Brain Clouds Brain Clouds Hi, I’m Kelly. I’m an almost thirty something single lesbian living back home with my parents in Michigan. I smoke, I’m overweight, and I hate vegetables. I never finished college, don’t own much of anything, and can’t save money for shit. 
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Dying Again
2009-01-29 19:15:00 Yesterday marked the 2 year anniversary of my Father’s death. It was also the night I chose to tell my Mom about my current symptoms. These include lower back pain, a lump in my lower left back, muscle twitches before sleep, and I swear to God I am losing my hair. So here we are ... More About: Dying
A Day Just like All the Others
2008-12-26 23:10:00 Ah, how I would love to share the thoughts in my head. The problem is that I don’t need anyone to call the police and or a mental institution on my ass. Instead I will share how elated I am to have gotten a ton of new toys for my SLR camera. I officially have ...
Christmas Spirit
2008-12-25 17:36:00 Never being a fan of Christmas I’ve always ridiculed the holiday. Damning the man for the gift buying obligations and the hustle and bustle of running around before and on the holidays. Then came my little niece. She reminded me that Christmas, my hearts version at least, is for children. Watching her open gifts yesterday ... More About: Life Lessons , Spirit
Kids don?t do drugs!
2008-12-16 21:37:00 The Marijuana Logues on the Bill Maher Show - watch more funny videos Posted in Discussions with Myself ; More About: Kids , Drugs
Wonder
2008-12-12 00:41:00 As hard as it is to think about you I can’t help but wonder Who I’d be with you still by my side I wonder how many stars I would have in my pockets How many dreams would now be memories How much of my heart would still be mine I live with the failure Attempting to surpress the pain The dark rooms ...
I Love Freakishly Unnatural Shit
2008-12-06 05:31:00 Posted in Discussions with Myself ; More About: Love , Shit
My Current Play list
2008-11-20 23:09:00 Green Light: (Feat. Andre 3000) John Legend Sweetest Girl: Wyclef Jean feat. Akon & Lil’ Wayne Right Now (Na Na Na): Akon Live Your Life: T.I. ft Rihanna Paper Plains: M.I.A. Let it Rock: Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil’ Wayne Helpless: buckcherry Crazy Bitch: Buckcherry Love Lockdown: Kanye West If I Were A Boy: Beyonce This Time: John Legend Mr.Lonely: Akon Dangerous: Akon ft. Kardinal Offishall Hate That I Love You: Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo Take A Bow: Rihanna Disturbia: Rihanna Asholes from the Detroit 3 fly ... More About: Play , My Life , Current , List
I was Never Good at Math
2008-11-18 16:29:00 Someone died again. I don’t feel anything anymore when it happens. 8 deaths in 22 months equals a death every 2.75 months. And I’m not talking about acquaintances. I am talking about my Father, both Grandmothers, an Uncle, an Aunt, two cousins, and a woman I once loved. My brother called me yesterday. “Do you think ... More About: Math , Good
Med-a-Sin
2008-11-13 02:35:00 I wish I had the hands The hands that could heal all that is broken inside of you From a distance I can only watch Watch as you lose your soul and fade away How many times can we bow down Bow down to constraint Before we begin to forget who we are What makes our heart beat And how our dreams used to ...
Never
2008-11-11 22:20:00 I thought Less Of you today For the first time I thanked My terrible memory Hoping that tomorrow Brings nothing Of You It repairs my heart It heals my Illness The replacement Of you Has gone well She is enough Just enough To drain my mind of you And yet only a replacement As they will all be Until the end finds me She In all her forms Will never be you Posted in The Written Word ...
In and out in 10 Minutes
2008-11-04 22:43:00 Have you? Posted in Discussions with Myself ; More About: Minutes
Nana
2008-11-04 00:02:00 Growing up there was one person that I looked up to. One person that always made me smile and who I knew loved me no matter what I looked like, who I loved, or who I would grow up to be. That person was my Grandma, but Grandma sounds odd to me. To me, she ... More About: My Life , Nana
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2008-10-31 03:07:00 There are delicate truths to her lies Hidden secrets wrapped in her flesh Dancing behind her eyes Lingering in the space just in front of her lips I could watch her for hours Never seeing the same thing twice If I could see her See her the way I need to The way she’s ached for anyone to Her tears look like the ocean to ...
Dear Dad
2008-10-29 00:08:00 Your Mother will soon be with you in Heaven. Posted in After his death, My Father ;
The Truth in Love
2008-10-26 23:51:00 I had always imagined she would be innocent I would fall for the girl with the tear drop eyes The one with the pretty smile And the soft eyes She would love me with all of her heart Hold me even when I didn’t want to be held She would be beautiful She would be kind She would be the love of my ... More About: Truth , Love , The Truth
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2008-10-24 18:09:00 i do love her the unpredictability of her the way she always comes back to me to discuss life love and all those things that we call ours in our own universe in the darkness of our room words we can only speak to each other it’s our secret and i love our secret between her and i there are no expectations she loves my flaws i find ...
www.8against8.com
2008-10-20 15:06:00 Every one deserves the right to love. Everyone deserves the right to marry. I don’t want your religious approval, just your agreement that I should have the same rights to marry as a straight couple. Due to my strong opinions on the matter and my involvement with The Lesbian Lifestyle I am happy to be ...
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2008-10-17 22:42:00 Thank you for calling For defying gravity In your bleak reality For assuring me that you’re sorry For crying in my ear For giving me your secrets And for allowing me to scream I can’t pretend to know how to thank you I can’t defend the way I feel To show love To accept love For the moment Is impossible for me But I promise it’s just for ...
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2008-10-17 01:25:00 you didn’t have to tell me I could hear it in your voice without sight I could see how stuck you are so caught up in a world that you can no longer see beyond I need you to know there’s life beyond your circumstances I need you to know that following your heart is the only way you’ll find happiness especially ...
Run
2008-10-14 04:34:00 I’ve never run so fast From her from this life from these memories Because I need something drastic I need something that will flip a switch Turn a lever And erase my current chalkboard I’m running away from what I can’t let go of Running even further from something I’m too afraid to start Too blinded to begin Because it isn’t fair to half ...
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2008-10-02 02:38:00 She’s beautiful and I’m allowed to tell her Allowed to speak to her Allowed to Well Simply allowed Which for me is something different Something interesting It’s not the chase But it is the mission To love again To define love To learn something healthy Something not so pathetic Posted in Discussions with Myself ;
Too Soon
2008-09-26 01:38:00 You didn’t have to tell me you loved me Not like you did Not with my life in the balance Because now I have to ask myself if I love you Ask myself if I can find meaning in someone else Someone unfamiliar Someone that I can’t help but think is too good for me Someone that presses buttons that I didn’t ...
My Symphony
2008-08-22 04:58:00 there’s no truth to me only memorized symphonies colored with untuned violins and broken cellos the audience listens ears taunt with anticipation they clap when my performance is done i can’t help but admire their admiration their tears of blood so beautiful with a smile proving that happiness is such a marvelous dysfunction i could play them the tape when it’s over show them that ... More About: Symphony
No Words = Happiness
2008-07-28 17:28:00 I can never write when I’m happy. My creativity has always come from pain, heartache, and loss. It’s almost like those deep and dark emotions cook up the sentences inside of me and if I don’t get them out in some form or fashion I will burn from the inside out. I haven’t written in a ... More About: Words , Happiness
This Vision of Us
2008-06-03 18:05:00 I thought my heart had felt the last of you Referencing the past I had long ago decided to let go of you But there is a vision that ceases to escape me A dream that I wish to have every night An answer to all that I ever wished could be It is with a delicate mixture of hope ... More About: Vision
If you were still here
2008-05-30 04:50:00 I’d like to tell you things are good. I’d love to tell you that I’ve changed and all my insane nuances have disappeared into the night sky. It’s just that you wouldn’t believe me. Better stated, it’s just that you would know that I wasn’t telling the truth. Things are just as they’ve always been, ...
Dear Dad,
2008-05-20 20:54:00 I finally talked Mom into putting the dogs down. Grant and James took them to the humane society yesterday and had it done. Khayman was starting to lose a lot of weight, and Coco was ready too according to the vet. Mom cried, and I found an odd sort of new found comfort in making the hard ...
Attention Lesbians
2008-04-23 19:55:00 This is Kelly here, telling you that you really need to get on the Gossip Girl Band Wagon. If only to be mezmorized by the amazing Blake Livley. Have you ever had one of those cruses where you know if the woman was in the same room as you that you would turn entirely stupid? ... More About: Movies , Music , Lesbians , Attention
Treading Water
2008-04-14 21:19:00 I’m a woman who has always wanted to be saved It’s the little girl in me The small piece of innocence that pretends to twinkle in my eye Selfishness To think the she could save me The truth so clean and pure in front of us both That I am here for only her A lost mind attempting to tread water Tired Sick of ... More About: Water
It?s good to dream?
More articles from this author:2008-04-14 21:04:00 It’s better to be crazy… One thousandth of a percent of the population believes that they can fly. 3.7 percent of the population believe that they possess some kind of psychic power. More About: Dream , Good 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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