passing for normalpassing for normali'm a lost soul, like the rest of us. trying to fit in but fighting to stand out. i don't like definitions, never did. i question everything but never find any answers. forever trying though and proud to still standing. Articles
He loves me...he loves me not...
2006-12-03 09:57:01 He loves me...he loves me not... More About: Love
In principio creavit Deus caelum et terram...
2006-12-03 09:57:01 In principio creavit Deus caelum et terram... More About: Terra
I look at the moon again.
2006-12-03 09:57:01 I look at the moon again. More About: Moon , Again , Look , The Moon
The multiple facets of the modern life border an ...
2006-12-03 09:57:01 The multiple facets of the modern life border an existence with multiple identities. More About: Life , Multi , Face , Modern , Order
I think my cat is an alien!!!
2006-12-03 09:57:01 I think my cat is an alien!!! More About: Cat , Alien , Think
I see you. i see the sorrows in your eyes...
2006-12-03 09:57:01 I see you. i see the sorrows in your eyes... More About: Eyes , Your , Sorrow
--- "Geagea was chilling in his denunciations. "We...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 --- "Geagea was chilling in his denunciations. "We will not accept that this government shall be changed for a government of murderers and criminals," he shouted. And since it is Sayed Hassan Nasrallah of the Shia Hizbollah who has been abusing the Siniora cabinet as the government of "the US ambassador" - and since it is the Shia ministers who have withdrawn from this same cabinet - one could conclude, could one not, that Dr Geagea's "murderers and criminals" were Shia.Indeed, dwelling on his bloody wartime sins, most of which were amnestied, one has to reflect why Geagea's lads blew up the congregation of the Church of Our Lady of Deliverance in 1994; the court said that he wanted to persuade Christians that Hizbollah had committed the crime.Funny how these things come back to us. Oddly, Pierre Gemayel's murder has had exactly the same effect on Christians and Sunni Muslims; it has persuaded many of them that the Hizbollah, on Syria's behalf, committed the crime. A distressing... More About: Chilli , Hill , Chill
Another victim of politics
I will just link Bech's...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Another victim of politicsI will just link Bech's comment on this and i urge all the young Lebanese PS students to reconsider their future in light of the campaign of weapons of mass distraction that we?re being subjected to and that incidentally uses politicians as a bait.The lurking civil war might very well have started. A friend of mine who taught 4 year old school kids told me that the kids at school were screaming Aoun vs. Geagea in class.Sometimes i wish Lebanese people were a bit more stupid and a bit less passionate since apparently we will remain divided no matter what, we could at least do it silently and passively. We seem to have adopted starbucks and plastic surgeries but missed out on working hard watching tv like vegetables and passing out with a beer at the end of the day. We need a full dose of conformity and blind loyalty with a side order of laziness, selfishness, indifference and ignorance to stay away from killing each other. I guess we're not fully americani... More About: Politics , Other , Just , Link , Will
Rêveries a park Guell ... (II)
- Qu?est ce qu?e...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Rêveries a park Guell ... (II)- Qu?est ce qu?elle est en train de faire dans le parc ?- Elle pleure.- Toujours ?- Oui- Je n?arrive jamais a voire ses larmes- Elle pleure sans larmes- Pourquoi ?- Personne ne sait- Mais il faisait nuit dans une heure- Elle n?a pas fini- Va-t-elle mourir ?- Un jour, peut-être.- C?est tellement drôle. Cette fille- Non, tu ne connais pas sa vie- Es-t-elle quelque chose de différent ?Juste une femme. Elle est bonne au fond, généreuse, fière, très consciente et pleine de morales et vie, d?émotions et de cavités. Pleine d?histoires et des remissions innumérables a chaque partition. A chaque chapitre de sa vie. Sa vie, tu vois, n?existe que dans ma tête a moi. Son rendement, ça ne me concerne pas. Elle n?est pas une femme qu?on trompe. Moi seul je comprends ça et je n?abandonne jamais.- Ne la regardes pas. Ne voles pas sa solitude. C?est juste a ce moment la qu?elle ...- Il y a tous ces gens- Non, elle est seule.- Tu es drôle aussi- Non, je l?aime- Tu l?as r... More About: Park , Erie
Our story ...
(pic, Heidelberg, last May)
Are ...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Our story ... (pic, Heidelberg, last May)Are we out of songs to singfor each otherHave we exploredthe hidden the subtleand the abstruseDid I read you throughHave you prayed a different prayerDid the years,the turns of events,the turns of characterstell our storyin fullThe most terrifyingThe most stupefying haltsto what forever effortlessly unraveledHave the most chilling fatethat inhabited my beingand haunted my actswithout so much as doubtDoes emptiness now prevail.Like a tender touch on a child?s cheekLike the ample dunesLike the warm skies of JuneMy eyes will follow you throughAnd my heart prays for youDo I live with you for youCan I make it without youIs my soul now akinnedTo yoursDo I have you under my skin?powered by ODEO More About: Story , Last , Stor , Tory , Berg
A Lebanese night ...
Uff shou shta'na!
(Absolut...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 A Lebanese night ... Uff shou shta'na!(Absolut pic taken from zouzou's blog)powered by ODEO More About: Night , Bane
Boo ...
My favorite time of the year is here. Th...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Boo ... My favorite time of the year is here. The only time I get to experiment with new shades of makeup without looking weird and to pull marathons of my favorite horror classics.Have yourself a good old scare.. Go play!powered by ODEO More About: Time , Here , Favorite , Year , Favor
Repeated thoughts ... Still no answers ...
8:00 a...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Repeated thoughts ... Stil l no answers ...8:00 a.m.I feel so happy today I can scream! Is life finally catching up? I love it when things shake off a little and you get a peek into what you will do next and your heart can?t contain the joy of the excitement. Every turn in your carrier presents a new life in a new place. It felt so good to wake up today without any feeling of guilt. The first thing I usually get in the morning is a quick flashback from the day before where I focus on the negative and I sink into panic attack. This morning I only have flashbacks from a wonderful day of laughter hope and champagne.Such a great day!!8:30 a.m.I should stop reading Ha?aretz. It is so depressing. Why are they still launching those air raids on Gaza? Why this excess use of power and how is that fine? What is the purpose of this? To kill all the Hamas men and Hamas women and Hamas babies?- Dan stop it!He keeps putting the moustache and the eye patch on and he scares me looking like that. Yes... More About: Answer , Thoughts , Answers , Thought
Whispers in the woods ...
And a wave of her scen...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Whispers in the woods ... And a wave of her scent Lighting up the dark -- Was it cold that night? Did she slant his destiny away from harm?s way? Was it cold, or was it her shadow in the meadow playing with the light? And a vision of her face Lurking in the corner -- Did he strut in the moonlight down the hills of pine, down the cedar road? Did he wrap his tired shoulders with a garment of oak? Or did his languished limbs pine to the forgotten hills? And a dream of her robe shivering in the wind -- Did the grass lick his finger tips, cold as the stones cold as the grains, swollen like the half-ripe cherries, electrifying like autumn chills? Did her eyes sparkle like laughter in the woods ... Her lips golden like half-open flowers Call his name? And a wave of her scent Lighting up the dark -- And a whisper and a dancing shadow ... And his cold hands, hugging her hair like an amber comb, stroking her cheeks like beats of gentle rain, like the glittering shine on the flickering stream,... More About: Wood , Woods , In the Woods , Wave , Whisper
Sunday blues ...
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Well it's col...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Sunday blues ... powered by ODEOWell it's cold out! More About: Power , Blues , Blue , Sunday
Come on now ...I find myself pacing the room sayin...
2006-12-02 15:55:05 Come on now ...I find myself pacing the room saying out loud.. ok.. ok ok ok now? now what?We all seemed to realize during the July war how much we care. The thing that got to us the most and distressed us the most was some split in views and opinions but it seemed that our united feelings got us through. This is not an exaggerated romantic idea, it?s true. I don?t know what I would have done without my Lebanese friends here. It happened that just before July, we were all too busy to often check on each other. The minute the war started we all gathered up so naturally and with no words or 3atab we just sat down together wiping each other?s tears, throwing a joke here and there, hugging one another and simply crying together. We heard about the wonderful show of unity back home and we felt proud but we all saw signs of disagreement. It seems that we are only left with disagreement at this point and it feels merely exhausting. The two parties are split like a couple going through divo... More About: Self , Find , Myself , Come , Room
Our timesIt is true what I suspected. I get attach...
More articles from this author:2006-12-02 15:55:05 Our timesIt is true what I suspected. I get attached to people because I get nostalgic towards everything that happened in my past and I like the memory that corresponds to and gets evoked with certain faces from the past. I also have this very strong mental association of each person I know with a set of emotions that go with them like a short movie in my head and each movie has its own soundtrack and colors and smells. Seeing you again reminded me of hour long discussions about the Pagan origin of Christian traditions, of screaming at the radio listening to Michael Baisden, of running out of lab at 3 in the afternoon when the boss is not looking to watch Dr. Phil, of politics and life and love and your beautiful Jamaican colors, of your support during my desperation over the war in Iraq and mine during your desperation in love, of fighting me for being an atheist and accusing me of lacking a soul and changing your mind when I prayed with you for the recovery of the king of soul wh... More About: Time , What , Hat , True , Times 1, 2, 3, 4 |
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