Brain Clouds Brain Clouds Hi, I’m Kelly. I’m an almost thirty something single lesbian living back home with my parents in Michigan. I smoke, I’m overweight, and I hate vegetables. I never finished college, don’t own much of anything, and can’t save money for shit. Articles
Treading Water
2008-04-14 21:19:00 I’m a woman who has always wanted to be saved It’s the little girl in me The small piece of innocence that pretends to twinkle in my eye Selfishness To think the she could save me The truth so clean and pure in front of us both That I am here for only her A lost mind attempting to tread water Tired Sick of ... More About: Water
It?s good to dream?
2008-04-14 21:04:00 It’s better to be crazy… One thousandth of a percent of the population believes that they can fly. 3.7 percent of the population believe that they possess some kind of psychic power. More About: Dream , Good
11043 days alive and counting
2008-04-08 17:56:00 To my amazement I keep on waking up alive. This realization may sound odd to some, but not to someone who falls asleep every night positive that she will not wake to see another morning. To that person, it’s just another day. Tis the Brain Clouds. Tis the death that surrounds me. Tis my genetic disposition ... More About: Life Lessons , Days , Alive , Counting
My Own Personal Grey Gardens
2008-03-31 18:43:00 I have always been of the opinion that those deemed crazy know a bit more about the secrets of life than those that take pride in their normalcy. We can all fall in love, buy a home, have kids, and retire to Naples. It’s the people who spend their lives in institutions that have always ... More About: Personal , Movies , Music , Grey , Gardens
Thank You
2008-03-17 17:49:00 It was interesting to see your true colors, even if it was odd to read words from you that I never thought would be said. You have always towered over me, represented the dark in me. Even when we first met we could see each other in the others eyes. You yearned for my kindness ... More About: Love , My Life
Death Wants More Death by Charles Bukowski
2008-03-10 19:53:00 death wants more death, and its webs are full: I remember my father’s garage, how child-like I would brush the corpses of flies from the windows they thought were escape- their sticky, ugly, vibrant bodies shouting like dumb crazy dogs against the glass only to spin and flit in that second larger than hell or heaven onto the edge of the ledge, and then ... More About: Death , Life Lessons , Charles , Bukowski , Charles Bukowski
Protected: What?s the Point
2008-03-06 00:04:00 There is no excerpt because this is a protected post. More About: Love , Point
The research begins today
2008-03-05 23:21:00 I’m terrified of death. I’m terrified of all the things that are associated with death. Car accidents, cancer, hospitals, just to name a few of the thousands. There are many therapists out there that will tell you that to conquer your fear you need to face it, submerge yourself in it. I have attended 7 funerals ... More About: Research , Today
Beautiful Brunette brings back thoughts of a blonde from my past
2008-02-13 17:06:00 So today I will bring to you my new favorite hottie. Her name is Michelle Lombardo and she is in the new series Quarterlife. The show premiers on NBC on February 26th. I found out about the show through Myspace, started watching the online episodes, and she won me over from there. Quarterlife is a show ... More About: Movies , Music , Thoughts , Beautiful , Back
Climbing a rope in gym class
2008-02-09 00:34:00 So I’m currently walking around with a stent inside of me. It’s really weird, I gotta tell ya. It is better than walking around with a giant kidney stone however. And apparently it makes the passing of the fragments of stone that they blew up inside of me pass out my who who all the ... More About: Class , Climbing , Rope
My Circle
2008-02-05 00:41:00 So I’ve decided I’m bat shit crazy. I hate when people read their poetry out loud. Poets are selfish fucks. I know this because I am one. The poem should be for the reader. They should find their voice in the words. So quit with your half breaths, your ridiculous hand gestures, and your moans. ... More About: Circle
Hosipitals FREAK the shit out of me
2008-02-02 20:10:00 So there we were, it was 6:00 am, we beat the winter storm, and we were in a giant waiting room. A family had sectioned off a corner for themselves. One was sleeping on a couch, and two others on a chair. It was hard for me to imagine what they were going through. What ... More About: Shit , Freak
I Miss Him
2008-02-01 02:14:00 For the first time since his death I found myself truly missing my father. I was making dinner for my Mom today, something he did every day, when it happened. I was leaning on the kitchen counter, something he always did, and he came in to my mind. People always said my Dad and I ... More About: Miss
Written for J: Apr 13, 2006
2008-01-30 16:07:00 She is beautiful. Like shards of glass in the sand. The rays from the sunrise bask in her colors. With a complexity enriched by pain she continues to allude me. What was once will never be again. It’s easier for me. Less pressure to become who she sees in me. But the truth is that ... More About: Written
No Longer Being Accepted
2008-01-23 02:42:00 My heart strangled my tongue How could she do this How could she become a stranger to me And do it so damn well I screamed on the inside Through and out every single pore on my body Fuck you I thought I will show you that you didn’t mean a fucking thing I’ll never forgive her I’ll forever remember her I will live past ...
What could make things better?
2008-01-21 22:19:00 Finding out I have a 9 millimeter kidney stone, getting a stint shoved up my lady town, and hoping I’m not too fat for the table so they can blow it up and get this fucker OUT OF ME!!! More About: Make , Things
WTF
2008-01-18 16:48:00 I almost want to purchase this to hang from my kitchen ceiling. Shits and giggles all the way around!
I?ve never been good with affection
2008-01-16 18:21:00 A few moments ago I found myself sifting through TMZ.com. I wanted to throw up. I wanted to renounce my American citizenship. Instead I promised myself that I would read two Huffington Post articles to every one TMZ.com snip-it my eyes laid upon. Once again I lost the fight. Just like I have with smoking, ... More About: Good , Affection
TLL?s 2007 Lesbian blog of the year award
2008-01-15 16:09:00 It?s that time of year again. TLL is hosting the 2007 Lesbian blog of the year award. We are please to begin accepting nomination for this award until February 15th. At which time we will tally the nominations and vote on the top five nominated lesbian blogs. Before you submit your nomination please view the ... More About: Blog , Award , Year
Smooth through you
2008-01-10 21:25:00 You left and I found the monster within me My pieces broken in smooth curves instead of jagged edges There was reason I was doomed to see how well they would fit Punished should I touch even one of them You took with you my judgment Assuming I could ever know another human at all It’s in your hands My theories on life, ... More About: Smooth
A new look for The Lesbian Lifestyle (TLL)
2008-01-10 16:18:00 As admin of The Lesbian Lifestyle blog I would just like to let all of you know that the new site is up. I’ve been working on the new site for about a month now. Doing my best to fumble through with the little html knowledge I do have. I was going for a clean ...
Today I turn 30
2008-01-08 20:21:00 Wow, so today’s my 30th birthday. One of those milestone one’s at that. I can’t tell you how much I wish I had something poinent to say. It would be wonderful to stand in front of you all stoic and self aware, but that would be a giant lie. The truth is that I’m no ... More About: Today , Life Lessons , Turn
Dear Dad,
2007-12-24 02:07:00 I knew in my heart that last Christmas would be the last one we would spend together. I tried my best to burn the memories of that day in my mind. I wanted to be able to come back to them. I wanted to be able to hold on to them since I forget so ...
When I?m eighty I?ll finally realize how much of my life I lost to you.
2007-12-20 20:32:00 I was thinking of you the other day. Just like I do every day, but this time seems to have stapled itself to my memory. The staple has proved to be far more stable than the A-typical Post It note that many of my thoughts tend to be lost on. I was contemplating about how much ... More About: Lost , Life , My Life , Finally
i Give
2007-12-14 20:31:00 I will lose all of you to me I will lose you individually becuase my focus is only on me My death My lack of life My whisdom that has come far to soon to be peaceful I was told there were things to change Things that must change for a second chance It’s just that I was too consumed to make ... More About: Give
Gun locks available in effort to curb firearms-realated injuries
2007-11-30 16:38:00 BY JOE ROSSITER In an effort to keep Detroit children safer, 1,500 gun locks will be provided free of charge to low income families today from 2 to 6 p.m. at Historic Little Rock Baptist Church, 9000 Woodward Avenue in Detroit. So you can’t afford to feed your family, but you can afford a fucking gun. More About: Injuries , Firearms
Desiderata
2007-11-26 17:38:00 Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare ...
Step away from the phone asshole
2007-11-21 17:18:00 Dear gentleman with the funny voice who has an office on my floor, You sound like your balls are undesended. All of us can’t stand that you leave your office door open when you are on conference calls. Conference calls on speaker phone no less. It is bad enough that you have to shred shit in ... More About: Phone , Step , Asshole
Every day I love the internet a little more
More articles from this author:2007-11-19 19:30:00 Please visit this link to find out why. (SFW) More About: Internet , Love , The Internet 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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