Delusions of Divinity?Delusions of Divinity?Have a lurk on my spiritual journey. They are pragmatic, earthy and mystical musings or rants on life, love and the Big E Articles
relight my fire
2008-07-30 21:38:00 Wednesday 30: It didn?t register much when Steve Fossett ?disappeared?. What did register was how swiftly his wife got him declared dead. So I am definitely intrigued by reports that he may have faked his death. Cherchez la femme, as they say… There again, ?the woman? may even prove his undoing. This post, on a piece ... More About: Fire
right of way
2008-07-29 22:37:00 Tuesday 29: Half a trout pout, presumably from an allergic reaction yesterday was not a good start to the day, especially as I was due in London at a ?Christmas in July? event (Amazon ? more of which another time). A further couple of false starts and I was finally off. BTW, whatever happened to road ...
increase income - increase prospecting
2008-07-28 20:02:00 Monday 28: Just had proof of my appallingly low income for the last financial year. While it is already better for the next (financial) year, it shows how reactive I have been on the prospecting front. Disgraceful, of course, for someone who was such a successful salesperson! Hopefully, by the end of a targeted fortnight, ... More About: Income , Prospecting
more struggles with sentients - weed variety
2008-07-27 19:23:00 Sunday 27: The remaining moths continue to try my patience. Last night, the white one decided the bathroom was more fun than the workroom, and fluttered and flapped around my feet for the best part of ten minutes; then, this morning, the brown hide and seek moth which had moved to the shower wall, flew ... More About: Variety , Weed
waging war on moths
2008-07-26 21:04:00 Saturday 26: (Written in bed at 01:10am) I don?t like to kill any living being but sometimes needs must. Like past midnight, when an invasion of Amazonion-sized moths took over my bedroom. Swooping and divebombing my pillow, I actually felt threatened. Initially, I thought there was only one and that a swift swat had sent ... More About: Moths
back to (spiritual) basics
2008-07-25 20:53:00 Friday 25: Woke with a heavy head not helped by the rather grey start, but then it turned into a wonderful and sunny outing to Arundel. Went to say hello to Swampy and the lovely Thai jeweller ( who delayed her appointment to the doctor for me) and picked up some healing crystals. Will need ... More About: Spiritual , Back , Basics
eureka and hallelujah!
2008-07-24 20:23:00 Thursday 24: BT billing emailed to say my next bill will be credited ? in THREE MONTHS. Meanwhile, the BT credit card wants the money NOW. So I rang MBNA who service the BT credit card, which was charged twice, and they were very helpful. They have frozen that payment and have set in ... More About: Hallelujah , Eureka
more niggles but the sun is shining
2008-07-23 20:37:00 Wednesday 23: Another day of changed intentions, mostly spent on the accountant issue. But at least I did not have to fight my thoughts to feel loving and forgiving. I do. Not that it is yet getting me anywhere. On the plus side, I have finally discovered why my long-term man never contacted me. He ... More About: Shining
different kind of dripping tap
2008-07-22 22:32:00 Tuesday 22: When I get angry, I never feel I have let my God down, possibly because I feel it is some form of righteous anger… and possibly because I seem to get astonishingly good results with little bad feeling on either side. Plenty of grumbles though…Yet when I weep, rarely it should be noted, ...
when suppliers ignore you
2008-07-21 21:16:00 Monday 21: Crazily manic start to the week, moving desk and bed before 7am. I am not devout about feng shui, partly because of the conflicts between different disciplines, but I have found that shifting things can shift energy, and that in turn makes things happen. Not all directions work for me, but, luckily, all my ... More About: Suppliers
spiritual paradox and horse?s backsides
2008-07-20 11:07:00 Sunday 20: As spiritual paradoxes go, there is no greater one, to me, than undertaking this spiritual journey through dual perspectives. On the one hand, I see Life with a more ?infinite? vision. Yet I live it ?in the now? conscious of the detail, whether it is doing my accounts, trying to increase my success ... More About: Spiritual , Paradox , Horse
alien intelligence welcome here
2008-07-19 13:52:00 Saturday 19: The autumnal summer continues, with an unexpected benefit: I actually watched 2001: A Space Odyssey without falling asleep. Loved the fabulous images and colours during the ?Star Gate? sequences but still haven?t the faintest idea what it was about as a whole, especially the end scenes with Dave Bowman. (Useful explanation of ... More About: Intelligence , Alien
government real feelings about SMEs
2008-07-18 13:40:00 Friday 18: Am seeing double from all this data entry (and have a sore butt). I genuinely thought I would be done and dusted by now. Evidently not. One bank statement is missing so it meant going through other receipts to check what is usually spent. In parallel, I emailed my friendly bank manager, only ... More About: Government , Real , Feelings
asking for forgiveness
2008-07-17 17:05:00 Thursday 17: Lot to ask forgiveness for today.. starting with a totally annoying loans company who rang so often today alone that on the fifth or sixth call today, I said I?d go and get ?him? and left the woman hanging on. As she was a pleasant Indian woman, the karmic guilt hit pretty instantly. Should ... More About: Forgiveness
flat earthers
2008-07-16 18:03:00 Wednesday 16: Modern Flat Earthers have a different type of restricted vision these days. That particular forum is not the place for a metaphysical discussion, and I do not have the time to spare. But the latest gufffaws are over magnets and blood. Except that is not what I believe. Long term readers will know I ...
brick wall vision
2008-07-15 11:21:00 Tuesday 15: One of the arguments against reincarnation used to be (possibly still is) that where would all those souls or bodies go. Invariably, people tend to address the subject from both subjective and limited perspectives. Their argument is based on what is visible or tangible or provable. The first two are understandable. Proving though ... More About: Wall , Vision , Brick
running water again but other drips
2008-07-14 17:36:00 Monday 14: The dripping tap has been fixed ? just as it was turning from a few drips to the Niagara Falls. Unfortunately, it was quickly followed by various other drips of annoyance, starting with the dreaded drip of BT ? again. As you may remember, I dumped the paperless bills and automatic payments from my ... More About: Running , Water , Drips
tooth prompts
2008-07-13 22:06:00 Sunday 13: I can?t believe I just switched the laptop on again just to write a blog post. The usual bathtime meditation reminded me of my wobbly start to the day ? with a wobbly tooth. It?s not, but in the middle of the night it definitely felt wobbly and woke me up. Ponging of ...
little yummies
2008-07-12 14:30:00 Saturday 12: Dripping tap interim solution: turn off the water supply. It does mean feeling a bit Third World-ish though ? and thinking ahead. If it was only a slight drip, I would have left it, but the amount is rather more than just wasteful. I am metered, so it would have affected my pocket ...
dripping tap and dripping mad
2008-07-11 17:04:00 Friday 11: Curious pleasure from doing my accounts. I invoiced more than I realised last year but less than I desired. Possibly due to the fag it is keeping paperwork in order and doing practically no proactive prospecting. Even my numbering system has needed a tweak or three ? and yet more backing up. Which ...
indirect prospecting
2008-07-10 16:32:00 Thursday 10: How on earth did I manage to get up at 4 and 5am for all those many, many mornings? Luckily the SME Involvement in Public Sector Procurement was not only lively and useful, it didn?t last all day (phew!). And I caught the train home just in time. Only drawback was someone eating ... More About: Prospecting
sex in public places
2008-07-09 17:24:00 Wednesday 9: Good intentions went to pot today. Again. And, again, it is down to unpredictable computer behaviour. A .dat file suddenly disappeared (no, I have no idea what it does) and my emails went with it. Four or five reboots later I was back up and running and the mental river had flowed on ... More About: Public , Places
gloom vibrations
2008-07-08 16:05:00 Tuesday 8: The incessant rain yesterday and being hunched over the laptop ?checking and typing? lowered my spiritual vibration by an alarming amount last night. My only contributions to art were a five minute blog illustration, organising what products should be merchandised, and emailing a journalist about an excellent article she had written years ago ... More About: Vibrations
clay feet of gurus
2008-07-07 17:05:00 Monday 7: Books can be excellent gurus, even the more cynical jump-on-any-bandwagon-as-long-as-it-makes -a-fast-buck variety. The secret is in making us think for ourselves. If the rhythm of the author resonates with how we think and feel and speak, read more from them.. but still learn to think for yourself. Which is what I do. I have ... More About: Gurus , Feet , Clay
are you ashamed of your family?
2008-07-06 17:15:00 Sunday 6: Message to mybloglog.com ? I am NOT 86. I may be getting on a bit, but that date is way out. There are parts of America I would love to see, but I will have to rely on films and travelogues as I doubt I will ever return, unless the people in power stop ... More About: Family
who pays the piper
2008-07-05 20:22:00 Saturday 5: One of the NandDs sent an interesting email from a BBC website that ?tofu may raise risk of dementia?. While I eat it on average about once every two or three weeks (ie not to excess), needless to say I disagree with the findings and think it smacks of yet another scientist trying ... More About: Pays , Piper
the joy of numbers
2008-07-04 18:52:00 Friday 4: Why should the taxpayer fork out for MPigs? furnishings, TV, kitchens and so forth? We never asked them to be politicians. It was and is their choice to lord it over us. And, if they must claim expenses and pay rises, surely it should be members of the public who monitor their excesses ... More About: Numbers
unavoidable calorie counting
2008-07-03 13:29:00 Thursday 3: The sun did come out, and I did enjoy myself in London yesterday, although I am only slightly wiser about some aspects of the affiliate business. The get together was organised by twelve main players, so there is no apparent competition between them. However, the onus is on the website owner to sign ... More About: Calorie , Counting
lard bucket karma
2008-07-02 10:42:00 Wednesday 2: Damn and blast. Karmic retribution strikes again! I am now officially getting fatter round the middle. That person in the mirror definitely looks like a pudding, so I will have to get up early to do fifteen minutes exercise every day. Argh. I loathe exercising. What really annoys is I eat hardly anything. ... More About: Karma , Lard
talking to myself helps
More articles from this author:2008-07-01 17:52:00 Tuesday 1: If I thought I could start a new day (and a new month) without cause for a headache, I was sadly mistaken. I was asleep by 11:20pm and awake again five minutes later with a mobile text message bleeping through. Downstairs. Thinking it was about Ma, I rushed down the stairs (well crept ... More About: Talking 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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