Delusions of Divinity?Delusions of Divinity?Have a lurk on my spiritual journey. They are pragmatic, earthy and mystical musings or rants on life, love and the Big E Articles
bless me
2010-02-12 18:33:00 All day sneezing plus horribly runny nose meant a repulsive lot of manky tissues soon piled up. Has not put me in much of good mood especially as a vile human has been spamming my website ? taking ages to delete their bot messages. Meanwhile, some contentious estate items have finally been found, though I am ...
infinity & cyberstalking
2010-02-11 19:48:00 Not being able to really write about things without upsetting anyone close may have created some confusion about the downer I mentioned yesterday. I suppose I could say there has been a long-running saga since Dad?s death in 2002 which has simmered and occasionally erupted especially since Ma died in 2009. Almost a year now. I ...
to be or not a depressive
2010-02-10 20:41:00 Walked over five miles to pick up my car and arrived looking like the wild woman of Borneo. I could have taken a taxi but I thought the fresh(!) air would clear the negatives from yesterday?s disheartening events. I certainly feel enormously energised, wild-woman-look notwithstanding. Odd sort of weather though. Very sunny and snowing. Will ...
apt re groundhog day
2010-02-08 19:12:00 Do you ever have those days when you wonder what your life is all about, whether it is worth the effort to breath day in and day out? Not for the first time, the irony of being born on Groundhog Day hits home, as ?one of those days? continues, despite the enthusiasm for a new ...
technical blips
2010-02-06 20:31:00 Glorious sunshine. Perfect for stretching my legs. Just as well, as the car?s starter motor has packed in and the garage can?t pick it up till next week. And, to add to that little upheaval, all my Outlook settings malevolently changed overnight. Decided to walk to Roundstone Garden Centre (aka Haskins) for coffee and a treat. ... More About: Technical
when uncool is cool
2010-02-05 19:44:00 Social networking sites make it far easier and quicker to disseminate information these days. They are an excellent means of taking a political stance, however mild. Could that be why the powers-that-be are now sending out a message that Facebook et al are ?uncool?? One such stance, which I don?t happen to agree with, is against ... More About: Cool
the perennial philosophy
2010-02-03 20:25:00 I must be getting old as I was quite happy being alone (apart from the hundreds of others at the RA?s Van Gogh exhibition) for my birthday yesterday. I wonder if taking Aldous Huxley?s The Perennial Philosophy had anything to do with it? It certainly kept my mind on a different level for most ...
better part of valour
2010-02-01 20:26:00 : Bone-chilling cold is one way to wake up early. It makes me recall the bedsit living years, with only the smell of paraffin heaters missing. But God knows why some people actually wanted it to snow again. After all the recent disruption too! Another paradox of winter weather: wearing legwarmers to counteract freezing ankles ... More About: Part
lifting gloom
2010-01-30 22:23:00 Given the unemployment levels, shouldn?t responsible television programming include more on getting people back to work, motivational type programmes and not the dire dross that I have sometimes turned on. Example: Loose Women, which seems to have won an award for best factual programme. FACTUAL???? It?s a bunch of squealing, gossiping, generally clueless women, who do ...
more (minor) chaos
2010-01-28 23:18:00 And still more changes: E*Trade will no longer trade in the UK for whatever it is I was using it for. That was last night. This morning I woke up to a website with no blog data or art gallery. I presume there was an issue with the server. (There was.) Meanwhile: on the internet, there ...
progress
2010-01-27 18:49:00 Emmaus has been and gone and I?d like to think I?ve gained more space, except it still looks way too cluttered everywhere. They wouldn?t take the VHS tapes (no-one buys them it seems) or the exercise equipment (no instructions). Even the sofabed was inspected for a fire hazard label (in the palaver, the protective cover was ... More About: Progress
art therapy again
2010-01-25 18:52:00 Image by euphrosene via Flickr From mild observation, control seems to be the reason for a lot of negative behaviour, from the highest in the land to us mere proles with our localised lives. Yet would being able to control every aspect of one?s life make human existence more enjoyable? Not that total control is possible ... More About: Therapy
issues cont?d
2010-01-23 19:01:00 2010 had better improve. Snow, health issues, desire for bigger progress as an artist, author and writer and, still, the nagging, spirit-depressing, remaining estate issue to deal with. Sensitivity for others kept me from mentioning it when the house was being finalised. If I am still feeling strongly the loss of Ma ? and Dad again ... More About: Issues
small mind
2010-01-20 20:41:00 I often send private messages to people if their blog has amused or informed me on a regular basis. One was a rather industrious and talented cartoonist whose focus was anything and everything anti-religious. Nope, I?m not going to give them any publicity. Even a firm believer in God can still appreciate knowledge or, in this ... More About: Mind , Small
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2010-01-18 18:40:00 A Google alert and the first review book of 2010, arrive within hours of each other. The alert is about pet owners who feel the presence of their missed furry friends. The book is called Angel Cats. Actually, my first reaction to the book, was guilt because a few other-worldly books arrived during 2009 which ...
excuses
2010-01-17 20:50:00 Image by euphrosene via Flickr Good to speed walk to get the papers instead of taking dolly mixture steps. Met P outside and the conversation, somehow, got round to dust. Seems I should stop self-flagellating about the dust, which re-groups two seconds after cleaning. He thinks it could be something to do with the plasterboards, as ...
let there be light
2010-01-15 20:57:00 The RAC got my car started again and to keep the battery fired, I drove to Brighton. Bought two long-sleeved tee-shirts and a blue jumper from M&S at Holmbush, then drove back to Rustington and got some Chinese medicine for my neck. The doctor inspected my tongue and said there was stagnation. Suggested a consultation ... More About: Light
tech detour
2010-01-13 21:24:00 Much of today was spent trying to understand vector and bitmaps. Some cards I had uploaded to a popular American greetings card company were pixellated and no matter what I did, the automatic system rejected them. As I have been drawing a whole series of cartoons, to which will be added my new Wise El font, ... More About: Tech
price to pay
2010-01-12 20:29:00 There?s always a price to pay is not such a bad maxim, especially where NHS funds are concerned. Free IVF, breast reduction, gastric bands and so forth ? I don?t doubt they cause emotional torment, but should everyone else be made to pay? Mental issues, like coping with infertility, are more difficult to address, but ... More About: Price
on balance
2010-01-10 19:35:00 Earthly bliss didn?t last as, during Friday night, the condensate pipe froze up again. But it has got me thinking (trying to think!) of the potential good in balance. Like it being too cold for the old man at the top of the road to expose his ugly body; doing a good deed for a ... More About: Balance
law of giving
2010-01-08 19:50:00 In giving, we are told, we receive. I am reasonably sure there would be few, if any, who would disagree that I am one of Life?s givers. It?s not bragging. Just a fact. I give away money, valuable items, time, information etc. Esoterically, I think about people often and send them healing thoughts; wishing them ... More About: Giving
s?no fun
2010-01-07 17:21:00 S predominates! Snow, stitches, supernatural. Car wouldn?t start; no buses; had to walk 2 miles to Angmering Station. Grabbed coffee and chips in Littlehampton then went to the doctor slightly early. Said I hoped my pathetic state would mean being seen earlier. It did. Lovely Arun Medical Centre! Stitches out, this time caught bus back ? ...
generosity
2010-01-05 21:35:00 Mobile phones intrigue me. Do they get re-charged by gasbags? Virtually every chatterbox I know, or have come across, has never-ending battery life. I rarely talk on my mobile and a conversation of even ten minutes practically wipes out the blessed battery. Fascinated to read that Deepak Chopra ? while practising as a doctor in the ...
dear diary
2010-01-04 23:45:00 Intriguing programme on BBC4 called Dear Diary . Well, the bits I didn?t snooze through. That?s what comes of a 6am wake up call by loud work vibes. Still in jimjams and dressing gown, I was simultaneously shifting more things (to give away), preparing goals, outlining drawings and getting worried about sales and commissions. Later, that happy ... More About: Dear Diary
other people
2010-01-02 18:26:00 Cold but sunny, singing again (out in public) so must definitely be feeling optimistic! Then I got home with my weekly shop and the neighbour who thinks she owns the road outside her house was parking her car across two lengths. Spotting me, she said she wasn?t trying to be awkward and that she had ... More About: People
guilt post
2010-01-02 00:58:00 Nefertari is not off air ? just being lazy. Well it has been a hectic few days ? just returned from Turkey, late nights seeing in a new decade, lump of flesh dug out of forehead, clearing clutter (and failing)… As I don?t have lots of dosh to buy a new house with lots of space ... More About: Post
snapshots of Turkey
2009-12-29 16:07:00 Finally finished my notes of the Istanbul/Ephesus trip. If anyone?s interested in reading more, they can be found here. The drawings will have to wait. Mountains of washing have taken precedence. Forgot it was a Bank Holiday yesterday and wondered why the delivery office and dry cleaners were closed. Am off to the hospital tomorrow ... More About: Turkey
Greetings one and all
2009-12-25 15:05:00 This festive season message is especially for all those who have taken the time to read my words. May your life be blessed with every good thing, and my sincerest wishes for a wonderful and prosperous 2010. Coming soon: snapshots of Turkey. The place, not wot carnivores eat :*) Euphrosene Labon Mind Body Spirit Artist Author WriterEuphrosene´s ...
ice scream
2009-12-20 20:25:00 If anyone asked me to climb Mount Everest to save the world, the world could go hang. As mentioned on Facebook, I am not a fan of snow or rather the ice that results. The beauty of snow never lasts long and ice makes me walk like a combination of toddler and geriatric. Wobbly legs ... More About: Scream
tears and smiles
More articles from this author:2009-12-18 20:06:00 Big, fat tears today and part of last night. Really missing my parents, Ma mostly, for obvious reasons. This morning the words ?baby girl? played in my head and realised I?d never actually hear Ma calling me that again. Or “angel face?. The other day, it was hearing someone sing Adeste Fidelis ? which Dad ... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 |
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