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Dark night
2007-07-06 09:03:00 oww...I ask again, again and over again. I just lift up my bloody hands and cant believe in that red color. Its such a pain to feel it and wont be able to let it go to other people so they could understand what I mean... It what makes me crazy, but tonight I am not going to hide it anymore, its me... I am one of them, bloody killers. I look at you so I could see your reaction after I told you about it. My cold look goes right straight through you like an ice sword, which is melting as more it gets to your heart. You may ask why? why does it happen like that? The secret is that I cant hurt you, I just don't exist in your life. I hope now you feel safer. I am just a shadow, my cold hands try to touch you, but they just go trough you without you even knowing about it. Ow God! Those days without you, those nights full of pain, those tears, which have no meaning...everything is just a fucking worthless shit. I am dawning down deeper and deeper. I am screaming as much as I can! I regret... More About: Night , Dark , Dark Night
Art of nothing
2007-01-31 10:02:00 That night he couldnt fall asleep like usuall. He knew, he is alone in this world. NoooNo, he didnt want to make himself look bad in your eyes, so you would feel guilt and be sorry, please dont do that...He just honestly wants you to be happy, because it means so much to him. He wants you to know that it is so important to him, you are important to him. If you think that it sounds strange and crazy and you cant understand this type of art, I wouldnt suggest you to read it further... You see he was lost, just like those words here. Can you feel how strange they sound? Those words are confusing and they scaring, you think that they dont make sense, but he knows they make, just like you make sense by living here in this world...Wind blows, I know you think "what a fuck is that?" Wind makes him happy, because he can tell him his secrets and wishes. He can send a message to you, he can say I l o v e y o u..he knows he can trust wind, wind will never betrade him. Did you ever think of tha... More About: Thing
He feels in enormous way...
2007-01-30 01:26:00 Something touches his heart; he can't understand what it is and how he could describe it. It something what doesn't really hurt much, but its like would be a some kind of sharp thing, which would go down to his heart so slow and make it ill. I really enjoy life, we live just once and we are the greatest creatures in this world, everything is in our hands, we are unlimited...He feels like he would be in some way ill, his body, his mind...it feels like he just came back from the war. You know what I mean? It?s like everything just a past, he feels so calm, but in the same way his past hurts him. It?s like when you would remember somebody who died and left you..He is standing, looking around and can't choose in which way to go now. Do you think he is lonely? I know it?s very hard to understand everything what he is trying to say, because you probably never heard anything like that...It sounds like when you are sleeping and dreaming something bad..you feel you are thirsty, but you ju... More About: Feel , Eels
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2007-01-29 03:08:00 "His world surounded by Illusion""Dark night and those thoughts about you""His heart, which is burning how much he wants to be with you""A cold water, which is like a pain which he feels""He is falling down and down""It's you his sun, which he is trying to reach, but he can't" |



