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emptiness
2007-05-22 13:59:00
Dumadalas na ang unos. Hanggang kailan pa kaya ito? (alam kong may katapusan ang lahat--- kalungkutan man o kasiyahan.....)No words are left to describe this emotion. I just had to blurt this out. I don't want STRESS to interrupt me while I'm studying for the finals...May God be with me.

black-out
2007-05-09 00:32:00
Have you ever had that feeling wherein you completely forgot everything that you studied and you just don't understand how that happened when you have even reviewed for that specific type of problem for x number of times???I just hate myself right now. GAAHHH!!! I took my Calculus LT3 a few minutes ago and there was this "ladder problem" that I completely forgot how to solve. To think that it was one of my favorite problems when I reviewed because I understood and solved it correctly, and now I have completely messed all my solutions. Arrghh!!!!! At least I'm sure of my other answers.. (i think)Sorry for ranting over a small problem. It's just that I knew the solution but my memory failed me right then and there. sayang lang talaga..What's done is done. It's futile to repent over this, anyway. It's a matter of releasing the stress through blogging as I try to forget that pitiful incident.Now back to proofreading the lab reports.
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Med Talk
2007-04-10 18:52:00
They say that one can never control the heart because it is an involuntary muscle. What the heck! hahah... pardon my freaking corny joke. I just need a laugh.. Hahaha :)I've just had my 2D-Echo test, and I admit that it was a bit painful.. for an ultrasound of sorts...Never did I expect it to be painful because of what I have seen on TV. Nevertheless, the doctor said it was just normal to feel such pains.The final reading will be given after 3 days and perhaps, it'll help me and my doctor know what my actual problem is. Difficulties in breathing, chest pains, fast heart beats and the like were symptoms of my diagnosis and abnormal heart beats shown by the ECG which was written and described as Cardiomyopathy. It's a serious disease and I just realized it was distinguished by my cardiologist long before I knew it.To tell you the truth, I'm scared.. because I know the possible ramifications of this sickness. I know I have been working too much lately and that my being so workaholi...
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Happy Happy Joy Joy!
2007-03-15 12:31:00
I just won an IPOD SHUFFLE from Mcdo! Just buy any Float and try your luck!It was a relief after having been sick and stressed lately....Oh, happy happy day! hehehe....I just hope my luck will last until the end of March. I really need luck for my health and also for the coming days...God please help me.*just a quick note: thanks to my closest friends who constantly cares for me and for just being there when I need you. You know who you are. We'll definitely celebrate after this hell's over!!!
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'sociological' escapades
2007-03-07 12:26:00
Thank you Lord, for I am so blessed.I have had so many realizations today and it's all because of a simple yet meaningful experience that have helped me change my views about what REALITY is truly all about.This experience wasn't planned, after meeting with the Guru and discuss the memorable things that are worth sharing... I guess it was just intended to happen.I went with Jer at a place I never even knew what it was exactly and since he taught there, I was given the honor of observing him (haha, well yeah, i did observe your demeanor) as well as the society that we were currently in.Frankly, I experienced this so-called "culture shock" at first. But since I've already learned why such things and cultures vary among others, I easily adapted and adjusted to what was "weird" and unusual at first.Seeing how the people moved around that context, how the environment is completely different from my preconceived notions of THE "Environment" and how people saw and "interpreted" my lifes...
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the past... reawakened.
2007-03-06 11:50:00
Finally after almost a month of being quiet here, I've got some reasons to blog and talk about how this day turned to be so significant yet tiring and harrassing all at the same time.We just had our 2nd LT for Molfab (that's Molecular Fabric of Organisms) and it was definitely one successful way of making me insane and feel nauseated during and after the test. It was soooooo hard probably because I haven't taken Ch11, Ch12 and Org Chem yet.. which are all PREREQUISITES for this course... Nevertheless, I still managed to answer the damn test.. (talk about being a shiftee.....)Looking at the bright side, I'm so glad it's over. (crossing my fingers and hoping I'd get a pleasing and satisfying mark, to say the very least)After that harrassing and traumatic test and even receiving another not-so-bad news during Eco, I wanted to have my friends with me even just for a while to help me refresh my mood and relax despite the never-ending stress. God was right on time when He delivered ...
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