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Caressing the Sky
2008-01-25 15:29:00
Moments ago, I've realised something. I haven't updated much of my entry for this blog. Well, you can't help it if there's no story to tell to the readers. Why no stories you asked? Well, it's just I haven't done anything that is worth story telling. Talking nonsense now are we? :P I've also realised just now how I loved being a high school student although the fact is I hated being one when I'm one. Understood? Hahaha :) Now everything is clear. I really missed the moments as a student who is required to wear school uniforms to the school. The strict order. I miss them. Thinking about the school, I browse my pictures in the computer. Not much of them can be called candid as mostly the people in there just sit and pose nicely for the camera. Hmm, it somehow strips away the fun from the school seeing that all of my pictures were somehow looked very serious and all. Here, a few pictures that I had taken while I'm in MRSM! Enjoy.Hmm, you'll guys see lots of food. It's not m...

Hello Future - Delude
2008-01-22 14:54:00
Delude - Hello, Future .It's still new (I guess so) and worth it. Well, it's a new band formed by my buddies(not sure of how many of them in the band :P) still worth listening to. Please take your time listening and help us which means me a music lover,them a new band in the making and our new music industry to a higher level by leaving a comment and message. Please we don't need your condemnation but your utmost support in this matter. Thanks a lot readers!

Updating and Refreshing Thoughts
2008-01-21 16:30:00
Yeah, it's been a long day for me today. A few days later, one of my buddies, Faridzul (PK or Sam is it?) had asked me whether I wanted to join and hangout with him and other few of my buddies. It's been a long time since I last met them. Nearly 1 and a half years is it? (well, after I started studying at MJSC lah). So, I quickly agreed. And today we went out together. They did said that they will wait for me at Pak Hainan. I hurried over and to my surprise, they already ordered something to drink. Did I took that long? Amar and the others looked quite happy to see me. Fauzi was so keen to hear an update of my life, so he's been asking many things. I just answered them :) .Pojey and PKMe and AmarShaheir and AmarThe first thought that crosses my mind is that, they've changed. 1 year and a half and my buddies changed a lot. Not the way that I found it obnoxious or anything. It's just they've grown taller. Each and everyone of them, leaving me short as I had always been. What di...
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Mean Stupidity
2008-01-20 15:40:00
When I read about Syazana's list of stupid things that she did when she was a kid,(I assumed so..If it's not, then -_-||| ) it makes me wanna do a list of stupid things of my own. It's kinda funny reading it over and over again. Not that I'm laughing at her in a mean way. It's just that I remembered being a kid myself doing all these stupid things without even realising it. Well, I can't really remember much still I can list a few things that I did which I considered it VERY stupid myself. Well, you can't really expect a kid who still needs help to eat or drink to do things that can be considered genius.Hmm, when I was around 3++ years old, I remembered asking my Kak Ifa for some water to drink as I was very thirsty. Kak Ifa sternly said that she was busy with something.(at that time she was 10 yrs old, what can she possibly be busy with? :P) Looking desperate, I took my favorite green cup, and went outside of the house to the nearest drain. The stupid thing I did? Taking th...
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Humanity Begone!?
2008-01-16 06:32:00
It's getting serious nowadays. Recently we had news saying that some girl got kidnapped by a guy called "Lelaki Kucing". I wonder why we, as humans have lost our humanity. The more we live and have our lives fulfilled, the more we become less and less like a human. Once I heard a story, about a maid who works to a friend of my sister's. She is so rude to the children. I mean, she used her thumb's foot as a pacifier for the kid. She seriously stuck her ugly, smelly, hideous feet inside the child's mouth. I think the child is hungry or rather asking for some attention. What right as a human being, that the child is given a harsh treatment from the maid? What had happened to our humanity? Now, in the news we would hear about maids poisoning their employer's children and children being kidnapped. Before that, snatch thieves were as popular as Siti Nurhaliza's wedding with Datuk K., competing for an article about them in the local papers. They were might even popular than Siti at ...
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Chins Up?
2008-01-12 16:06:00
Well, these past few days, I haven't done anything that worth telling. Still i heard a few sad stories from my friends. So, I hope those who had been having problems, difficulty with their lives, please remember, they're others who are much more in a terrible state than you. Just smile and chins up. There will be way to solve things. Seek help from others, your friends and families. They are there to help you. :)

Deprived
2008-01-10 15:31:00
Officially announcing that I am now damn bored even tough the connection to the internet had been connected once again. I don't really know why I felt this bored. I'm supposed to ask for a job at the 7 Eleven and boy I was very enthusiastic about it. Yet, somehow I failed to pass the application form back to the market. Talk about laziness. So, now I'm at home baby sitting my young niece for some extra cash (it wouldn't hurt, would it?). Yesterday night, I was watching this famous movie of Mike Myers' Austin Powers. I laughed at every single joke that they made. It was damned funny and it's impossible even for the cold-hearted not to laugh at their well crafted jokes. I mean, its really funny and strongly suggest that you guys watch it. And talking about my niece, I found out that kids at 1 year old have their own creative-unique minds. Well, my family and me were sitting in the living hall one night, watching "Musang Berjanggut" one of P.Ramlee's classics. And the story cam...

Connectionless
2008-01-10 04:11:00
A few days ago, when I was surfing the net at midnight, suddenly, my connection went all bamboozle, the fact that I can't connect to everything that I had. My Yahoo! Messenger, Bittorrent, and mostly surfing the net. I reset my modem which is not the very best thing to do. I waited. Still, there's nothing changed. "Maybe if I wait until tomorrow, everything is gonna be alright." I thought to myself. The next morning, it was still the same. I urged Ayah to call the TM guys so that they could have a look at it. They did came the next day, but to no avail, they didn't know what to do exactly. -_-||| Why did we even bother to call the TM guys? Luckily, all is fixed, thanks to my father's friend. It turned out to be there's something wrong with my modem then. Haha. All is well.A few days, I went living, connectionless! And now I felt how those people who didn't have internet connections in their houses feel like. I feels like you're in a very small space indeed, without friends. I...

Down to Measure
2008-01-06 12:16:00
Today, I woke up unusually early for me, that is 7.00 am. Yesterday night I slept at 2 am. I wonder to myself somehow that I manage to open up my eyes and take a bath despite. I felt damn cold that morning despite the fact that I bathed using warm water. Mak come to me and hushed me to hurry up and eat the nasi goreng that she cooked. Mak was already in her baju kurung while holding Ain, looking ready to go to work. I asked mom when you're suppose to be at your work place?"Mak kena masuk kerja pukui lapan pagi. Cuba ang tengok jam tu? Pukui brapa dah tu!" Mak said looking worried that she wont make it. I take a look at the clock on the wall, in the kitchen. It was 7.15 am. "Mak, awat kalut sangat nak pi awai-awai!? Bukannya tempat mak jauh! Dekatja pun" I replied, not bothering to look at Mak while enjoying the nasi goreng. The truth is that Mak was afraid that she wouldn't be in time. I said to Mak not to worry. Kedah is not like Kuala Lumpur. We don't have much traffic jams. Ma...

Anatomy of Life
2008-01-05 18:25:00
It's been quite a long time since I last wrote (type, duh?) in my blog. I've been busy in and out from the hospital, Sultanah Bahiyah Hospital, and really going to that place had made me feel really wonderful. Why you asked? It's because that damned hospital is really fully equipped than the hospital besar Alor Star and it has higher standard compared to the former general hospital. That makes me think and feel that someday Alor Star is gonna be so much better and have the same standards as living in Kuala Lumpur. And I hope I'm still breathing till that day comes into a reality. Actually, before saying this, I really loath having the fact that I was born in Kedah, being called "anak jati Kedah" a. k. a. Kedahan. I hate to say and confess that I'm from Kedah. When I mix with others, I will hesitate and reluctantly to admit that I'm from Kedah.A view of the sky. Lovely isn't it?I'm being ungrateful, I know. I was foolish back then to think that other state are doing much more...
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Worried Sick
2008-01-02 13:18:00
Yesterday evening, my grandma, tok, got sick and she couldn't move or talk like she always did. I got worried hearing the news from ayah who quickly knocked on my bedroom door and hushed me to get ready."Cepatla, tok ang sakit tu! Cepat pkai baju, ambik skali baju spare, kot-kot nak tido rumah tok." - ayah said.Not that I'm naked or anything :P .I quickly got up from the plastic chair in front of the computer and get my jeans and shirt. I went to the living room, mak was having an asthma attack. How much I'm worried about tok is nothing compared to how much mak worried about tok. After all, mak is tok's daughter. Mak quickly packed things up, and hurried ayah to drive. Ayah, then scold mak as mak is worrying too much that she had an asthma attack. Kak Ayu and Abang Zaidi get their children, Ain and Amin to be ready and lastly after locking the door and the gate, we, went to Tanah Merah, Pendang. I'm quite worried. So to calm me down, I took my mp3 player and listen to the musi...
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Misfortune, Unlucky and Dreary
2008-01-01 11:25:00
I read about an entry that is made by a friend of mine about his friend, who had met with an accident recently. From what I've read, it looks like the boy is in bad situation. Not that anything that can lead death that is. Just that, when I read her entry about her friend, it somehow made me feel that I've known the boy for so long myself. Weird of me, right? The power of words, Najah. :). Although, I never know that boy before, I couldn't help myself to sympathize him even, I, myself never ever met him.Maybe from what I've read, it made my heart felt uneasy. Why? It's because I imagined myself in the same situation where a good friend of mine met with an accident, same as Najah's. What would I do? What would I say? What would happen to him/her? These are the questions that keep rotating inside my brain. I couldn't possibly answer them because, it's simple, I never faced them before. Well, I've been in accident as well(year 2006). But it's not that terrifying at all. It's...

Benazir Bhutto - A Tribute
2007-12-31 17:49:00
On December 2, 1988 Benazir Bhutto was sworn in as Prime Minister of Pakistan, becoming the first woman to head the government of an Islamic State. In the preceding decade of political struggle, Ms. Bhutto was arrested on numerous occasions; in all she spent nearly 6 years either in prison or under detention for her dedicated leadership of the then opposition Pakistan Peoples Party. Throughout the years in opposition, she pledged to transform Pakistani society by focusing attention on programs for health, social welfare and education for the underprivileged. Since assuming the office of Prime Minister, Benazir Bhutto has emphasized the need to heal past wounds and to put an end to the divisions in Pakistani society - including reducing discrimination between men and women. Ms. Bhutto has launched a nationwide program of health and education reform. Benazir Bhutto was born in Karachi in 1953. After completing her early education in Pakistan, she attended Radcliffe College and Oxfo...
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promise
2007-12-31 17:29:00
I did a promise with my friend some time ago. I said that I would forget something and never mention it to him again. Actually, that something is someone. And I tried to forget that person, still it's still there. I'm erasing the presence but still I can feel it, too well. I deleted all the pictures. I throw away things that could relate me and that person. I'm so, sorry that I couldn't do better kay? I'm keeping the promise, pls understand. won't ya?
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Hollow Hearts Singing Orchestra
2007-12-30 15:34:00
Hollow,yet its very realistic.Shallow,yet its deeper than the sea.Wonder how long I'll wait.Realising the truth,blindfolded still, by the heart.I'll wait,and it does hurt to know so,you'll never hold these hands.Hope wont flutter away,Believing in the false tract,Deluded by own fault,Wantings go into rantings,Smudges on the papersA kiss of goodbye,stolen by the faulty memories.Hearing the Hollow Hearts Singing an Orchestra.Waiting is nothing,it's my best friend.
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