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I have moved
2007-10-10 23:45:00
In consequence of changing my blog name, I have moved towww.brawnyhunk.comPlease click here to be forwarded tothe blog's new url.

Moved.
2007-09-26 22:00:00
Several bloggers have asked me to change the name of my blog because the old one seemed to be inappropriate.I therefore have changed to BrawnyHunk and I'm now hosted atBrawnyHunk.com (click to redirect).Yes, that's the name of it. Closer to what I'm striving for. Easier to remember.Please update your bookmarks and spread the word.Cheers,Simon

Same. Same. Same.
2007-09-13 18:03:00
after I woke up this morningeverything seems similarsame peoplesame businesssame routineday after daycan't we stop the worldI need to get off- a short moment -change habitsimprove lifeheal woundssame, as alwaysbut, no waymaintenance workat running motor. published and (c) by http://NastyPredator.blogspot.com

Mr. Perfect
2007-09-13 10:53:00
Do women really want their partner to be perfect; bothbutch and beautifulharsh and sensitiverational and intuitivea predator and a confidantincorruptible and adaptiveSuperman meets Albert Schweitzerspends all day dashing into fraywhile making world safe for democracyat night, playing Bach cantataswhile curing cancer. published and (c) by http://NastyPredator.blogspot.com
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True.
2007-09-12 10:01:00
Rachelle is about my needs. And about me.In hindsight, I feel that there would have been several occasions where I could have shown my real self to her. Or at least just talk to her. I mean, I once sat next to her for nearly two hrs. And some say I was even invited to a soccer tournament by one of her friends. If true, how more stupid could I be? To be more 'present' might have made her curious about who I am.My room mate once told me that I repeatedly behaved like a small narcissist. The story line of Echo and Narcissus includes:[Narcissus] dixerat: 'ecquis adest?' et 'adest' responderat Echo. ...voce 'veni!' magna clamat: vocat illa vocantem.respicit et rursus nullo veniente 'quid' inquit'me fugis?' et totidem, quot dixit, verba recepit. ... 'huc coeamus' ait, nullique libentius umquamresponsura sono 'coeamus' rettulit Echo ...ille fugit fugiensque 'manus conplexibus aufer!ante' ait 'emoriar, quam sit tibi copia nostri';rettulit illa nihil nisi 'sit tibi...
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On The Train
2007-09-10 23:11:00
The moment I'm writing this, I'm on my way for my shared apt. I spent nearly two weeks with my parents, primarily to recharge my batteries and to bring my thoughts into order. (And oh yeah, to install a brandy new comp. for my parents and arrange everything the way they like it.)I have outlined in previous posts what issues had bothered me before I left my college town. The time with my parents has allowed me to look at them from a distance. It enabled me to draw conclusions for my future actions and the way I look at things now.First of all, it does not bother me whether the girl who has moved in my neighborhood really is the girl I thought she was. Let's call her Rachelle, to give her a more human face in this blog. I could write books about Rachelle, even though I don't really know her. All I know is that she has a tremendously strong impact on me. In a way, I feel as if she was able to control me. And this has repeatedly frightened me.When she declined to go out for a cup of...
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Drunkedy Drunk Drunk
2007-09-09 22:07:00
There was this home party I went to on Sat evening. To begin with, I hadn't had a drink of alcohol in weeks as I had been on medication. Boy oh boy, by the time I arrived at the party the majority of the other guests were boozed already. (Before I arrived the host had held a diner which I didn't want to attend.)Before I left my parents' home, my dad had told me to be careful not to smoke again. He knows from his own experience that cigarettes and alcohol often go hand in hand: After he had quit smoking years ago, he was regularly tempted to light up when drinking wine or a beer.I expected the evening to be a challenge for me; looking at other smokers, looking at how pleasurably they would take one drag after the other, looking at how coolly they would exhale clouds of smoke. But it was not.I felt at ease with smokers around me. I didn't envy them. I did not at all. I didn't know why.I was truly happy not to smoke anymore. I didn't have to spend the entire evening on the porch,...
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Can This Person Control 4'700'000'000 People?
2007-09-05 22:05:00
This is what claims a recently released documentary, called OutFOXed: Rupert Murdoch's War on Journalism.The name alludes to the Fox News Channel (FNC) which in the United States is rated as the cable news network with the largest number of regular viewers. The documentary demonstrates the conservative bias that's handed down by Fox's owner, media mogul Rupert Murdoch. It gathers interviews from media watchdogs and former Fox employees, but their overwhelming condemnation of Fox's skewed news practices isn't half as effective as footage taken from Fox itself:- an appalling montage of Bill O'Reilly telling guests to "shut up"- repeated efforts to paint Democratic presidential nominee John Kerry as weak and waffling, while President Bush is captured in respectful, reverent images- management memos dictating language, subject matter, and point of view.Outfoxed examines how media empires owned by Murdoch have been running a "race to the bottom" in television news: As ever-enlargin...
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Sports. Sports. Sports.
2007-09-04 14:25:00
My parents are unathletic. It's taken me an extra effort to go out for a run these last days.But I did. And it feels great. And I still don't smoke.Hopefully, I will never ever start again.Here's some pictures I'd like to share with you. Looking at other people who do sports is constantly a great motivation for me to take care of my health. I don't know why. But it is :-) nastypredator@gmail.com http://nastypredator.blogspot.com
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Donald Trump Fires Bush
2007-09-04 10:06:00
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Some GPs Are Better
2007-09-04 00:01:00
As my regular GP has been on vacation, I went to see his substitute this afternoon. I was dealing with a swollen salivary gland that had swollen to the size of a pea. For weeks I had put off seeing a doctor, until I decided to take action today.Dr. A. did his very best when he cut out that fleshy pea. It took some help of his wife, and even my hands to lash the threads, and after a one-hour visit I was prepared to go home again. Until tomorrow. And oh, until next week for a final check.The swollen gland Dr. A. cut out was put into a Formalin tube and sent in for a thorough analysis. I'm excited to find what exactly had caused this.http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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snow patrol
2007-09-03 19:34:00
'chasing cars'we'll do it alleverythingon our ownwe don't needanythingor anyoneif I lay hereif I just lay herewould you lie with me and just forget the world?I don't quite knowhow to sayhow I feelthose three wordsare said too muchthey're not enoughif I lay hereif I just lay herewould you lie with me and just forget the world?forget what we're toldbefore we get too oldshow me a garden that's bursting into lifelet's waste timechasing carsaround our headsI need your graceto remind meto find my ownif I lay hereif I just lay herewould you lie with me and just forget the world?forget what we're toldbefore we get too oldshow me a garden that's bursting into lifeall that I amall that I ever wasis here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can seeI don't know whereconfused about how as welljust know that these things will never change for us at allif I lay hereif I just lay herewould you lie with me and just forget the world?http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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I Feel Good.
2007-09-02 15:27:00
After more than three days without a cigarette: I feel how the taste in my mouth is returning :-) Honestly, my body feels much better already and I still haven't experienced any withdrawals. No sweaty hands, no headaches, no sleepless nights, no nothing.Here's some material related to my non-smoking project that I like a lot:. Besides not lighting up in a few days, there are no important news at this time. It seems as if my neighbor girl hasn't been home lately. For the next days I won't be able to 'keep an eye on her' (does this sound like a stalker?) anyway, as I'm visiting my parents. I do hope I will find out if it's her; living just next door to me. We'll see.http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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Should I Feel Free?
2007-08-30 22:58:00
Now that I've got more time; time to read books, to do sports, to talk to friends, to listen to music, to make plans, and to try new things. I could continue to add activities for ever, and usually spending time on them makes me feel just great. But at the moment I'm crabby. For different reasons.First of all, I quit smoking yesterday and I'm prepared to starve the "nicotine monster" in me. I haven't had any cravings yet and somehow feel like a non-smoker (or maybe ex-smoker) already. I had been inclined to quit for quite a while and finally, I'm allowing myself to do so ;-) Truly, I'm looking forward for my lungs, my microcirculation, my teeth, and all other body parts to rejuvenate.Second, my room mate keeps criticizing me for my behavior; even though I intend to treat him well and with respect at all times. This has confused me and made me think about whether I needed to show my feelings more. By any means, I will keep an eye on this issue.Third, I'm almost certain a very ...
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Should I Feel Free?
2007-08-30 16:11:00
Now that I've got more time; time to read books, to do sports, to talk to friends, to listen to music, to make plans, and to try new things. I could continue to add activities for ever, and usually spending time on them makes me feel just great. But at the moment I'm crabby. For different reasons.First of all, I quit smoking yesterday and I'm prepared to starve the "nicotine monster" in me. I haven't had any cravings yet and somehow feel like a non-smoker (or maybe ex-smoker) already. I had been inclined to quit for quite a while and finally, I'm allowing myself to do so ;-) Truly, I'm looking forward for my lungs, my microcirculation, my teeth, and all other body parts to rejuvenate.Second, my room mate keeps criticizing me for my behavior; even though I intend to treat him well and with respect at all times. This has confused me and made me think about whether I needed to show my feelings more. By any means, I will keep an eye on this issue.Third, I'm almost certain a very ...
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Cribari Missed Semi-finals
2007-08-28 15:30:00
Marco Cribari missed the semi-finals in Osaka today. He came in 7th (20, 86 sec) in the 200m heat.http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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"Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder"
2007-08-27 16:08:00
Who wrote that -- a greeting card?I came across a website that turns this proverb into absurdity: Ron Harris, founder and owner of Ron's Angels, believes that beauty is key to success. At his website, he offers vain parents the possibility of giving beauty to their children by auctioning models' eggs. Recently he even put up a donor's sperm for sale! -- But I don't want you to take my word for it, see for yourself at http://www.ronsangels.com/I don't know folks; it's getting to be a weird and scary world. Is beauty all that matters? Is it the only asset than can make somebody unique and special?http://nastypredator.blogspot.com /
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So Cute. So Pretty. So not decisive?
2007-08-27 12:28:00
If someone not as good-looking as her had made this statement, what would the reaction have been?http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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Last Exam
2007-08-27 10:14:00
I've been studying pretty hard lately as I have my last exam on Wednesday.Business Ethics: Living together well in the economically globalized global community. That's a rough translation of the course's name that the exam will be on.Kant, Habermas, and even greek philosophers. It is truly interesting what their opinions on the subject were. But hey -- you know what -- sometimes I think we can't make a change anyway. So why even think about it?http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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Ryan Sheckler Skit
2007-08-26 13:41:00
This one's just awesome: Ryan takes part in a skit where he is accused of skipping classes. He really shows the school's director who gets hugely jealous ;-))Enjoy folks!http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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Early Days of Ryan
2007-08-26 13:36:00
From Ryan Sheckler's early days: His appearance on MTV's cribs. Wow, I wish I would have had that kind of childhood :-)Have fun!http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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Ryan Shows Off His New Etnies Shoes
2007-08-26 13:33:00
Pro skater Ryan Skeckler shows off his new shoe collection. Pretty cool, huh?http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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One Word: COOL
2007-08-26 13:32:00
Young. Big tricks. He's a real hero!http://nastypredator.blogspot.com/
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Primetime Live Whitney Houston - Part I
2007-08-26 12:46:00
A very special "Primetime." Whitney Houston , speaking out at last."I'm going to show you the picture. "Oh, yeah. "That anorexia, bulimia, that it's because of drugs? Her fans were frightened for her life. Tonight, the rumors, the accusations, no question off limits. "Is it alcohol? Is it marijuana? Is it cocaine? Is it pills? All? "Yeah, I'll grant you, I partied. "Whitney dying. Crack rehab fails. "First of all, let's get one thing straight, crack is cheap. I make too much money to ever smoke crack. She is perhaps the greatest voice of her generation. Back with her first original album in four years. Where has she been? What about the cancellations? And her turbulent marriage to singer Bobby Brown? He talks. "Have you ever hit her? And so does she. "And this is forever. "That's what I said. Didn't you? Tonight, Whitney Houston, on everything from the early days to her father's $100 million lawsuit against his daughter. A "Primetime" exclusive, one night only. Whitney Houston...
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Primetime Live Whitney Houston - Part III
2007-08-26 12:43:00
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Primetime Live Whitney Houston - Part IV
2007-08-26 12:43:00
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Primetime Live Whitney Houston - Part II
2007-08-26 12:43:00
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Primetime Live Whitney Houston - Part V
2007-08-26 12:42:00
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"Ever Worse"
2007-08-25 22:04:00
Still I am falling for youStill you feel so closeStill you make me so desperateSeems to get ever worseI cannot comprehend why I admire youI cannot comprehend why it feels so rightI cannot comprehend why I cannot let goSeems to get ever worseNever had I felt as closeNever had I thought what would changeNever had I been as depressedWith you, never seems to be foreverWith you, it would seem differentWith you, I would seem not stuckWith you, I would seem not depressedWhy you?You don't really knowYou wouldn't really careYou couldn't really feel the sameYou really proved how unfair life isI apologize for I could not be your heroI apologize for I ran awayI apologize for who I amI truly doIf only I knew when you will be pastIf only I knew how to changeIf only I knew what to doWhy did you make me feel this way?Why did everything change?Why did I change?Why do I still live?I apologize for I abhor you; butIf only I had never met you; butWhy do I love you, ever worsehttp://nastypredator.blog...

Soccer Cleats
2007-08-25 18:18:00
A while ago, I started to realize that I have to find a way to release my "aggressiveness." I don't consider myself to be more aggressive than other people, but as a student I have been spending the majority of my time inside and some time ago I started to feel run-down and lacking energy. I believe that playing soccer in a team will bring some new energy into my life !That's why I searched the internet for a pair of soccer cleats that I like. And here's my selection: Adidas +Predator Absolute TRX FG Gold! These shoes caught my eye by the moment I first laid eyes on them!! They were worn by pro soccer players such as Michael Ballack, Raúl González Blanco, Ricardo Kaká, Frank Lampard, and Zinedine Zidane! Will I be like these soccer heros if I play soccer wearing these shoes? Probably not. But probably it will make me feel like one. (Is this question even appropriate at the age of 22?)I will let you know by the time I have found these cleats in a store in my town. And tell you abo...
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