have nothing interesting to write... and that translates to nothing interesting that is happening to me. in light of that, these that i've said to myself this past week:yup. you've had a boring week. no one's inviting you to somewhere and nobody wants to go with you anywhereyou've saved some money... go treat More About: Things
wishlist 2007 - revisited.
2007-09-29 14:19:00 i shuffled through old entries in my blog and pondered on my wishlist. it'll be christmas soon so if there would still be generous people out there, i'm still accepting the following items (hehehe):from past entry:1) apple ipod video 60GB - wala lang. it's an ipod. 'nuf said. just learned that my mom got me an ipod while she's in US. i love my mom! thanks mom! can't wait for u to get home on More About: Wishlist
google, current job, and .net
2007-09-28 13:57:00 i knew that 8am was simply too early to do something technical for the day. my body is awake, but my mind stays dreaming... and if you're in a job technical interview, it's not a way to impress your potential employer. i guess my interviewer wasn't impressed at all. it's a phone interview directly from the US. my listening skills are not at its peak, so i couldn't understand the questions on the More About: Google , Current
mooncake festival
2007-09-27 15:19:00 i was suppose to post this yesterday but i was dead tired after all the activities that took place last night. oh well, it's not to late to blog. it was the mooncake festival! no, i'm not chinese so i don't really celebrate this occasion. but my employer is chinese and it's sort of a good luck to have a game. it's a dice game. the game is simple, roll the dice, get a prize! and the pics on the More About: Festival
what's wrong with multiply's blog?
2007-09-23 18:20:00 grr... i hate this multiply's blog engine. you can't edit published post (erratum: you could edit/delete posts, took a little more time though for me to find that out). yah it can cross-post entries from other blog providers (in my case, blogspot) but it's not auto-update via RSS feed. crap you have to manually import ALL items and UNCHECK ALL but the new entries to post. please, the technology More About: Blog , Wrong , Multiply
this or that? you can't have both
2007-09-23 16:25:00 for the readers of my blog, let me ask a hypothetical question: which would you choose? your dream career or your dream girl? for girls reading this blog, just interchange "girl" with "guy", get the picture? for clarification, "dream girl" pertains to this person whom you really like. not necessarily a person whom you have a current relation with, just this girl who have captured your thoughts.
shock and awe
2007-09-18 16:30:00 i had all the reasons NOT to attend household (upper): out of schedule, color coding, laziness, and i was already home. but, i did decide to go still. after all, it was an uneventful tuesday and i need something to end the day with a bang... so i got into my car and went to jasper's house for the household. and the day started to end with a thud... a screech, and a thud (or two) to be exact, on More About: Shock , Shock and Awe
until then...
2007-09-13 18:02:00 i long for the moment when i see you again i long to touch and stroke your long black hair how my heart longs to show you how much i care i wait for the chance to feel your hair so fine through this hand of mine i long just to say how i love you this way its you i adore forevermore until then all i have is just a memory of you that i can hold on to until then all i have is just this luxury of More About: Then
work, getting stone(d), and google
2007-09-13 17:22:00 today was a great day for me. though i was late for work (traffic was hell!!!), i had a productive day. i'll be transferring seat and project soon and i'm excited to work on this "confidential" project, which i don't get it why it's so confidential since it's an internal project? i'll know in 3 days time. also, had a lunch with lizzie... well, she had lunch with me. i had my lunch early. she's More About: Google , Work , Stone , Tone
what's up with erap!?!?
2007-09-12 16:20:00 before anything else, it felt good watching the buglist of my module countdown to closure, as each bug got tested and passed through the high standards of our company. no appraisal for that, but at least i could focus now on the new project. i woke up late this morning. today was the day that erap gets convicted. though i'm not into political issues nor i do not like writing such in my blog, More About: Erap
critical errors
2007-09-09 13:42:00 i haven't really enjoying my work (occupation) these days lately. i've been transferred from one project to another and another and another. due to these transfers, i had a very tight deadlines and pretty hard time of understanding what i'm doing. the worst thing in my line of work is a circumstance where you think that what you have finished is working on your machine, only to find out that when More About: Errors , Critical , Critic
why do we do something great
2007-08-29 15:28:00 why do we go beyond ourselves and do something great? what is our motivation to go out of the norm and our comfort zones? why do we get suddenly inspired to go from the mundane to the extraordinary? most of us attribute our success to our wants and dreams. we want to be a successful in our fields because we want to be rich, be recognized. we want to get married when we have enough to support a More About: Great , Some
on choosing the right pain
2007-08-28 14:49:00 "i've realized one thing about life you can never escape pain but at least you can choose between two types of pain the pain of commitment, or the pain of regret" - bo sanchez "fill your life with miracles" regret is mostly associated on opportunities that are never grabbed. but, often times, though we don't realize it, regret is the emotion we feel of the opportunities that More About: Pain
finding my OTL
2007-08-27 16:50:00 OTL - One True Love, it is a term derived from Bo Sanchez's book: How to Find Your One True Love. it is the term used to describe, well, your one true love, the one person who would make your heart skip a beat. it's a good book and you could find it at your local bookstore (if you're from the philippines) and on the web (shipping / ebook). yup, the feeling of being loved and love - it's a
new look, new habit
2007-08-27 16:36:00 wow, new look. also, i'll try to change my blogging habits. i'll try to blog as frequent as possible. i'll try to publish more things other than personal stuff. well, mosty more on my personal takes on everyday things. oh, tags will be available also from this post on. More About: Abit , New Look , Habit
inspired to do something great
2007-08-22 17:31:00 it's amazing how a little spare time could do to someone like me. i long for idle moments and yet i don't want to be left with nothing to do. last long weekend was one of those short moments. maybe i'm just stuck at home brewing a cold at that time but some things struck me just like that... i'm inspired to do a little project. and i need a little help from you guys. it's going to be a More About: Great , Inspired , Some
last song syndrome
2007-08-15 16:04:00 finally! i found that last song syndrome i've been having for couple of days. i had a trouble finding the mp3 'coz i could not distinctly remember the lyrics, just the "la la la lalalala" part, which is very nakaka-LSS. oh yeah... this is a song from 2 of the ex-moffats we were "eww"-ing a long time ago. i must say they have the talent. they just made crappy songs back then. First time I saw More About: Song , Syndrome
an ode to a friend
More articles from this author:2007-08-06 16:43:00 i knew it... you're there to make my life harder... just when i'm making progress, you're there to pull me back... oh... how can i blame you? you were always there for me... you've been with me almost my entire life but today, you made my progress negligible... i hate you for that... ... .. . no i can't hate you. i couldn't stand the thought of it... nothing could take you away from me. More About: Friend 1, 2 |
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