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For Leon Elias
2007-03-26 17:44:00
May you rest in peace.
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Tough Times
2007-03-25 15:03:00
I feel like I've let you down.What hurts the most is... Is that I can't do anything.All I can do is pray for you.That our Lord our God will be there with you through the storm.
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Taking A Break
2007-03-12 15:27:00
I'm getting my life sorted out. I need to look for a new job. I need to make decisions on certain things. I have to re-arrange my priorities. I want to spend time with a friend who's leaving for Australia soon (like this Friday!). I feel like going back to Labuan.Don't worry though, I'll be back soon. I still have the new URL to move to (unless my host decides she's tired of waiting). And besides, it's rude to keep her waiting too long. x_x
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DVD Mania
2007-02-25 15:22:00
I think I haven't mentioned this yet, but I actually have a DVD player now. Yay! It did take some sacrifices though... x.x But it was oh so worth it! I officially acquired it at the end of last month. I've been having fun viewing back some movies from my old collection. And of course, I've started adding new additions. ^.^ Can you believe it, I've just managed to see Failure To Launch today? Retail price for the Nokia 7360 is currently at RM688. Oh boy. I need a new job!
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New Template
2006-12-02 15:34:05
I felt like it needed a change. After a while, the gray colours were starting to make things look awfully drab. This wasn't the layout that I originally wanted to use (the other had image problems), but it'll do for now. Consider it a temporary solution till I find something better. Anyway, I think the blog title is rather befitting for my life right now.Oh yeah, I can't hardly wait for the assault of these totally adorable penguins! Coming out this month! Gloria voiced by Brittany MurphyRamon voiced by Robin WilliamsLovelace voiced also by Robin WilliamsMumble voiced by Elijah Wood
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Movie Day
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Watched two movies today. The last time I did so, was when Eric was here. Now, on to my usual short reviews...Alex Rider: Operation StormbreakerWith who? Me, Lionel, Sara & AbelIn a gist: Good... Only for the first 15 minutes! Then it got boring. The only saving grace was... Hmmm, no one, really. But I did like Alex Pettyfer's voice. And he's cute, y'all! But don't expect him to return for the sequel, though. Overall review, don't even think of watching this. Just read the book!World Trade CenterWith who? Me, Lionel, Sara, Abel, Abraham and HannahIn a gist: Absolutely refreshing after Stormbreaker. It's quite a nice movie, despite being a bit slow moving. If it was completely accurate with actual events, then it would be great to believe that God sent that ex-Marine guy to save the two of them. If I ever get the chance to meet the men (and I'm not talking about the actors who played them!), I'd ask them about it. Watch it if you'd like to get a view of the sufferings and th...
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The Prestige
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Genesis is back in Sabah. It was meant to be a surprise, but someone accidentally let the cat out of the bag to a few people. *Hehe*Today quite a number of us gathered after church at Rex's place to watch this year's DVD recording of Zion's Search For A Star. But before that, we had a funny and interesting trip around Karamunsing helping Hannah to look for a present for Keith. Did she find anything? No, but we found a number of funny t-shirts. Too bad no one had a camera. x_xAnyway, imagine Rex's living room, packed with fourteen people! (Me, Lionel, Sara, Hannah, Genesis, Keith, Rosalind, Ian, Abel, Abraham, Amoz, Imelda, Rex & his sister Janice) The DVD was considerably short if compared to the previous years. But there were some pretty memorable acts, and I did feel inspired after watching it. It made me ever the more determined to see this dream of mine fulfilled. What am I talking about? I'm not saying. *Hehe*Most of use pretty much went our own ways after the DVD. Most of...
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Hits & Misses
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Signed up for the Impact Generation camp today. For our church so far, it's only me and Joy who's going. (To Alex & Ian, make up yer mind, quick!! ^.^) I was supposed to get it done yesterday, but I woke up late!! The same thing happened today, but I HAVE to do it, cause if I don't, Joy would kill me if we missed the early bird fee. x_xFor those who want to go, I have five empty forms with me. Bear in mind though, you've missed the early bird fee, and now you've got to pay RM100. You can still think it over- the sign up date ends on the week before the camp. How do I know? I asked. They need the one week's grace cause they'll need to prepare. Anyway, do let me know. I don't bite. *Hehe*Now this is interesting: on November 10th & 11th, 7.30pm, Glory Christian Church (GCC) will be hosting night concerts featuring Bob & Kathy Fitts. There's also be a worship seminar on the 11th, from 3pm to 5pm. Although the night concerts are free, the admission for the seminar is RM10. The t...
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I Can't Believe This!!
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Get ready for a nite of poweful Praise & Worship with Hillsong United!!!Hillsong United is coming to Malaysia!!! :) It will be on for ONE night on 24 November 2006 with Ps Phil Dooley at SIB KL!!Canaanland Members, be the first to pick up your tickets to the UNITED Concert! Purchase your ticket at any Canaanland outlet or SIBKL from this weekend onwards. Ticket full price at RM20. Purchase any Hillsong CD and buy your ticket to the UNITED Concert at RM10 only! Don't miss out this great opportunity! TICKETS ARE FAST SELLING!! Limited seats (first come, first serve).LATEST UPDATE NOTICE: Ps. Phil Dooley is unable to make it due to unforeseen circumstances. However, Ps. Chrishan Jeyaratnam (Hillsong Powerhouse Pastor) will replace him for this great event.
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Another Shoutout
2006-12-02 15:34:05
I know, I know, the picture seems to be too "girly" for you. But I think that the message there is quite suitable. ^-^ In any case, it's the thought that counts, right? So I'll just skip the prelimenaries and get to the point...Happy birthday to my dear brother Lionel! Luv ya loads!
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Exhilarated
2006-12-02 15:34:05
After much deliberation between me & Rex, we finally decided to have the dinner at good old Pizza Hut instead of Little Italy. We had a good reason, which shall be revealed soon, so bear with me here. =^^=Dinner was a merry thing, with Lionel getting birthday gifts in the form of a t-shirt from Abraham & Amoz, and (get this!) a fluffy pig from Hannah & Sara! (Does that make you jealous, Roy? *Hehe*) The others who were there was Alex, Rex, & Imelda. Between all of us, we consumed one pasta, twelve breadsticks, one salad, ten mushroom soups, two spicy thai tuna rolls, two jugs of soft drinks, & four pizza's!And after the dinner we...Hit the go-kart tracks! Whoo hoo! There were many first timers among us, which was evident once they got behind the wheel and by their reactions when they got onto the track. The others told me that Hannah was screaming & throwing her hands into the air. I didn't notice, cause I was busy driving my cart. ^.^Too bad Uncle Jeremiah didn't come earlier. *...
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Wishing Differently
2006-12-02 15:34:05
It still hurts at times. Sometimes I find myself hoping to find that things aren't the way they are right now, that it was all just something I imagined. I wish things were back to the way they were before. But things change, people change, and I have to face the fact that they always will, so I have to get over it. That's life. But I still wish things could be different, ya know? Thus hence...God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. Amen.
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Tired
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Felt like throwing up (or in other words, nausea) the moment I woke up this morning. I decided to try and sleep it off. Luckily, I felt better around 9.30am or so. Honestly, my lack of sleep this week has lowered my immune system and made even more horrible to be around with. I'm irritated easily and not much up for social situations.Anyway, today Rosalind taught me the ropes on making the youth bulletin. I'm still shocked that I was the one she approached, out of everyone else, to help her with it. That said, I did ask her about it and she told me I'm not the first person she asked. *Haha*My schedule's gonna be pretty packed now, now that I have obligations which I simply must attend to. There goes my carefree days. I'm still having trouble adjusting. ::Sigh:: In any case, it makes me look forward more to the time when I'll be going to Penang & KL in January next year. Woo hoo! Can't hardly wait! ^.^
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Ganbatte
2006-12-02 15:34:05
All the best to all the SPM-ers this year.To Alex, Sharon, Sara, Angeline, & Amelia...(please forgive me if I've forgotten anyone else)Knock all of 'em for straight!You're in my prayers. ^.^Get it over and done with, and be ready for the next chapter in your life... College!!! Yee haw! =^^=

Crappy Feet
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Chock this up as another failed movie attempt. The cinema that they were showing Happy Feet had busted speakers, so there wouldn't be any surround sound, go figure. Which reminds me why I never go to Golden Screen Cinemas anymore. In any case, since I've already seen the movie & couldn't care less, the decision was up to Rosalind, Nelson, & Amoz. Naturally, they decided to take a raincheck.We ended up at Central Plaza, drinking juice & gossiping, talking about our parent's fashion fads in the old days, even on the subject of musical instruments. Unfortunately, the news about my own current undertakings accidentally slipped out. Oh well. I don't mind, but I would have rather prefered to keep it under wraps for just a little while longer. C'est la vie.Despite the nagging feeling of fatigue, the Lifegroup earlier on was an interesting experience. First off, it was by candlelight (yeah, and before you start thinking we were all in a romantic mood, it was because of a blackout). Se...
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LOL
2006-12-02 15:34:05
17 ways to know you like someone. *Haha!* Found it on the Friendster bulletin board. Now, this is something only a few people (or at least, those who know what's been going on, and no, Roy, it's not about you this time ^.^) would understand why I posted it up in the first place. *Hint, hint!* So... here goes!SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile/picture constantly.SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.FIFTEEN: You read their texts or IMs over and over again.FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them.THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever you're/they're around.ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats fast and slower at the same time.TEN: You smile when you hear their voice or hear about them.NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, all you see is him/her.EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them.SEVEN: They're all y...

[Explative]
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Why the funny post title? FYI, I don't really swear. But if I did, I would have by now. The PC that I was previously using is definitely infected with a virus. And my precious mp3 player was plugged into it! Darn it! I couldn't even type in or try to access any site that offers anti-virus downloads, cause the page would magically, automatically, close by itself! How did things end up this way, you ask? Well... The PC I'd normally use was otherwise occupied, so I choose that one randomly... Which, unfortunately for me, wasn't very wise! But I'm thankful because the cyber cafe's emptying out, and I managed to switch to my usual PC of choice. A quick check confirmed my worst suspicions. Bugger. x.xEither way, I'm trying to fix the situation now. And I have found... *Drumroll* A total of two viruses! Which have been swiftly taken care of, I assure you. Oh yeah, I'm actually free tomorrow! Yipee! You can bet that I'm ever so grateful for this rare chance to catch up on lost slee...
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Busy!
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Hi guys, my schedule this week was pretty packed, and I'll be away at the Impact Generation camp next week, from Tuesday to Saturday. I'll update as soon as I have the time.Till then, take care!
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Hair Raising
2006-12-02 15:34:05
Ok, imagine the three of us, namely me, Hannah, & Abraham stuck in a saloon for half a day, so naturally, you'd think we'd (or maybe it's more on those two) would come out with great looking hair that catches the attention of everyone who encounters them? Unfortunately, that wasn't the case.I really wanted to get my hair highlighted. But I didn't see the point in doing so because of the poor state my hair is in. Plus, I'm more keen on having my hair rebonded. But due to the wise advice of friends, I decided to take a raincheck. However... and you'd better believe it, I am oh-so-glad I listened.Being the first to finish, cause all I did was have a hair treatment, I flitted around the saloon, watching as they attended to Hannah & Abraham. Hannah took around two hours. The end result? Only a few measly strips of colour which can't really be seen and her purse (or shall I say Abraham's wallet) became RM45 lighter. I regret not arguing for her about the lousy job that they did. ...
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Cursed
2006-06-15 17:28:00
I'm cursed with loving you babyIt hurts cause you'll never know itI was put here to hopelessly love youAnd you ain't thinkin' of me that's the torture I go throughIt's been a long long time nowAnd I'm still trying to get you outOf my head, of my heart, of my whole damn soulThis love is still lingering it's getting oldBut it ain't dying it's not even tryingAnd I can't fight itI just bury it at the bottom hoping you might findYou are my love, you were my firstAnd now this love is just a curseOh, yeahI don't know why I even calledThinking our time has come againCause the first time wasn't rightNo we were too youngI was too serious, you wanted to have funAnd now I look at us and seeHow good it could beIf we could only get pass the pastAnd see that the love we had was rare if we're trying to love. I'll be always loving youI'll be always loving youNo matter what or whereI'll always care
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 Sorry for the abrupt end to my last entry... The ...
2004-07-19 07:32:00
 Sorry for the abrupt end to my last entry... The guys decided to leave early, and I was sort of caught unawares. The weekend's over... ::Sigh:: How boring...   However... *Haha* I am looking forward pretty much to tonight... Yup, our so-called, 'ladies' only outing. I must confess, it's been quite awhile since I've been hanging out with a 'only girls' group. Most of the time these days, it's like me, Lionel, Bang Tai, Russell, and whoever of the guys who happen to be around or free that day. And, oh yeah, Rosie, but then she's usually busy talking to Lionel or trying to pry him away from the computer.   There have been times also where it's only been me & Rosie hanging out, but then, that's just the two of us. So... Yeah, I'm really looking forward to tonight. We might go to Tanjung Aru or the 'Eat Fresh' place, which is very nice to just relax, chit chat & ... eat ice cream! Yay! I'm already there!!    Actually, yesterday night, the ...
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Got a few precious minutes online to spare here. ...
2004-07-13 05:48:00
Got a few precious minutes online to spare here. Been doing oh so much thinking for this past week, my head's spinning. I have so much on my mind, and what's so depressing is, I keep trying to find the answers but still end up nowhere. Keep ending up where I was in the beginning, actually. Can't seem to come to any conclusion, solution, or just some sort of way to resolve it.There's 3 pressing matters that I have make decisions on right now. But... Argh, I just can't seem to come up with any answers. I have been praying to God, but so far, he hasn't given any signs... Unless I've missed them. Which would be bad.Well... In any case, I'm so grateful & thankful for the friends I have with me... That I've been able to share with them & get advice... You know who you are, yo! Azmie's actually one person I miss talking to, usually he'd be the first I'd go to. Sadly, he's in Labuan, and so can't help much. But thanks so much for trying man!He actually asked me if I'd complet...
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Holy hell! I've really been busy lately, and my ...
2004-07-02 16:31:00
Holy hell! I've really been busy lately, and my absence from the world of the internet is also partially because of the guys, who got off fragging... Until to tonight. They couldn't resist the call of Warcraft... *Hehe*I got a job offer from Nestle today... Yeah, THAT Nestle... And since I haven't started my practical yet... Yup, sad to say, I still can't make up my mind... Back to Nestle, the offer is quite good, (so's the pay) *Haha* Basically what we're required to do is complete a census. The job length is probably for two to three months, or maybe more, depending on how fast & well we do the job. Wish me luck.Don't know when again I'll be able to blog, most likely not as frequently as before? I don't know, I really hope not. I miss blogging! So much has been going on after the camp.(Man, I haven't even finished talking about it yet even)... Right now, mostly it's about me experiencing trouble with my love life. (Don't know if I can say I even have one)... Yeah, yeah...
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WEB Camp
2004-06-06 14:50:00
Today's not bad, most people were busy settling in, getting to know each other, and the younger ones were enjoying the freedom of not having their parents around. # Day 1 @Camp Got up early... Got a bit rattled when I woke Lionel up, he went like 'ok', then closed his room door and most likely went back to sleep again. And I thought we were going earlier to enjoy the peace before the hoards riding the bus arrive? Anyway, as a result of my getting up early & nagging for them to get up & cracking, I was teased the whole day, about being 'excited' for the whole thing... *Hehe*... In a way, I guess it's true...The drive over didn't take longer than I thought it would be. It was like, maybe an hour or so. What's my first impression of the place? Okay-lah... The place seems to be popular with the locals more than anything, although the occasional group of tourists do drop by for a while sometimes. Affordable prices, I think. Probably the resort's only two stars. One thing though,...
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There. I'm finally calm after ranting about the st...
2004-06-01 15:56:00
There. I'm finally calm after ranting about the stuff usually channel owners on Irc always encounter.I'm actually surprised that I managed even to come online today, we've already been out the whole day, the morning was spent at Rosie's house, packing up stuff for youth camp. The afternoon was spent shopping, then it was around evening when we returned to the apartment for a rest before dinner. I learnt a few things today about the camp... 1# My roommates have changed, I'm not with Rosie anymore, I'm with Sarah, and a couple of younger girls. Take note, the youngest age group at camp will be 12 years.2# As for my group for the games, I'm not with a single person that I'm familiar with, Sarah, Russell & Bang Yong are all on the next group. Bang Tai & Lionel are assisting the leaders with the games, so they're not counted in. :(3# The main joker or troublemaker canceled out on going.I'm not happy with the arrangement for the groups. I'm basically a newbie at their church, a...
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Layout has been changed. Yay! Actually, what happ...
2004-05-30 11:29:00
Layout has been changed. Yay!Actually, what happened was, I was feeling very insecure & miffed just now, and so... Yeah, it conspired that'll I spend the rest of my afternoon, releasing all the stress & tension by working on my site. I was mad because when we went for lunch just now, two of the waitresses over at that establishment made the biggest goof-ups. Mistake 1, she forgot my order, and I was actually the second person to ask for a drink. Not one even asked when all of the rest were being served, or have been served their drinks. Mistake 2, after waiting for awhile, I asked one of the other waitresses and she just stared at me, then ignored my request and went on doing other work instead. Mistake 3, after all of the others had there food already, and most were done eating, the first waitress finally came up to me and said that they don't have what I ordered at the moment. Tell me, who wouldn't be mad? I was positively steaming just now, but since my father knows the boss, ...
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Here it is! The 'revised' lyrics for Shaman King's...
2004-05-30 04:34:00
Here it is! The 'revised' lyrics for Shaman King 's ending theme, "Trust You".Breeze gently passes through my hairUnder the same quiet sunset like yesterday all aloneWhat are you looking at?A distant look in your eyes, staring into the futureMoving towards it without looking backSometimes it's difficultSometimes it's painfulI want to run to you, hold you & tell youBut I won't say anything right nowUntil the day your dreamIs achieved, believing until that day...
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Hey hey, I'm in Labuan now! Heck, I know it's onl...
2004-05-29 12:14:00
Hey hey, I'm in Labuan now!Heck, I know it's only a 3 days, 2 nights trip, but I'm just happy to be back, and be able to grab all the stuff I need for camp. I'm awfully sad that I'll be missing the briefing tonight during the usual youth gathering every Saturday, and I didn't go last week too! Awww... Shucks. I hate this. Basically here I am, in front of my computer, furiously fussing with my hair and wishing that I would be able to be there! Which is, so to say, virtually impossible now. Anyway, I'm the type of person who MUST have everything, I don't like borrowing stuff from people that much. Since it's my first time, I'm not so sure yet of the ropes. From what I've been hearing from the others, it's quite different from the past camps or seminars I've been to. This trip was a very sudden, well... The idea was swimming around in our brains, but mostly it was waiting for conformation from my brother. To cut the story short, me, my bro, Rosie, Bang Tai & Bang Yong are ...
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Wow. Like, how long has it been? My life during th...
2004-05-21 18:13:00
Wow. Like, how long has it been? My life during the weekends have been pretty hectic lately, and my weekdays are way boring as the rest are working. Been amusing myself by playing Diablo. Can't wait till camp is over and done with, then I can get crackin' on my practical. Although, I probably will not want it to end later on if I'm having too much fun. :Sigh: Human nature.My Fridays have been spent on watching movies, and it looks like that's what I'll be doing for now. Loads of new movies are coming! *Hehe* I've seen Troy, Shrek 2 is officially out as of today, Day After Tomorrow will rear it's way next week, then the 3rd Harry Potter installment, & Garfield. So I may or may not come online as usual. Hey, I recommend Troy to those who haven't seen it.I was not impressed by Eric Bana in The Hulk, but he shines in Troy as Prince Hector. I didn't expect that. Brad Pitt was also very good as the so-called immortal being, Archilles. As for Orlando Bloom... he was very convincin...
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Aww jeez!~ I came online after a very satisfying...
2004-05-09 14:21:00
Aww jeez!~ I came online after a very satisfying weekend (though not entirely to my taste, but it could have gone better), to find the css file hosted over at Angelfire not working. And I'm like, what the??? ::Insert swear word::I think I've fixed it, it's now using my Bravenet account, which, I hope dear God, is more reliable. All the text and everything else was pretty screwed up, except the background. For this week, on Tuesday, my mom came back from her pilgrimage to Europe, and on the same day I experienced a very bad case of nausea. I couldn't eat, and I didn't dare to anyway, for anything that I consumed would be... Well... rejected out in a few seconds. It was horrible. My only consolation was, that I still could play Grandia 2. *Hehe* I sorta played it to take my mind of the undesireable feeling. If you're busy wondering, Grandia 2 is now my main attention grabber. Although I know I haven't finished the first Grandia yet even, I just can't seem to stop playing it, a...
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