It Takes a Village to Raise a ChildIt Takes a Village to Raise a ChildI am a survivor of child abuse. I have dissociative identity disorder. It is also known as multiple personality disorder. This blog is a form of healing to tell the story of our life. We write about our daily life, our inner world as well as the Articles
On a lighter note
2007-10-05 23:44:00 I’m totally cracking up. Hoping hoping that tomorrow is a good day! If all goes well, we’ll get to spend the entire day out with husband! It will be fun. Looked up stuff for one city we could have gone to for the day but there’s a couple very major town events going on that draw ... More About: Note , Lighter
Disturbing dream
2007-10-05 22:20:00 It was horrible. Had there not been sound, it would likely have been a lot less scary. Just a dream, not a flashback as the events of the dream could not have possibly happened to the people in the dream. Hiding it behind a clip, as to not be exceedingly gross or scary for those just ... More About: Dream , Bing
Ill friend
2007-10-05 07:30:00 Our dearest friend is ill, very much so unfortunately. She’s been ill since shortly after we first met her in an mIRC chatroom long ago. Today she is sicker. We pray hard every day for her and her husband. We don’t expect God to make them well, even if we do pray for that too. ... More About: Family , Friend
Our pet
2007-10-03 19:31:00 She was very weak last night and by this morning had passed away. She’s buried in a nice spot, protected by a cement block to prevent anything horrible happening due to other animals, and a pretty rose from our garden. She was our favorite. Having to struggle to keep it in memory, a few villagers are ... More About: Family
paper mashay
2007-10-01 22:13:00 she is buy a paper yesterday and she say after is all read we get to be messy an make paper mashay with it! got to find something to cover an she says we can use a jar an use plastic wrap and then it be removable yesyes that be good she gots glue for us an ... More About: Crafts , Paper , Mash
No bake pb/chocolate cookies
2007-10-01 04:36:00 Still got to take care, a hot pan is involved! Be sure to use hot-mitts. Recipe on full entry. Time to go make more, caaauuse… they don’t last long! More About: Food , Cookies , Chocolate , Choco , Cookie
A bunny cam!
2007-09-30 05:56:00 Watch bunnies that live on the west coast (use internet explorer!) There is actually 2 cams going, cause I think it is 2 cages. One has a bunny who lives alone and the other seems to be two bunnies. You need to use internet explorer. Firefox won’t open the cams for me. Right now the two bunnies ... More About: Bunny
Progress
2007-09-29 19:16:00 I’m all excited about the fact I loaded the dishwasher. That’s just lame. The villagers are happy too, the one at the door says it is good.. it got done, and now we can rest and not feel guilty. Time to do something fun she says, so first we’ll eat breakfast cause we never did ... More About: Progress
Bleh
2007-09-29 17:05:00 Still feel the same. It’s very sunny out so that helps a little. Tired of seeing people on tv with friends that they sit somewhere and laugh. Sometimes I see that commercial, do they show this there for you? There’s a man standing just before the camera, back facing the viewer. They show a large group ...
Alone
2007-09-29 01:15:00 How can I feel lonely? This is silly. Should not feel lonely. No reason to. Just want to cry. Friend is sick, pet is very sick and slowing down so fast, husband has to work tomorrow again so we can’t go to the movies or go anywhere fun together, joints hurt so bad it is hard to stand today ...
Funny, Reunion site
2007-09-27 01:31:00 Oh my gosh.. I’m laughing! You know, a year ago.. this would REALLY have upset me! Like freaking me out, panic attack, type upset. For some reason, I think it’s funny. Might be because I have a couple Benadryl working through my blood stream (ahh… not itching myself crazy now). A year ago I’d of ... More About: Funny , Family , Site , Reunion
Tired
2007-09-26 06:11:00 Very tired. Lost much of the day it seems. Cleaned the tub though, tomorrow I gotta find that spray and clean the shower walls. The spray reeks something nasty, but it works. I read some reviews of L&O:SVU’s new episode. I think I’ll wait till daylight on a really good day to watch it. What I’ve read from ... More About: Tired , Tire
Touchy subject
2007-09-25 23:36:00 I dislike having my photo taken. I really didn’t know why until fairly recently. It’s incredibly upsetting when I see news articles about someone printing inappropriate pictures involving children at a Walmart, another being caught with 20+ years worth of photos of the same type manner, another where they’re searching desperately for the little girl in ... More About: Gardening , Internal , Memories , Subject
Our pets
2007-09-24 22:52:00 We have two pets, not counting the plants we keep. They are old. One is getting weaker very quickly the last couple of days. It’s been a slow decline until recently. It’s a horrible thing to admit, but when we go past their cage, I have to make sure she’s still alive. Between last ... More About: Family , Pets
Maybe
2007-09-22 20:39:00 maybe I’m just crazy Maybe I am. What if I live in a made up world, what if although they’re real to me..w hat if I’m just crazy? What if my whole life I’ve been a complete nutcase. They always said I was crazy. They always said I’d never do anything with my life, I’d never ...
Feel like crying
2007-09-22 17:59:00 I don’t know why. It’s nice weather out. Feel pretty okay as fara s health goes, not well enough to bike but it could be worse. So why do I feel like I’m about to break down and cry. I feel stupid. Neighbors are holding a family reunion or something today. I felt like crying before I ... More About: Crying
We?re around
2007-09-21 04:25:00 Fighting off a spot of ringworm, which is starting to heal nicely. Caught a cold, feel like crap. Busy organizing embroidery floss. That turned out to be a major project, didn’t expect that for some reason. Reading some blogs, just dunno what to say on any of them from crafty to fellow multiples. Hit the jackpot ...
L&O SVU, Sept 25th
2007-09-17 04:28:00 The episode will be about a multiple. I saw the commercial earlier. I hope they do not portray her as a spaz with an inner murderer. That’s so typically Hollywood. Part of why I keep it so secret, everyone sees this junk on TV, in books, in the news with what I suspect is some fake claims ... More About: Sept
Over the edge
2007-09-15 21:21:00 No, I haven’t lost my grip on reality. The edge I’m talking about is the couch or bed. It dawned on me today as I lay on the bed surveying my organization progress of craft supplies, that my feet and hands were hanging over the edge. I was laying diagonal on the bed. It didn’t bother ... More About: The Edge , Edge
it rain
2007-09-15 06:55:00 she sad cus it rain real hard an it litning an she fraid we gots teddys to hug unicorn helps me put this hear tv back!!!!!! me go see cartoons!!!! we gots freezypops today an she gon to make chily tomorow for us plus we gots jello it rain an makes body hurts sobadbadbad she sad no tell i say shhhhhhhhhhhh More About: Rain
Gloomy
2007-09-14 23:30:00 The weather is just drab and gloomy. It’s not easy to keep spirits up when in physical joint pain and having it so crappy out. Being in pain is one thing, but at least hwen it’s sunny.. it just isn’t nearly as bad for some reason. Had planned to ride our bike up and down ...
Resting
2007-09-12 19:08:00 Resting is not something I do well. Year after year, day after day, it was ingrained into me that resting results in pain. Stopping for a short break to blow my nose when allergies flared up when they made me clean the basement, or wiping my hand off while cleaning the baseboards, pausing just a moment ...
Missing info
2007-09-11 04:33:00 That’s a funny phrase, missing info.. that’s about my entire life. I’m after specific information now though. Unfortunately, I think I found a portion of the info and it doesn’t do me much good. We had only spent time with the “mom” side of the family, her parents, her siblings, blah blah blah. The “dad” side was ... More About: Family , Info , Missing , Missi
Temporary puke guilt
2007-09-10 07:08:00 Not a lovely topic, yet a subject that effects me on occasion. I used to be bulemic/anorexic. I don’t know if anorexia can still be anorexia when I’m overweight (no really, I am by medical standards but I have lost weight safely!) I’m closer to a healthy weight, considering my health ailments and medication.. doctors are ... More About: Guilt , Temp
We painted
2007-09-10 03:34:00 Just some test flowers and leaves, but it doesn’t look too bad for a first try! We used a can opener to take the top part of a coke can off, then a spoon to smooth any snags. Painted it white (turns out I should have done another coat.. but eh, it’s practice so it’s ... More About: Crafts
Painting
2007-09-09 19:26:00 Someday we want to be able to paint even half as well as Keepers do! The artwork they create is just lovely. So we considered taking painting courses, but quite honestly.. anxiety is still too much for that. The classes would likely be just me, the teacher is male. That terrifies many in the village so ... More About: Painting , Crafts
It?s quiet
2007-09-08 02:50:00 Everyone’s so quiet today inside. Some are very disappointed, but they’re doing okay and they understand. We wanted to go to a local art gallery this afternoon for the monthly thing they do. We’ve never been, and in fact never knew about it till recently. Wanted to go so badly, but the good news is ... More About: Biking , Quiet
Old schoolmate
2007-09-06 10:04:00 I am unsure when but at some point a classmate contacted to say hi. I know we wrote back and forth maybe twice (?), then I have no idea how long it’s been since then. Quite honestly, it makes me feel guilty to have not written back sooner. The problem is we lost his email ...
Outdoors
2007-09-06 01:56:00 Armed with bug spray, the outdoors isn’t so bad after all. Saw a praying mantis bug eating a cricket. Weee! Hate crickets, terrified of them, so now praying mantis is my favorite. I hope it stays around and eats the rest. Today repotted a lot of plants, pruned a rose shrub the rest of the way ... More About: Outdoors
Gardening
More articles from this author:2007-09-03 20:05:00 Trying to get more involved in the online gardening community we signed up at… 3 years ago haha! Went to update my profile there with a better email and whoa, 3 years!? That’s funny. I thought I signed up last week! So far have gotten great info on growing Lucky Bamboo better, tomatoes, roses, and ... More About: Gardening , Arden , Garde 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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