It Takes a Village to Raise a ChildIt Takes a Village to Raise a ChildI am a survivor of child abuse. I have dissociative identity disorder. It is also known as multiple personality disorder. This blog is a form of healing to tell the story of our life. We write about our daily life, our inner world as well as the 
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Hmm
2008-03-16 05:02:00 Things aren’t too bad. Health isn’t so good but otherwise nothing is too bad. We are having lots of fun and getting to chat with people online lately, getting to be creative even when we’re too ill to do our usual crafty things so that helps. It’s warming up some and we’ve been able to ...
Sniff the Air
2008-03-04 01:25:00 Have you sniffed the air lately? Depending on where you live, I guess it’ll be different. Hopefully your air doesn’t smell gross. Here, it smells distinctly like spring is coming soon. The air was warm today, it was sooo sunny. Because of our medication and health, we gotta stayout of the sun as much as possible ... More About: Sniff
Pizza bad luck
2008-02-29 21:23:00 I know this sounds silly but has anyone ever heard that its’ bad luck to eat a slice of pizza starting with any of the three points? Assuming the pizza is cut pie shaped and is triangular shaped, vaguely. Every time we eat pointy food, pizza or sandwiches cut in triangles mostly. Not things like pointy ... More About: Pizza , Luck
Hide who I am
2008-02-27 21:54:00 I feel like with all that I do I have to hide who I am. My husband said just stop, be honest, be me. Stop trying to be what I am not. He said to not worry about what others think, that if they cannot handle me as me.. then they aren’t our friends and ... More About: Hide
Nevermind
2008-02-27 00:55:00 Was going to blog about it but decided it doesn’t really matter. More About: Nevermind
Yoga
2008-02-26 22:57:00 Help.. anyone do yoga, at home alone? As far as I know, there aren’t any yoga groups around and even if there was, I think anxiety would win out and I’d just not go anyway. The very idea of someone touching me while I’m stretched and all makes me want to hurl. I have difficulty doing ... More About: Yoga
Today
2008-02-25 08:06:00 Today, we had a cheerful day. We laughed, and had fun,and no stress other than physical pain and right now we’re pretty medicated so life is pretty great actually haha.. kind of medicated is an understatement. We played Second Life most of the day, and had an absolute blast. Spent the day having an online party ... More About: Today
It offends me.
2008-02-24 20:18:00 I don’t know why it does, perhaps I am just too touchy lately but I am incredibly offended that a total stranger (one that has not commented before I do not think) would post a comment and try to insinuate that I am not a Christian, by telling me I should just make a strong ...
Still
2008-02-15 00:55:00 Anxiety tsill bad but amazingly the doctor’s office approved my pills, old doctor never would have and in fact they sent both the mail order pharmacy we use!! the one i did not know they could do that, it is pain pill.. i hope no one steals my order sigh today is valentines and it snowed a ...
Not doing well
2008-02-13 21:09:00 For a few days we needed to call the doctor. We have a prescription that was filled by our old doctor a year ago, set up mail order so it went for a full year. It’s a pillw e MUST have or our organs will suffer and we may end up in so much pain ...
Then we think..
2008-02-05 03:43:00 Why is it so hard to come to terms with the fact that the mom did the things she did? The dad.. see, with him.. we don’t care. Well we do care, but it’s not like.. where we sit around and wish “Wow, if only he liked us.. if only he didn’t hurt us.. “ ...
why not
2008-02-04 02:17:00 why not our mommy like us we got a friend who nice an she older then our mommy but this lady is nice to us she sick so we is worry she get sicker we like her we no like mommy she was bad and not protect us and she hurt us why would she do that it is not ...
bleh
2008-02-03 21:08:00 dunno why bother to blog, feel yucky still yesterday was fun but still felt like cry all day long, it is our favorite holiday groundhog day so we had special dinner and he got a small cake but was too tird so today we’ll eat some! so we wish brotherw ould email, it is still hard to ...
kinda scary wind
2008-02-01 19:44:00 at least it is only dayight at night ooo gon to be scaryscary it is real windy an it makes windows go hisssssssssssssssssssss so she hanged blankets over windows in some roms to keep cold air going hisssssssss inside but this window we has shade open for it is daylite and it is sad when we do not get ... More About: Wind , Scary , Kinda
want to cry
2008-01-31 22:16:00 feel all annoyed and frustrated and don’t know why successfully re-added to chicken soup so that was good and in a bit we’ll load the dishwasher caaause like somehow we manage to dirty up a lot of dishes just adding more chicken to the soup from yesterday. how that happens, is a mystery.. no idea ...
today
2008-01-31 19:19:00 feelingscared felt scared lsat night afraid people will come try to hurt us got to be braver but itis hard More About: Today
Steak n Shake
2008-01-31 06:32:00 Mmmm thanks to Keepers, we think about STeak and Shake all evening! More About: Steak
Real or imagined
2008-01-29 18:01:00 No no.. not what you think actually. Now something that bothers me when I don’t feel great physically is why do I bother to post of forums. Blogging is different, it’s my blogs so I write if I want and don’t much worry if no one reads. It’s nice to know that people do, but it’s ... More About: Real
Oh yeah..
2008-01-29 02:51:00 No snow fell btw! How lame are people!? Pretty lame. Sunday we was out, we went and got a new video game. It was sunny, but cold and windy. People still flipping out over snow. Wait.. before I go insulting total strangers, time to load up national weather’s site. http://www.nws.noaa.gov/ No, no snow in sight. They’re so lame. ... More About: Yeah
Terrible crowds
2008-01-27 00:09:00 Walmarts was awful today, so many people.. 10 to 30 per aisle at some points all with carts all freaking out about snow in the forcast. They act like it’s never snowed before. No one was pushy or rude, amazingly no one smelled bad either but it was just so many and the noise level ...
This sucks
2008-01-26 01:51:00 No wonder we felt so miserable earlier, got a fever going, chills, feel like crap! Gonna go find some tylenol and fix some tea and try to feel better anxiety still and stilld on’t wanna go out, but not so much cause we afraid but mostlyc ause its’ stinking cold outside. so cold that our favorite kitty ... More About: Sucks
How lame
2008-01-25 21:26:00 Need to get groceries, but that won’t be for a few hours till he is home from work. So we are getting ready, finding purse, trying to make a grocery list, but we are not wanting to go. How lame is it that we too afraid to go to the grocery store So still ... More About: Lame
Schoolmate
2008-01-23 21:22:00 A while back we got a message from a classmate on well, classmates.com heh. Wrote but just didn’t know what to say honestly, we do remember him but it is hard to remember much. Remember just vaguely a couple band events where he was there. Well we lost touch and could not figure out what ...
People
2008-01-22 18:48:00 It is hard enough to keep my own mouth shut, it takes even mor erestraint to hold back a village from typing what they really think sometimes on forums. There’s the Second Life forums and seriously, I know someone’s always saying there’s no dumb questions, ask away.. but dude… I want to write and ask “Are ... More About: People
anxiety
2008-01-22 03:59:00 it is bad today struggling against it, so still doing okay overall but it is hard dunno why anxiety is so bad, very very very jumpy. We have wood floors and they go creeeeeaaaak…. and it’s always more noticable after dark and nearly wet my pants when I walked down the hall. There’s one spot that makes ... More About: Anxiety
Reminded
2008-01-21 07:20:00 Sometimes, most times actually, I think I’m just a lunatic. How could I possibly expect anyone to believe about myvillage, the fears, the worries, the memories.. if I don’t believe either? Some days it is very quiet, it’s distressing actually. How in the world can a person stand it? No one yapping away, no one ...
we has snow
2008-01-20 07:49:00 and it is gon to melt befor we play! it too dark an skery to play but kity is outside an he mew mew mew he let us pets him evens at 2 in morning! he lovs us much much an he is got snow on fur he is iritatid cus of snow it is funny we gots take picters so ... More About: Snow
snow
2008-01-19 02:07:00 it is gon to snow big lots she say we can makes reel snowmens if we is got snows an not git hurt More About: Snow
we read
More articles from this author:2008-01-17 09:30:00 thank you guys we read them all our car is back and it was a nice day the day we ride bikes to go get it, it’s shiny and clean.. they cleaned itinside and out, we sorta rarely do that. it’s not like a pig stye or anything but we don’t wash it often i would but the ... More About: Read 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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