It Takes a Village to Raise a ChildIt Takes a Village to Raise a ChildI am a survivor of child abuse. I have dissociative identity disorder. It is also known as multiple personality disorder. This blog is a form of healing to tell the story of our life. We write about our daily life, our inner world as well as the 
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Snowwww
2008-01-16 01:28:00 snow fell! no snowmans it was not much s now but it was pretty she say we get make snowmans if more snows fall an that we can draws snowmans if we want on papers so if we do, we is to show you cus we gots to make it a club projets!
groceries
2008-01-13 03:09:00 it is hard to grocery shop being around so much food, people, just.. being out of the house we do pretty okay though, our grocery store is not very busy unless a storm is coming up ause we choose off times ot shop well today was hard, could not make choices but my husband saw we was struggling ... More About: Groceries
overslept, a dream
2008-01-11 18:16:00 car goes for inspection today but that was 1 1/2h ago, husband got up and left us to sleep which is very nice.. it is hard to get sleep so when we are asleep he leaves us be unless it’s real important we’re going too well dunno if he overslept too and was late or man ... More About: Dream
Just bleh
2008-01-11 03:26:00 you guysa re nice with the comments, it makes us feel better.. we are slacking will approve them soon though and today it is just bleh it got cooler again, but the street is quiet the road guys went to another raod to dig and make noise just bleh though, joints hurt so bad.. we did not ...
Nighttime
2008-01-02 07:47:00 We do just fine until it’s time to go to bed, then anxiety flares up to the point that it’s just ridiculous. Stressed, fear, cold sweats and we’re tired. Just want to go to sleep but how silly is it that we’re too afraid. Need sleep so tomorrow we can do some stuff around the house, ...
Second Life
2007-12-30 07:54:00 This is a fun game. Found lucky chairs to get items from, hopping around playing various events with treasure hunts. Even got in on the last few minutes of a fishing tournament too, definitely going to do those again. Haven’t really chatted much with anyone, don’t do so great trying to chat with people usually. It is ... More About: Life , Second Life
Not sure
2007-12-29 06:51:00 Just feel off. The last few months has been non stop, go go go go go. Get things done, made, packed, travel, visit people, filling orders, getting the house ready. Today it is unnerving, we ruined a great day we could have relaxed by stressing over the fact we did nothing. To the point that we’re physically ...
Home!
2007-12-28 02:43:00 We’re home! We are safe, the house is safe, it’s not bad weather. Now to unpack, start laundry, and sleep early hopefully. Joints hurt real bad it is hard taking a long trip plus being so busy all week. More later, too pooped to write. Maybe a hot bath is a good idea. ... More About: Home
Merry Christmas
2007-12-21 18:44:00 Before we go tomorrow we all want to say Merry Christmas Internally when we woke this morning, a few had stayed up overnight (might be why there was horrible sleep last night hmm) and decorated. The flag pole that’s in the middle is wrapped with green pine garland down so it looks a bit like those ... More About: Merry Christmas
Away
2007-12-21 00:52:00 We’ll be away for about a week. Merry Christmas to all of you, thank you for having been so kind since we started blogging here about Village related things. It certainlyw asn’t the resposne we expected. We’ll be back after our trip to give all kinds of fun details, hopefully have a bunch of photos to share ...
Almost Christmas
2007-12-17 22:41:00 Anxiety is getting worse, just going to the store today was awful. Got to get a grip sheesh. Can’t take the trip unless we get a grip and we must take the trip because, well.. we just gotta. If we don’t go now then we go next month and postponing it don’t help anything. We want ... More About: Christmas
Oh.. scary
2007-12-14 09:08:00 but not scary now Was laying on the bed watching tv and a panther appears. Internally, not like.. bam, standing on the bed with me haha.. that’d be ultra scary. I’d of pooped my pants, not ashamed to admit that. But no no he came out of the fog line and we thought he was a girl ... More About: Scary
All day
2007-12-14 03:36:00 Feel like crying Woke up, feel like it.. all day.. all evening.. even now. Why!? No idea. It is very very difficult to even look at our birth certificate, let alone have to show someone else. We do not even like husband to look at it, that’s how unnerving it is. He’s seen it of course, but to ...
A day to rest
2007-12-12 15:38:00 It’s been so busy lately. Just finished up several orders and just quite honestly think today we’ll rest. The orders were not difficult exactly but still a bit tough, and not having them done because t took a few days was rough on the nerves. Our colds are still lingering, kind of n that edge of ... More About: Rest
sick with a cold
2007-12-06 22:06:00 resting a lot today, had chicken broth, having some orange juice in a bit, and a hot bath soon feel sooooooooo crappy had planned to clean today, even made a list but just can’t do it every time i bend over, i need a cork for my nose maybe afte ra hot bath we can spin some yarn, that ... More About: Cold , Sick
Just stuff
2007-12-05 03:36:00 Had this weird dream last night, not scary.. just unusual. Maybe eating peanut butter before bed is a bad idea. Been so busy the last couple of days. It is so exciting. People are very nice so far about the things I’ve made. We talked with husband and he says there’s no reason to NOT share ... More About: Stuff
Sharing our shop
2007-12-03 16:48:00 Been struggling with this for a day or two… to share our shop link or not. The reason we haven’t is because it does easily link right back around, in a round about way to our other long-standingblog we have run for years. A blog in which we don’t admit to being multiple because some friends ... More About: Shop , Sharing , Hari
Busy lately
2007-11-30 03:52:00 Haven’t had much to say really, mostly cause things have been so busy. We recently got brave enough to list some of our things we make online and they’re actually selling. It’s a little overwhelming, just the fact that people like it and the orders are staying even and easy enough to handle. Everyone online ... More About: Busy
Don?t want to
2007-11-16 08:59:00 don’t want to feel things don’t want to cry anymore don’t want to think about things right now don’t want it to be so cold outside maybe tomorrow will be better we miss her, she was a good pet fix lunch today, automatically fix her some too… carry it to cage and.. no.. we fix dinner, do same.. she not ...
It is a sad moment
2007-11-15 08:45:00 We knew it.. we knew something was going to happen. Kitties who avoid people don’t just suddenly want to crawl into your lap and act all lovey for no reason, they knew.. they knew we’d need them to be kind to us :( Today the one kitty was so kind, and a third too.. almost ... More About: Moment
Always something
2007-11-13 01:40:00 It feels like this year it is always something wrong. Got a call that a family member had passed away. Don’t know who he is though, distant relative of my husband, quite old. Father in law comments that things happen in threes, this is the third this year. What is wrong with us that we can’t remember ... More About: Always , Some
tooooday!
2007-11-10 19:23:00 soon soon soon about 6 or so hours! finishing up a load of dishes, dryer has a load of towels finishing, put away the mess of crafts on the couch (which will probably all be dragged back out tonight but for now it looks nice) and and and and and he’llb e home! yay yay yay yay yay ...
Soon
2007-11-09 22:10:00 soon soon soon soon soon he flies home tomorrow! we spent time this week cleaning, working on art, today we watercolored some sketches we did last night. feel like being pulled in all directions. our own stress, worrying about a friend, worrying about family, health, the cold making us sicker, upcoming Christmas trip, our pet is losing her ...
Awww
2007-11-07 05:43:00 Did okay till phone call time, then it really sinks in that he’s so far away again bleh. Miss him a lot. Today was okay though, despite a lot of rain. Did a lot less cleaning, mostly because there’s not much to do! That is fun, to get up to go clean and realize.. dude.. it’s ...
Well?
2007-11-06 00:41:00 First… thank you to all who commented so nice, and ty to Keepers who offered if we want to call, thank you so much Today is first day, so far is okay. Quite honestly finding it much easier to clean house than usual. Don’t like to be disturbed while cleaning, like to go at a certain ... More About: Well
JUst a few more days
2007-11-01 22:44:00 Then he leaves on his training trip Looked at the airline website, it shocks me how big carry on bags can be.. per.. person. We could pack for a summery type trip in one of those bags. For both of us! How funny. That’ sa lot of bag room going on there. Well trying to ... More About: Days
tired
2007-11-01 00:10:00 so very tired today lungs hurt, eyes hurt, head hurts, joints hurt, just hurt. rough night last night, trying to not be too afraid today he says the house is safe, so if we’re in or around it.. then we are safe too. so if we’re in the house, we’re safe because if the house is safe ... More About: Tired , Tire
scared
More articles from this author:2007-10-30 07:35:00 just scared anxiety building up we are safe but don’t feel like it afraid if he goes on his work trip the plane will be crashed or hijacked cannot stop being afraid i think that we might have stomach flu it’s dark so early it’s stinking cold today our favorite kitty ahsn’t been by in a few days joints hurt just scared tomorrow we ... More About: Scared 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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