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Proud to say I've finally fixed up the personal si...
2004-04-30 05:39:00
Proud to say I've finally fixed up the personal site & my other blog. Yay!I just popped down over to the cybercafe nearby my place on an impluse today, and right now, my ears feel blocked, and my nose is still... Well... pretty much the same. I still don't dare to go down town on my own, I'm scared that it might get worse. Today, later anyways, the guys will be popping over for a so-called 'lan party'. That's where they bring on over all their pc's from home, connect them together though a server or is it a hub? They play the usual games usually played at cybercafes. At the moment, I'm crazy about the anime Scyed that I found on my brother's pc. It's a few years old already, with only 26 episodes. I've seen the whole thing, and it's really nice. But the ending is a sort of like, guess what happens? kind of thing. I really wanted to find some sort of conclusion between Ryuhou & Mimori. *Sniffs*Basically, most people have their own interpretations about the love triangle b...
More About: Personal , Dear Diary , Final , Finally , Person

Ooh... I'm sick. Or most likely, the next contende...
2004-04-29 14:30:00
Ooh... I'm sick. Or most likely, the next contender to be sick. I'm already down with flu, & the sore throat that started it all seems to be half-there, half-gone. Don't know where I picked it up from, it just happened on Wednesday night. Speaking of Wednesday night... Azmie called. He didn't really get straight to the point of why he called, and honestly, I'm still a bit miffed over him not replying my sms, although I already know what he's like in Labuan, which is the same as me actually. What I do is leave my phone in my room, while I hang out in the pc room or the living room watching TV. Hence, most phone calls or sms-es are left unattended until... Well, until I go up to my room, that is, if I have the credit to reply back.In Azmie's case, he doesn't even bother to answer his phone, usually his hands will be tied up with his ps2. Apparently, his parents have insisted him to do his practical, and (most likely) work in KK after that. He probably was waiting for me to end...
More About: Dear Diary , Next , Most , Sick , Like

*Yawn* I'm still at the cybercafe, and I'm sleepy...
2004-04-23 18:09:00
*Yawn*I'm still at the cybercafe, and I'm sleepy. The guys, all lined up in a row next to me, are still at it. When I say at it, I mean they're still at Command & Conquer. Most likely the bill we've racked up today will be big. In fact, I won't be surprised if we're charged something around RM15 later. I think later it'll be straight to dream-land for me when we get back. If we do, that is. And Russell actually has to work tomorrow, I wonder if he's forgotten about it. Well, today there's the bowling tournament for the youth from my bro's church. *Hehe* The last time I went, I played. I tied with another girl, and got a free meal voucher for KFC. I also stupidly, managed to drop the ball during the 2nd round and I was trying to throw it. ;p Don't know for sure if we'll be going, though.
More About: Dear Diary , Cyber , Stil , Sleep , Still

Been a long week. ::Sigh:: I really wanted to go...
2004-04-23 14:11:00
Been a long week. ::Sigh:: I really wanted to go online and fix up the site, but I've been feeling awfully tired as of late, I've been sleeping & sleeping. When actually, I should have gone down to the college, I think my re-sit exam results are out, and yeah, I'm dreading it. Terribly.I'm also having trouble motivating myself to start my practical. Guess I'm just scared. Worried. Freaking out. I guess I'm worried if I won't be able to live up to my expectations, more even my family's, even my lecturers from Stamford. Mr. Antinius gave me some pretty good grades for my testimonial, & a very shocking, but good, comment. Even I didn't know I was capable of being that! ;pMs. Mau has been very nice. Supportive even. She actually told me to stop dwadling, stop going around analysing, and just go for it. Cause, you really don't know till you try.... There's a big difference in talking about it than actually DOING it. I got the message, especially since Dad told me in so many wa...
More About: Dear Diary , Week , Real , Want , Long

I am so sorry, I know I promised a lot of things w...
2004-04-15 17:10:00
I am so sorry, I know I promised a lot of things when I'm in Labuan, but I'm having a lot of problems with Geocities & Blogger. The first layout I planned for this blog didn't work, since it's in iframes, and yeah, I don't have any time to configure it as it is. I just gave up & choose another, it's not like I'm not spoilt for choice here, alright? But it is a pity. I've already wasted precious time on that first layout.So, I've ended up with this, I hope you like it. It's the only one that's fully loaded. The other two sites? I'm having problems with the main image. I can't get it uploaded, no matter where I try! I got sooo terribly frustrated just now to the point where I really wanted to pull out my hair! Yup, that bad. It wasn't the images only that were giving me problems, so you can imagine. If you head over to my blog extension & my personal site, don't expect it to be... uhh.. pretty? Failed unloaded images can be very ugly.I'm pressed for time here, I'm goi...
More About: Dear Diary , Know , Things , Promise , Thing

Eagerly awaiting Garfield : The Movie, but somehow...
2004-04-02 16:21:00
Eagerly awaiting Garfield : The Movie , but somehow.... I dunno, I seem to have a bad feeling about it. Loads of new movies are already out, or are on the way. Spiderman 2 will be out in June. I still haven't watched Passion Of The Christ directed by the one and only, Mel Gibson. Also on my list is Along Came Polly & 50 First Dates. I'm going back to Labuan next weekend, my Mom wants the camera to bring along on her pilgrimage trip. As long as 19 days. Swell. I still haven't used up the film yet. My mistake. I should have taken pictures during Rosie's birthday party & the Pulau Manukan trip. I'll try to completely fullfill my blog promises when I'm in Labuan. The layout for the personal site will be changed, make no mistake about that. As for the blog, I love the layout, but there's no space for the extra large pictures that come with the quizzes, and I think it's not allowed to re-size them. Hence, the failure to load the pictures. I've removed them temporarily. They're a ...
More About: Dear Diary , The Movie , Field

It's April Fool's Day!!!!! *Yipee* However..... No...
2004-04-01 06:00:00
It's April Fool's Day!!!!! *Yipee*Howe ver..... Nobody fooled me lah. Is that a good or bad thing? :| ?
More About: Dear Diary , Ever , S Day

The english translation of the ending song, "Trust...
2004-03-26 17:16:00
The english translation of the ending song, "Trust You". Not very good though. I'll change it to the one from the fansub soon. The wind gentlypasses through my hair[There's no place like you for me]unchanged from yesturday,alone in the quiet sunset,what are you looking at?Far eye sightlooking before youMoving on without turning backSometimes, it's very lonelySometimes, it's very painfulI want to run up, hug, and tell youbut I won't say it nowThe day you capture your dreamI will only believe the that day
More About: Song , English , Soundtrack To Your Life , Ending

Ok, I'm just plain lazy today, I've had a tiring w...
2004-03-26 15:51:00
Ok, I'm just plain lazy today, I've had a tiring week, but nevertheless, I loved it, cause I got to meet up with the old gang. Yup, Azmie, Jason, Vijay & Roger. For the others, I had a brief phone chat with Mimi, she's pretty busy at the moment, working over at Sutera Harbour. I think Jaime changed her phone number, so none of us can really contact her at the moment. Everyone's so into their jobs or practical right now, so it's hard for us to meet like this. I miss all of that. So do they, apparently. ^-^ Jason's working as a F&B captain at the moment, but he said it's boring (?). Now, I was thinking of going to STAR, but Su Yee's doing her training there, she still has three months to go, and she says she can't take it anymore, let's just say the people over there won't be winning any congeniality awards. So... It looks like I have more thinking to do.I've taken my F&B Management & Accounting 1 papers over, but I think there's a high possibility that I'll fail them ag...
More About: Today , Plain , Dear Diary , Ring , Lazy

Oh jeez, another busy day. I woke up to a major th...
2004-03-19 15:07:00
Oh jeez, another busy day. I woke up to a major throbbing pain in the head, a possible come on for migraine, I don't why, I just did. I spent most of the morning trying to sleep it off, and it worked... a bit. For lunch, I went out with Rosie to meet some lady promoting a marketing thing, called OmegaTrend. Well, that lady turned out to be Bernice's mother, an ex-classmate of mine from both primary & high school.I found it boring, and wasted time away by busy estimating the number of pages of the booklet she was using to present the so-called benefits & whatever. For me, Rosie looked obviously sleepy & bored. ^-^ I don't know whether Mrs.Prunella (yes, that is her name) noticed or not. We went to Karamunsing after, Rosie's looking for Paula Cole's album, titled 'This Fire' I think, but ended up buying movies instead. I only know one of Paula's songs, 'I Don't Want To Wait', which is also the main song for Dawson's Creek.I ended up buying 'How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days'...
More About: Dear Diary , Another , Major , Busy

It bothers me that I can't bring myself to study y...
2004-03-18 05:00:00
It bothers me that I can't bring myself to study yet. Feels like I'm setting myself up for another fall. :Gulp:
More About: Study , Dear Diary , Ring , Hers , That

Surprised to hear about one girl's over at my bro'...
2004-03-17 17:00:00
Surprised to hear about one girl's over at my bro's church real age. She's only like, 15 this year? And I said to Jashvir when he asked me what I think, I said around our age or maybe a year or two younger. Well, try 5 years younger. I'm surprised cause she's usually talking to people around my age group & older, I rarely see her with the kids her age.
More About: Hear , Dear Diary , Over , Rise