Sweet Vanilla SugarSweet Vanilla SugarMy personal web blog with links to my web design tutorial site, manga site and website template site. Articles
Attack of the Text Messages
2007-04-14 01:06:00 Today I had to go to work or should I say “Vocational Rehab”. Well my work adjustment program through workers compensation and I had to struggle to wake up. I looked down and noticed that my boobs were huge! I mean they’ve gotten pretty large, but today it seemed like I got a boob job ... More About: Essa , Message , Messages , Text , Sage
Talent 6
2007-04-12 01:35:00 The reason I’m writing this post is to warn my fellow viewers and anyone else about a notorious company called Tale nt 6. (Hopefully this post will show up in an internet search for Talent 6) I signed up with this company because it claimed I would be paid $250 a day to be a movie extra. ... More About: Lent
Another Stupid Day
2007-04-09 06:29:00 Yesterday I spent the night at my Moms house because it has been snowing so bad that it would’ve been dangerous for me to drive home. I mean the snow has been coming non-stop with 6-8 inches over the night and it’s still snowing right now. You’d think I lived in Alaska or something. Anyways I ... More About: Other , Stupid , Another
Liars and Users
2007-04-07 23:03:00 So I’m up playing some games on Neopets for fun because I’m bored around 12am and Kim calls me and asks me if I’m at home and if my kid’s are here. Mind you I haven’t heard from this girl since last weekend… Anyways I told her the boys were at my Mom’s house for the ... More About: User , Liar , Users , Liars
Wordpress 2.0.4-2.1.2 Upgrade
2007-04-06 19:04:00 Today I’m upgrading my blog. I’m going to first make a backup just in case. Hopefully everything goes well and my blog isn’t messed up when I upgrade. Let’s cross our fingers and hope for the best. Okay….It worked and nothing is screwed up! Now I’m going to make sure all my themes are in working ... More About: Wordpress , Word , Press
Neene?s Blog
2007-04-06 02:26:00 Today I created a blog for my sister. I just now finished setting the blog up and creating her a theme. It looks awesome…I’m jealous … Just kidding! I designed the blog to look and feel like her with her favorite color which is purple. So I just did it in different shades of purple with a ... More About: Blog
A Test Post
2007-04-05 03:43:00 Just testing the subscribe plugin because the old one seemed to have malfunctioned… More About: Post , Test
Cleaning Up House
2007-04-04 20:18:00 Man…179 days left till I move and my Mom keeps trying to talk me out of moving to Florida and to move to some state I have no desire to be. I’ve been planning and wishing to move to Florida since I was 16 years old. I’m not going to cancel my dreams because of someone ... More About: House , Cleaning , Lean , Clean , Ouse
The Great & Mighty Elephant
2007-04-03 20:25:00 Okay…I had a dream a few nights ago, but I forgot to post it so I’ll post what I remember from the dream today so I can analyze it. It must be of some importance since I haven’t forgot it yet. The dream started off really weird so bare with me… I was at my Moms house ... More About: Great , Elephant , Mighty , The G
A Final Break Through
2007-04-02 20:35:00 Yesterday was alot better than Saturday. Jeremy kept calling me in the morning on my house phone and cell, but I didn’t answer. Then my Mom called and told me he called over her house a couple times. Around 10am I finally got the strength to get up because I was so tired from the ... More About: Break , Final , Through , Al B , Fina
Putting Aside Bad Habits
2007-04-01 19:33:00 Saturday was terrible. First I went to the mall and looked for somethings to put together a really nice or slang word “fly” outfit to wear to the nightclub. After hours of shopping and returning the dress and accesories I bought for the night out with Jeremy and clothes I changed my mind on I ... More About: Habits , Aside , Putting , Side , Bad Habits
SSDD?Again
2007-03-31 14:50:00 So much stuff has happened since yesterday and none of it is good. Jeremy calls and asks me to get dressed up so he can take me out and pick a place to go to. He also asked for Destin. I guess forget about Elijah huh? Then he comes to get Destin to take him ... More About: Again
SSDD ? Same Shit Different Day
2007-03-30 19:21:00 So Jeremy calls me all morning, but I refused to answer the phone because he was wrong for not helping with the kids once again. When I finally did get up and answer the phone he starts talking about all this crap he’s doing for me and the kids. That’s nice, but in my book ... More About: Shit , Rent , Same , Diff
A Simple Survey
2007-03-30 04:41:00 Today I was pretty bored and I didn’t want to bore you talking about myself going shopping today or destroying the house for my phone charger (which I never found) and my maternity panels (which I found). So here’s a simple survey about me: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Samara Birthday: September 6, 1983 Birthplace: Booth Memorial Hospital Current Location: No ... More About: Simp , Simple
What to do? What to do?
2007-03-28 22:46:00 Workers compensation is getting on nerves with the tardiness of my payments being received. I started looking for a job yesterday because I’ve had enough of them. I applied for several positions at Whole Foods (an organic and natural foods grocery store) that starts at $10/hourly. I also drove out to the airport and applied ... More About: What , Hat , To Do
MIA
2007-03-26 07:21:00 Jeremy comes home Sunday morning and I asked him where he’s been. He claimed he was fasting and praying trying to get delivered from my demons. HA HA! That’s crazy. He acts like he is so innocent all the time. He is so wrong in so many instances and can never see what he does ...
An Action Packed Day
2007-03-25 10:21:00 Today has been quite a day… I went to the mall and bought me a ponytail and an Icee. I saw my sister at the mall and talked to her for a while and then I talked to my Mom at JCPenny’s and helped her pick out some shoes. While I was helping her a guy ... More About: Action , Pack
Officially Over?For Good
2007-03-24 14:19:00 This is the second day Jeremy hasn’t come home to help with the kids…in fact he didn’t come home at all he didn’t even call. I hope he had fun because last night costed him his place to stay and this so-called family if you wanna call it that. I’m so done with him and this time ... More About: Over , Good , Official , Ally
I?m So Tired of this Life
2007-03-23 20:04:00 I can’t never get what I ask for or stop being lied to. Like Christmas for instance when I did celebrate it I asked for a Golden Hot Hooded Blow Dryer and showed Jeremy exactly where to get it and what it looked like. He wanted a red electric guitar from Sam Ash Music Store ... More About: Life , This , So Tired , Tired , Tire
No Title Just yet?.
2007-03-20 23:18:00 Today I’m working on a new theme for the site. I just thought I’d post this here so everyone will know why the site may look weird once again. This new theme is going to be my default theme instead of the old pink one I started out with… I noticed my comments aren’t working at ... More About: Just , Title
My Mind is Made Up
2007-03-20 04:29:00 I think I’ve made up my mine about one thing in my life. I’m sick and tired of being unhappy and haunted by painful memories. I’m tired of always being the one to suffer the hardest and the most. I’m tired of putting my happiness aside for someone who would careless. I’ve decided that I’m not ... More About: Mind , Made
Elijah?s 5th B-day Party
2007-03-19 01:04:00 Today I felt the baby move for the first (actually sure it was the baby) time. I felt her moving earlier today and she’s moving now as I type. I can’t wait to be sure that it is a girl. Yesterday was so tiresome. Elijah had his birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese and I was more ... More About: Party , Part
198 Day?s and Counting
2007-03-16 22:54:00 I’m finally done with my Tropical Paradise theme. I finished everything today so now it’s ready for the summer. If you were lucky you may have gotten a chance to see it and the new plugins in action. Well on to other things… How much I hate Winter… It just won’t go away. One day we’re enjoying ... More About: Count , Counting
Tropical Paradise Theme
2007-03-15 18:56:00 Today I’m going to start setting up my summer theme so it will be ready for the summer. When I’m done I’ll switch it back to the spring theme. I’m going to try the muted peach, salmon and brown colors first. If I don’t like it then I’ll make the banner over and add some ... More About: Tropical , Paradise , Para , Theme , Them
Some Web-Design Stuff
2007-03-14 19:38:00 Today I found a new layout that I like for my summer theme. I never use the exact layout, but I take a few things that I like from it, add some ideas of my own to make it original and set the layout up like that. The layout I found has a banner, footer, ... More About: Web Design , Design , Stuff , Desi , Sign
New Purple Spring Theme
2007-03-13 21:50:00 I’m testing a new theme for the spring today so if you come to my site and it looks odd don’t despair…it’s only temporary. Anyways. I gotta go. My friend Kim and I are going to the mall to hang out since it’s actually nice out. Added at 1:48am… Well…we never went to the mall because Kim ... More About: Spring , Purple , Ring , Theme , Them
New Themes Coming
2007-03-13 05:03:00 I’m creating some new themes for my blog. I created a new banner for this theme with some photoshop brushes I found on the net. I also grabbed a new font to go with the elegance of the banner. I’m going to create two more themes. One for Florida with shells, flowers and ferns and another ... More About: Themes , Theme , Them , Ming
I HATE Living Up North
2007-03-09 21:45:02 Man…I cannot wait till I move! I hate living up here! It stays too damn cold and it is only nice for maybe 3-4 months. I mean it starts getting cold towards the end of September and then it continues to get cold and stay cold from October-March. It doesn’t start to warm up a bit until the end of April, but May is the month when the nice weather actually begins. Then June, July, August and the first weeks of September are nice. The air is too filthy and polluted up here and everyone who lives up here in this state have the worst attitudes on the face of the planet! Everyone is so cold hearted and harsh. I hate it. The only way to survive living up north is to be just as mean because when I used to friendly, people would walk all over me, pick fights with me and be mean because they took my niceness for a weakness. I can’t wait to get away from these people and move down south where the weather is actually as nice as the attitudes of the people. I’m also tired ... More About: Living , Hate , Hat , North , Ving
Some Dreams are Messages from God
2007-03-08 21:45:03 I had a dream last night… I had a baby before Destin and Jeremy and I couldn’t afford to take care of the baby. We couldn’t get health insurance or afford baby formula and no one would help us. I didn’t even have breast milk to breastfeed the baby. I took the baby to the hospital for help because I didn’t want the baby to starve. They took the baby from me to care for it until I was able to take care of the baby and get her back. The next scene the baby was at least 6 or 7 months old and I was financially stable and I visited the baby. She was so fat and healthy with light skin, but she looked so much like me. I wanted my baby back so I told Jeremy about the baby and for some reason it was like he didn’t know about the baby until I told him. I also said these exact words to my Mom “Instead of three grand children you have four.” Refering to my kids only. I was looking through the yellow pages for Hillcrest Hospital to get the number to... More About: Dreams , God , Essa , Message , Messages
No Good Memories
More articles from this author:2007-03-08 21:45:03 As I look back in my relationship with Jeremy I can’t even remember not one good memory that could out way all the bad. I look back and the majority of the relationship is cheating, lies and disrespectful, along with all the painful surgeries and physical pain that I had to endure from everything he did to me. After that I couldn’t even show love anymore…all I could do is do they same thing he did to me so he’d hurt like I was hurting. Now he wants me to marry him and he can’t even produce me a ring after all that I’ve been through. Sometimes I wonder if marrying him is the right decision? The last four years has been more than a life time of pain so do I really want to add another 50+ years of pain to my life? How will I know if he is done hurting me? How will I know if now he has decided that I am the only woman for him? Honestly the only reason why I think he even asked me to marry him is because I’ve been talking to Brian on Myspace and ... More About: Mori , Memories , Good , Memo , No Good 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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