Windows to the PastWindows to the PastAn escapade that I made to escape the harsh, cold truth of my life by turning word play into a soothing rthyth. Well, just rantings of my life and current news. Articles
Mother, such a Wonder
2008-05-07 09:00:00 Mother, such a WonderMother,I would never replace another,For your care and touch,Is always a good thing to have much,Your smile on the face,Giving the coldest heart a warm embrace,Such things is a wonder,Because you're my mother.Mother,I was once thought you were a bother,Saying "No!" to what I wanted,Giving me the tantrums short lasted,Only some years later,I met people here, there and another,To notice their lovely mothers,Never say "No!" to even bother.Mother,A word of beautiful wonders,I will never ever asked for another,You're the one, I will bother,Because, its simple, you're the Mother,And I will always be the little other,Love you always and forever,Because you see, mother,You're such a wonder.written by AkmalG © AkmalGHappy Mother's Day, I dedicate to all mothers out there and a special one to my mother. I love you mother, now, always and forever. Celebrate this month with your own mother, and love them, not only in this month but every month and every year, because ... More About: Mother
Tmorrow's Way - YUI
2008-05-06 17:53:00 Romaji Ima wo kowashite shimaitai Ima ni sugaritsuite itai Jibun no koto wa wakaranai Yarinaoseru hazu nai yo Shiranai machi ni kakurete mitemo Mado goshi ni tada ima wo omou Nigedashitai shoudou kara Nigedasu made no koujitsu ni mayou Chigireta kioku wo tadoreba Ano koro ni datte modoreru Itsuka no shounen mitai ni Kanaeru tame umarete kita no Osanaki hibi ni egaita uchuu I'm a baby nakitaku mo naru Te ni ireru tame no Itami nara so good Ikiru koto ga tatakai nara Kachimake mo shikata ga nai koto Sonna koto kurai wakatte iru yo Nakidashitai shougeki kara Hashiridashita asu e to kodou ga sawagu Massugu ni ikite yukitai Tada massugu ni ikite itai Ano hi no shounen mitai ni Kanaeru tame umarete kita no Osanaki hibi ni kanjita kokyu...
Of Grey's Anatomy and Bonston Legal
2008-05-05 05:27:00 I'm still confused, confused on what I should do instead. Confused on what I should really become, after all this is my life I'm talking about, not someone else's. The thing is, I'm torn of wanting to work in the science field and at the same time, do some English-related stuffs. Why can't I just do both without wasting so much time so I could be richer before I'm even 30? Every time I hear people(these people are doctors, mind you o.O) talk about how the spinal cord got torn, or how the blood is spilled from the neck, I got this feeling of the highest intrigued-ness and wanting to know much more about it. I wanna work as a doctor, with high paying that is. And when I watch how people talk about laws and how they alter it, I was also intrigued about it.So, can anyone help me? I don't want Irfan's opinion since I know the answer already. Hahaha :DTata XD More About: Anatomy , Legal
Tag me.
2008-05-02 19:13:00 Hmm, while I was doing my brief visit to my fellow bloggers, Kak Nana had tagged me with this new kind of tag, (to me, :D).1. Copy all the links below2. Add your own link after the last one3. Tag another 10 peoplep/s : The most important thing is to upload cute pictures? (please, upload your own pictures :D)Isn't she the cutest? My niece.[BennyLiew][RamblingMoo][Mum & Kids In Wonderland][JudeLittle][Our Mini Blogsphere][Rooms in My Heart][JaniCeng][ChinNee][Jo-N][LadyLava' s Lounge][Strange But True][How's Life Bout][My.Stories.][Rhea Scarlet] [Hanna J. Potter] [NaNa PynkHappinesS][Chom's Window to the Pasts]Well this tag goes to *randomly pick people* :1. Ka-Ay2. Irfan3. Amiirah4. Wany5. Muni6. Kak Syari7. Manissa8. AqmaDo it whenever you wanted to! O.o
Cranky Results
2008-05-01 07:46:00 Oh God! Whatever did happen to me this time? On one fine Thursday afternoon which is of course also the Labour Day of Malaysia, I got a message telling me that UPU results are already out. So following the instructions told, I messaged back to the UPU's number. And what did I get? Your application was received and is still in the processing, please take note the results will be coming out this May 2008.ZOMG!? What the heck? Everyone else already got the results. Luckily, one of my homeroom mates messaged me telling that there's a way to check it online. I type the web address, and type my I/C number, and there it was. My result.Law Foundation at UIAM. What the HECK!?That wasn't even my first choice, and out of all the sciences courses that I applied, they gave me Law INSTEAD!?Ya Allah S.W.T! I promised I'll repent, please just get me the damn JPA offer, I don't mind doing law, really, in overseas that is.Now I'm gonna go and curse the plants and my fishes. Seriously. More About: Results
Envious of the Goodness
2008-04-30 17:08:00 One night as I was browsing through my internet browser, mind you I use Mozilla Firefox since the Internet Explorer sucks big time with recent updates, I was buzzed through the Yahoo! Messenger by one of my old friends from MJSC and it's been quite a long time since I last talked with him. Not going to miss this golden chance, I quickly seized it. It was good to get the chance to chat with your friends, especially the ones that you had been lost contact with. We reminisce the old days on how hard it was to get up for the Subuh Prayers despite the loud banging of doors made from the student and teachers like. Anyway, this particular friend of mine had enrolled to the MSU, Management and Science University in Malaysia, a private university.I don't really get it how people would go into private university, especially someone like me, an ordinary boy with no materialistic background. Private university doesn't really convinced me and my family, not saying that the private ones are a ... More About: Goodness
Naturally We Speak
2008-04-29 14:03:00 It seems very long off since I last wrote anything other than about the stories. Anyway, I'm not feeling up to it today to write anything about it since I had been out all day having fun with Irfan, check out my blogosphere if you wanna who he is. Anyway, congrats to Amii for passing the JPJ test, and good luck to Syazana who's going for a test tomorrow, I heard. I know it's hard but everyone else had been trough with it so all the best Syazana. I'm so tired after all day of laughing, joking, karaoke-ing and bowling. For more details, I will write about it later, since my other friend left my camera inside Irfan's car, which is a REAL delight for me. (Thanks a LOT! Naim. o.O)I took some liberty to relax my mind by doing some quizzes which happen to be: Which CSI Character Are You?My Result: Dr. Gil Grissom, PhDJust like this night shift team supervisor, you'll do whatever it takes to get the job done. You're a natural leader, but you don't let being in charge go to your h... More About: Speak , Naturally
There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.4
2008-04-27 17:18:00 "The Locus of the Circle can be determined in many ways..." was echoing inside the small room. The Foolish Boy stared blankly at the white board, while his teacher, which was also as round as the drawing on the board, was explaining to the whole class about Circles. The Foolish Boy wasn't really interested in numbers, let alone calculations and formulas.To him, numbers couldn't do the job of explaining something which requires more of the emotional touch. Numbers can't talk. Nor it can express your feelings. Lucky him, he was not the only one who disliked maths. Some of the classmates were also hating it as much the Foolish Boy did. Every time, when it came to the Maths class, the Foolish Boy would put on his half-spirited face on, to mention the class, how he disliked Maths so much. He was more towards, language, verbal and texts. What could be the best way to express your feelings other than pencils and papers? It was, after all, the beginning for another Social Link between th... More About: Light , Tunnel
There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.3
2008-04-26 07:58:00 It was the school mid term holidays, when the Foolish Boy decided to really stay in the school for the rest of his schooling days. What had made him to decide such an important decision? After all, the Foolish Boy disliked the school as much as he disliked the Crowd in there. He never ever despised anyone or anything as much as he disliked the school, not since his hatred for the idea of people who are born in such ways are destined to do such ways. It's bare naked ridiculous. How could you believe in such ways? Well, back on to the main story, the Foolish Boy made up his decision mostly based on one most influential person recently in his life. It was all thanks to the Cool Guy, which had changed his perception towards the Crowd forever. But at the same time, he had already made lots of friends already. The Laughter boy was with him from the start, joined by the Happy Boy, and later by the Talkative Boy, The Loud Boy, The Flexi Boy, and The Bigger Boy and not to mention some of th... More About: Light , Tunnel
There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.2
2008-04-24 11:38:00 Disclaimer: The stories are true and might differ on what I remembered on certain events. I might not be able to really describe a certain event well, since, my lack of focus on such events, such as the Principal giving speech or so on, where you could find me talking or half asleep during such events. Names are not mention in order to protect the individuals that involves in my story. Thank you.The next day, the Foolish Boy woke up early, anticipating the arrival of his family. He can't keep it down, he needs to know when his family is gonna be there. Never mind that now though, since the Foolish boy needed to attend the Students' Orientation. The Foolish boy was feeling afraid this time, since he is going to meet some new people that he doesn't know at all. Why did this has to happen to the Foolish Boy? Poor fellow. Pity fellow. Mustering all the courage he barely had left, the Foolish Boy braved trough the crowd and into the Grand Hall of the school. There, he spotted his frie... More About: Light , Tunnel
There's Light at the End of the Tunnel pt.1
2008-04-23 13:18:00 "I never blamed anyone, why should you?" a good friend of mine spoke.Those words hit me hard on the face and my alter ego that I kept using to pretend I'm just okay."Well, I...had to blame someone..." my words clogged at the end of my throat.I'm ashamed of myself and my deeds to others while I'm still in my school days. I'm a big idiot. The biggest idiot for letting my anger taking control of me, for letting my rage goes uncontrollably, for letting my head set on thinking that it was "him"(someone who used to be my greatest strength to go on with hostel life) to be blamed, and for letting my egos doing all the unwanted attention worth of drama. Flashbacks came and it played inside my inner theater of memories. It had proven so much that I was partly to be blamed as well. I think real deep of what my friend had asked me. He's right. Why would I blame someone who's never really a factor in my fears, who's never been the main character of my drama, and who's I never even bother... More About: Light , Tunnel
Penang Hills
2008-04-21 16:40:00 The view of the city on top of Penang Hills . The trams are quite slow and I didnt feel anything despite I'm afraid of heights.:D
Penang Hills
2008-04-21 11:41:00 A view above the hills. The trams are damn slow, and I felt nothing despite I'm afraid of heights. Peace y'all More About: Penang , Hills
Ride to Penang
2008-04-19 18:36:00 Guess what folks? I'm going to Penang tommorow. Oh wait. What time is it? OH! Technically I'm going to Penang today. Weird, huh, when we think about how the time really works? Well, taht's not really the case now. I'm going to Penang tomorrow because my friends had asked me to join them and their little trip to Penang. And I will be staying with one of my friends' house for a while, (Thanks, Izzat O.o) but like always, when I'm traveling to other places, Internet connection seemed so hard to get by. Gee, I can't do updates of my blog then. Not blaming my friend here, because there seems to be certain circumstances on why he can't have internet connection there. It's not the end of the world pun kan?Anyway, with my trusted brand new phone, I can always do mobile blogging kan? Anyone wants something on my trip there? Don't hesitate to give me a call!Anyway, Mak(mother) forced me to go since she mentioned how I didn't have enough clothes for the matriculation program.Tata XD More About: Ride
Friends test?
2008-04-18 18:30:00 The Just Between Friends Test My Result: Funny FriendSeriously, there's nothing like spending time with the person who just naturally brings out your sunny, and funny, side. Who wants to be dour and sour? Your upbeat attitude and appreciation for the lighter moments in life is what seals the deal for you and the resident comedian in your life. You know who we're talking about — the friend with the one-liners, the quick wit, the insightful commentaries on life's absurdities — the friend who can make you laugh even when they're poking fun at you. But even if they are telling a joke at your expense, you know you can count on them to keep you young at heart, laid-back, and fun-loving. When it comes down to it, would you want it to be any other way? No way!What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=fri endshipogt&c=50652Exactly what I needed. My best of friends to be by my side. Make me laugh again! :D
I can't commit?
2008-04-18 13:48:00 Why Are You Still Single?My Result: Don't Want To CommitOnce the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven't quite grown up yet, that you're still holding out for the perfect "whatevers" (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin'. Or perhaps you're just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that. After all, you're probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party.But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now's the time to ask yourself: Why? What's holding you back? Maybe you don't want someone to get to know ...
Future in Penang
2008-04-18 13:06:00 I think it's quite late now to tell where I'm going next from here. Yep, you guess it, I'm really going to KMPP or Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang or in English, Matriculation College Penang . That is my first choice when I first applied for matriculation, and who knew I'm gonna get it. Some of my closest friends got there too. So I'm quite relieved that I won't felt alienated when I entered there since some of my friends are there as well. But then again, some who I really wanted them to enter there didn't got there, which is quite a disappointment to me. But hey, you can't be too selfish right? If I got the JPA scholarship, (please pray for me that I do :D), I would go away on my way to the overseas, much farer than now if I'm in Penang. I know we would not be able to stay together forever but I do know only this one thing for sure; we could always contact each other whenever we need to. Some friends are only kept on the road, but mine are kept forever.In Penang, joining me... More About: Future
Tag Me again?
2008-04-16 15:31:00 I'm really really sorry Amii! It's been a long time since I visit others' blogs, so I didn't quite realize that I was tagged until I read your post the other day. Anyway, I'm quite bored so here I go!TAGSTUFF : Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. 1. What are you craving now?A laptop, does that counts?2. What was the last movie you've watched?Not quite sure, but I think it was 10,000 B.C (damn bored)3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?I would like to bring, *looks at the list*, Irfan, cause I can have a good time with him, Kay-Ay, so that he could teach me the basics of living in an island, and *scratches head* the last person would be anyone! :D4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?Disneyland, an...
Driving License : Aftermath
2008-04-15 16:14:00 Hmm, after owning a brand new Probation License , I can't help it but to try driving on my own a car, but it seems that people around me aren't letting my hands touching the steering wheel yet. Hey, I wanna try it out, to see whether I should really pass or not! Never mind that now, since, I don't feel like driving anymore. (Gee, waste of the license O.o) Haha, I'm still childish even though I had turn 18 a few days ago. XD Anyway, that is not the main point. The thing is.. I wanna drive now and determine my ability driving in real road, the ones that I didn't memorized because of the driving test. Anyway, a big thanks for those who wished me! Thanks for remembering and caring!Now that I realise, I feel kinda blank on what I should really write about. Haha :DTata XD More About: Driving
17 going on 18
2008-04-13 12:20:00 Guess what ladies and gentleman? Yesterday is my birthday and yes I'm 18 already! Yeah! I'm already 18 and that counts me being an adult right?! (My, my the way your mind works is still childish O.o) I can do anything that an 18 year old guy can do right? I mean minus the alcoholic drinks and smoking, basically I can watch 18 year old plus movies kan? (Mind you, only the ones which people are allowed to watch :D) Hmm, turning 18 means a lot more responsibility and less happy and carefree times isn't it? Look at those people who had turned adult. Each day, they carry responsibilities that they needed to do. Children, work and family. Kinda scary now that you think more and more about it, isn't it? Well, at least I've got my wish being fulfilled; being a grown up as fast as the time would take me to it. I think I'm ready enough to take a step to become an adult, but the other foot is reluctant to leave the teenage world, full of carefree days.Well, thanks so much to those who re...
JPJ Test Day
2008-04-13 03:49:00 About 200 people showep up, including those who needed to be retested. Cheers, I've passed the road test. More About: Test
Mobile Blogging
2008-04-10 11:43:00 Lately, I've been indulging with mobile blogging, since for me, updating every single thing is important to keep update with everyone else. So, I've got this idea after visiting a friend of mine whose blog is full of pictures that she posted using mobile blogging. From now on, if you guys read a post that have a picture and a caption below it, then it must have been a post that I made using my phone. (I can't help it but to use 3G services, mind you it's not available in my house but it is around the main center of Alor Star O.o) Well, the good thing to mobile blogging is that you can post anything that you needed to, right at where you needed to. It's is satisfying, really, for someone like me, a blog maniac. I guess, technology had proven to us that it can bring comfort and accessibility anywhere that you need it the most kan?For some one like me, I couldn't help but think. What if one day, suddenly out of nowhere, technology had gone with the wind, and all are back to basic... More About: Mobile , Blogging
One Wish list Down
2008-04-07 15:06:00 I'm so damn happy this whole week, and all thanks to Mak for fulfilling one of my wish list. My old, tired phone which stuck and jammed every time I needed it the most had been replaced by a new phone, a walkman phone actually from Sony Ericsson. Thanks Mak, for sponsoring a part of it (mostly of it O.o) and one of my wish list is already fulfilled. Now, more on to my new phone, a not so new model which came out last year when I was still in Langkawi. The model W880i is famous for it's ultra-slim size, as slim as the CD case and it's damn light you may not notice that it's in your pocket and the same thing did happened to me, which doesn't make any differences to me since my last phone also made me feel the same way although it's quite bulgy, itself.Sony Ericsson W880i, the ultra slim walkman phone. Now, I'm sounding a little bit more like a commercial blog rather than a personal blog, isn't it? And, I'm not getting paid by Sony Ericsson either! Hahaha, I've longed for a S... More About: List
Random Me
2008-04-07 14:51:00 Your Birthdate: April 12You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.Your strength: Your charmYour weakness: Your extreme manipulation tacticsYour power color: IndigoYour power symbol: Four leaf cloverYour power month: DecemberWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?What You Really Think Of Your FriendsAisya is your soulmate.You truly love Anne.You consider Yen your true friend.You know that Pipu is always thinking of you.You'll remember Naim for the rest of your life.You secretly think Syazana is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.You secretly think that Aiman is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.You secretly think that Usopp is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Usopp changes lovers fas... More About: Random
Wanna Help Out?
2008-04-06 09:29:00 Our government, Malaysia is asking us to do our part by boycotting the Dutch products so that they can feel the wrath of angry Muslims for what irresponsible acts of their air head Politician, Geert Wilders. So, let's do our part although it may seemed hard since most of the products are used in our daily lives. There's always be alternative to anything that we do, right?So here's the list:- BOIKOT-PRODUK DARI BELANDA/DUTCH Dutch Lady - SusuFerrero Roche - CoklatWall’s - Ais KrimIng -InsuransPlanta -MagerinLady’s Choice -MagerinLipton -TehShell -MinyakKnorr -Perisa MakananDove -MandianSunlight -Magerin/Pencuci PingganRadiant -DeodoranRexona -DeodoranPonds -Produk KecantikanKieldsens -CoklatSlimfast -Produk PelangsingLego -KismisPhilips -Baran...
Fitna, a fitnah.
2008-04-04 16:52:00 Have you read the papers recently? Or watch the news on the television? Fitna, a word of lie to us all. Fitna, is fitnah for us Muslim. Fitnah means an act when you accused someone of doing something that he or she didn't do. So, the film Fitna by Geert Wilders, a politician from Netherland, is a fitnah, a big lie to deceived our eyes. Please, do not believe any part of it, especially my non-Islam friends. We, Muslims of Islam are people of peace, people of freedom, and people of harmony. We never hide the truth from the whole world. Yes, we may be at war, and disturb the harmonies, but that was the one who went wrong withing their path in Islam. Most of Muslim are all abiding with what our god, Allah S.W.T and our prophet, Muhammad S.A.W had ruled out for us all. The film Fitna is only showing the part where some of the Muslims, going radical in their ways, fighting for the justice of Islam. But, don't see us all as the people who like to war. We, Muslims stressed on peace.The ma...
News? Good or Bad?
More articles from this author:2008-04-04 15:51:00 I want to congratulate those who had been to recent interviews. It had been one tiring day going to an interview so, good job to everyone. I did well with mine and same with my other friends as well. We all do our best for our interview and now the last part of it, pray for the better. So now, let's pray for our success and our friends' as well. Thanks once again to those who had help and support me all this time. Without you guys, I won't be making it :D. More About: News , Good 1, 2, 3, 4 |
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