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Her.
2008-11-26 11:57:00 Another anniversary goes without you. The small fine details are incomplete without you. They will probably remain so too. The day we use to genuinely celebrate in our family comes and goes now. Silently. With a silent try not to highlight the date …unconscious try. Hating the feeling of seclusion even more these days.Absolutely hate the dumb questions ... More About: Home , Nostalgic
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No Reservation
2008-11-23 21:05:00 Its been quite some time that I actually created a mahaul to watch a movie. Last time it was when I went on classics spree last year: Roman Holiday, To Kill a Mocking Bird, et cetra et cetra. Switched off lights … with clocks arms showing sometime after mid night and everyone sleeping: not to ... More About: Home
Nightmare Begins
2008-11-22 01:08:00 Last night at around 4 am, I suddenly woke up in total panic mode. It was because of the dream I saw. In teh dream I felt that its late evening and tomorrow is the big day. Suddenly I realize (in the dream), I haven’t yet given the jeweler Teeka. And i woke up planning ... More About: Nightmare , Home
Garam Chai ki Piyali Ho?
2008-11-19 07:29:00 AT work I try different combination when it comes to tea (chai) … just black tea. Tea with 2 heaped teaspoons of coffee in it. Medium colored black tea. Strong cup. Light milky tea. Strong 3-4 tea bags tea. Name it and I’ll give you a new combination of tea everyday. Thanks god they are not ... More About: Flashback , Chai
Aye Dreamy Glows, come hither
2008-11-15 10:24:00 Dreaming is an act of pure imagination, attesting in all men a creative power, which if it were available in waking, would make every man a Dante or Shakespeare. ~H.F. Hedge I: Dreams need some pushing too ….Plan on … but don’t go beyond realm of reality. It’s that paradigm which brings unasked expectations and frustration. II: Khair ... More About: Life , Home
Make My Day
2008-11-14 07:06:00 And … Add some BlurBurger cuties in life I feel like blogging I feel like flickring I’ve WORK to do :s More About: Life , Love , Make
My Goat Side Says?
2008-11-13 07:50:00 Good Ol’ Me Me likes the Simply Irresistible part OKAY .. I’m kind of all these traits thing Bad bad me Apparently, grudge and me are opposites. And a colleague/friend of mine used to say (she switched) after talking to you (urs truly yaaani kay MAIN) I feel so positive about life. LOL. I’m a ... More About: Side
Things to Remember ..
2008-11-11 21:19:00 …while Going to a Mehndi Function: 1. Never wear Gharara after ages on a mehndi and that too of not a relative. 2. Never wear anything BLACK these days specially on events like Mehndi. 3. still, I loved wearing wearing Black Gharara Go ballistic AGAIN. ps: yeah I’m feeling more girlish these days =P More About: Things
Kaala Jaura
2008-11-10 21:24:00 Yeah this is becoming most celebrated song in wedding function s these days and MAN … its utter delightful to sing this Oh really. Though you can actually FREAK OUT people as I am for past 1 or two days by referring people to watch/hear (whatever) to this song. Aye rang kadhii nayo paaya tay paa’ ...
Agony ? Oooh Agony
2008-11-09 14:20:00 So blessed are the boys who don’t have to run after designers, tailors and shop salesmen. Give one thing and their creativity would give way to a complete absurdity on the piece of cloth. (pardonez-moi if you are into kaam waalay kapray being a guy too ;.. it puts me OFF wesay .. khair) In one ...
I Remained Silent
2008-11-07 08:00:00 Had a chance to read Martin Niemöller poem few days back. Probably you may have read it before. I hadn’t. When the Nazis came for the communists, I remained silent; I was not a communist. When they locked up the social democrats, I remained silent; I was not a social democrat. When they came for the trade unionists, I did not ... More About: Politics , Silent
The Black Man
2008-11-06 11:01:00 I was reading Lubzyy’s post .. instead of commenting thought to post the comment here Right that it doesn’t make any difference in my or your life. Seemingly. What’s the actual scenario? On larger canvas, the change is big. It shows the tolerance Americans showed towards Black race. Not only that but a black man ... More About: Politics
Jee Karda ?
2008-11-02 22:20:00 Last week was full of hustle bustle. Plannings as usual and few major things done. By the way, if you wear contact lenses … you always have a gharra gharaya bahana when your eyes can go teary without any prior warning This year our company decided to do and have reviews/performance appraisals (meetings) in october’s ...
Kas-Sauti
2008-10-29 06:37:00 I remember as children how much we used to play kasauti. Yeah apart from chirya urri, satt panja and yassuu panjuu har kabootar doli. With typical questions as mard/aurat, zinda/murda. Crying over wrong countings and what not. At times playing with my sibling … during the 90’s load-shedding era … to make things interesting we’d even ...
Focus Needed
2008-10-23 09:43:00 A lot more comes in this package. “Separation Anxiety”. “everything will go fine?” stress! “Program’s Stuck” stuff. “wana’ cry my heart out” tears. “Either I want to BANG your head or mine’s”. “Time pressure”. The “oh-so-needed-focusing”. And yes then that mighty … “I need a break from all this” feeling. “I dont want to do this alone”. “Arguments over petty issues”. “the undying stress”. Now I know ... More About: Personal , Life , Focus
A sea dreamer ?til my dying day
2008-10-22 10:22:00 Same tide that drew me closer Pushed me far away I held the hand that lit the dark night Nothing I could say I was on the outside I was waiting for a sign I set a course for a hidden island That lay beyond the deceiving silence I was on the dark side I was sailing towards the light I made my way through ... More About: Lyrics , Dying , Dreamer
Stop Stress: Start Living
2008-10-20 13:48:00 A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see and asked the students, ‘How much do you think this glass weighs?’ ‘50 gms!’… ‘100 gms!’… ‘125 gms’ … the students answered. ‘I really don’t know unless I weigh it,’ said the professor, ‘but, ... More About: Islam , Living , Start , Stress , Stop
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Dua!~
2008-10-10 13:26:00 Lub pe ati hai dua ban kay tamana meri Zindagi bombon se mehfooz ho khudaya meri Na koi bomb dhamaky sy ura day mujh ko Muft main jamay shahadat na pila day mujh ko Meray Allah larai say bachana mujh ko Aur sikha daykoi bandooq chalana mujh ko Namay Islam ki hurmat ko bacha lay ya Rub Waqt kay sary Firo’onon ko ...
Into The Void..
2008-10-08 13:00:00 Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away Talking to myself all the way to the station Pictures in my head of the final destination all lined up (All the one’s that aren’t allowed to stay) Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches Tried to overcome the ... More About: Personal , Lyrics , Fears
Exhaustion
2008-10-06 18:54:00 When the feeling starts sinking deep inside, all you get is exhaustion … tiredness … and no way out. Emotionally, mentally and physically drained. Its all so foggy that I’m getting tired. I feel alone in my prayers. She is gone since long but every such moment makes me realize … how necessary a mother is throuh every ... More About: Personal , Fears , Exhaustion
Glitz
2008-10-05 13:13:00 Wait for a real silly post .. until then … thought to blog my mehndi and chooriyaan on eid day here BTW the colors are cross-processed and they were shocking pink in reality .. not orangish Too bad .. I managed to apply mehndi just on one hand (and one side :< )… ...
Oh Ballay Ballay: Craziness
2008-09-30 03:43:00 If you are following my blog since .. well .. LoNG … apart from me can only pity you fact.. I think you may have got the idea that I actually go crazy during the eid-approaching days. Somehow the Eid itself is quite boring but the one or two day pre-eid festivities I indulge in ...
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Autumn Waves?
2008-09-24 12:25:00 Bright summer’ ready to bid its farewell. Mighty sun not as harsh as the life itself. (naashukra-pan =P Tauba Tauba) Alhamdolillah to Allah Almighty for his limitless, infinite bounties and blessings. Chill all prepared to seep in. There’s a creepy sadness in the air … few secret smiles. Yet the uncertainty. *takes a moment to think about the secret ... More About: Love , My Own , Flashback , Waves , Autumn
Ya Allah Khair!
2008-09-20 17:37:00 Marriott in Islamabad attacked taking huge sums of innocent lives. The hotel’s almost on fire. My office’s just around the corner and from the images I can see on TV right now; it’s not anything small or casually planned.Supposedly its the biggest explosion in Pakistan’s history. Heavy explosives .. buildings around are even badly affected. Goodness, ... More About: Tragic , Allah
Evil
2008-09-16 07:21:00 Just look at the gear she own … oh my god, oh my god. Please Allah save me from this jealousy and envious-pan. Ya Allah Khair! But still just look at the lenses and camera More About: Evil
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2008-09-12 23:34:00 Yah Qassas Ajeeb o Ghareeb Hain, Yah Muhabbaton kay Naseeb Hain Mujhay Kaisay Khud Say Judaa Karay - Ussay Khuch Batao Kay Kiya Karay! ?? ??? ???? ? ???? ???? ?? ?????? ?? ???? ??? ???? ???? ??? ?? ??? ???? ??? ??? ???? ?? ??? ??? Ahh, the life stories. Made of threads with a weird knit … ... More About: Personal , Funny , Life , Fears
Tragic State of Affairs
More articles from this author:2008-09-11 19:37:00 Not many days back this tragic incident happened. But what happened now is sheer pain inflicted upon us. Now when Pakistan is going through a tragic state of affairs. Many provocative religious conferences uttering hatred ere commemorated against Ahmadis during the eve of 7 September in Pakistan when on the same day in 1974 Ahmadis were ... More About: Islam , Tragic , State , Affairs 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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