Life-1Life-1Entries on emotional-sexual abuse, eastern mysticism. Supposes that the ultimate truth is deterministic and lies in the realm of feelings and not in the realm of the intellect. Articles
Love
2007-09-28 05:35:00 One song that I have always loved is 'Father Figure' by George Michael. In this song, he sings to the girl.... 'Whatever you want, that's what I'll be.' 'That's all I wanted, just to see my baby's blue eyes shine.' What he means is....'whatever it takes to make you feel complete, to make you feel strong from within, healed from within, whatever it takes, I'll do it happily. Could be anything. More About: Love
Control Freaks and Love
2007-09-26 03:26:00 This post is just hypothesis, a flight of fancy. It is important to WATCH mental-emotional reactions that appear as this post is read, nothing more. No conclusions need to be drawn on how the blog owner looks at life and people! In engineering, there is a term called 'degrees of freedom'. It refers to movement---lack of it, or ability for it, in a mechanism or machine part. All engineering is More About: Love , Control , Freaks
The Illusion Of Suffering part 2 (Learn To Be Still)
2007-09-25 16:09:00 This is part 2 of my blog entry 'The Illusion Of Suffering '. The lyrics of this song 'Learn To Be Still' by 'The Eagles' run very deep..they talk of the need to be STILL and WATCH what is going on in one's life, in one's mind...in the world in general. Being STILL and WATCHING is all that needs to be done. From a certain point of view, it is not incorrect to say that stillness and awareness More About: Part , Erin
Luminous Emptiness
2007-09-25 12:34:00 This image reminds me of a Tibetian Buddhism book I read, named 'Lumi nous Emptiness', by Francesca Fremantle, a disciple of Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, the founder of Naropa University, a university dedicated to Tibetian Buddhism and other miscellaneous eastern mystical schools. Here are the thoughts running through my head, as I see this photograph: The colourless light of luminous splendour..
Sorrow
2007-09-24 15:26:00 This photo reminds me of a poem I wrote, way back, when I was in college....it was written as I was trying to size up this girl who had influenced me very severely...I mean, the intensity of her grief and sorrow was so intense that it was driving me crazy...I am a bit of an empath, other people's emotional states affect me very deeply. SORROW Something in me dies, As I see you sit there, Trying More About: Sorrow
The Human Emotional Condition
2007-09-24 07:46:00 (Painting by Salvador Dali) Assuming this feeling exists between me and you, we need feeling X a bit more. But observation shows that feeling Y does not exist between you and me, but we need to wait and watch a bit to be sure. While we wait, I need 10 kilograms of moral support from you, combined with 15 kilograms of patience. If you are unable to give me 10 kilograms of moral support and 20 More About: Human , Condition , Emotional
Dreidel
2007-09-21 00:11:00 Lyrics of 'Dreidel' by Don McLean. A wonderful song about life's dance, and how it makes us dance. I feel like a spinning top or a Dreidel The spinning don't stop when you leave the cradle You just slow down Round and around the world you go Spinning through the lives of the people you know We all slow down How you gonna keep on turning from day to day? How you gonna keep from turning your life
Divinity (Sample Post from 'MommyIwantOne')
2007-09-19 23:37:00 The following is a sample post from my new EROTICA blog, 'MommyIwantOne'. The reader is advised NOT to view this blog unless they are comfortable with sexual issues, because this blog has very strong expressions of human sexuality. The following post is the latest post in this blog. DIVINITY: I am convinced life is divine...because I am convinced that all women, Indian, American, Chinese, More About: Post , Sample , Divinity , Tone
Thanks to Nellioness and Introduction to My New Blog
2007-09-19 19:09:00 The words 'demons' and 'demonesses' when used in this blog entry are NOT references to real demons and demonesses. I have no idea about real ones. When I say 'demons' and 'demonesses' I am referring to destructive urges. Nellioness has given me the 'Awesome Guy Blog ger' award. This award is accepted with gratitude and thanks, and I hope I can continue producing quality. Her blog has influenced More About: Introduction , Hank
The illusion of suffering
2007-09-16 22:30:00 This post is a conjecture, a hypothesis that may be read and kept in mind. No conclusions need to be drawn, no judgements. This is being written on the basis of certain recent experiences of mine. What I am writing here has no details of my experiences and no conclusions should be drawn by the esteemed reader on the nature of my experiences. All I am trying to do is pass on some silent knowledge, More About: Illusion , Suffering , Erin
The Original Sin
2007-09-16 21:07:00 The Zeenat Aman tragedy (covered in my blog entry dated July 26, 2007) brings me to what spiritual teacher Eckhart Tolle talks of, when he talks of the suppression of the female essence by the male essence on this planet, an event he calls the root of human insanity(or ego). The imbalanced yin-yang on this planet, so to say. The fundamental rip in the fabric of human existence. The 'Origin al Sin' More About: The O
The Dance Of Life
2007-09-15 02:04:00 The play of this life...all a happening, nobody is doing much. All events that unfold in this world are happening on their own. People are just puppets who are a part of the happening, they are not doing much. Even the little that they do, is an illusion. It is not easy to comprehend this, but what people are actually doing is totally different from what they THINK they are doing. The person's More About: Life , Dance , The D
Himalayas on Roerich
2007-09-04 22:03:00 I was always fascinated by the Himalayas and their surrealistic, mystical beauty. My last trip to the Himalayas was 5 years ago, and I remember the fantastic timeless feeling they instilled in me. Time seems to have come to a standstill, in the obscure recesses of the Himalayas. Here is a wonderful photograph named 'Himalayas on Roerich'. Named after Nicholas Roerich. Nicholas Roerich (1874- More About: Mala , Alaya
Dust In The Wind
2007-08-31 20:30:00 Kansas sings 'All we are is dust in the wind'.... We are not even dust in the wind actually. Some facts about our existence. 1. We live for 65-70 years, the universe is approximately 13 billion years old. 2. We are inconsequential on the cosmic scale. Take a look at the following animation, made by me using images from rense.com. The Sun's diameter is 109 times that of the earth....i.e. its More About: Wind
Symptoms of Inner Peace
2007-08-26 04:59:00 Words of wisdom that I found on the page: Symptoms of Inner Peace by Saskia Davis. She is the former director of the "Northwest Center for Attitudinal Healing". Symptoms of Inner Peace by Saskia Davis Nothing like a little humor to add insight into the traits we seek to emulate... Be on the lookout for symptoms of inner peace. The hearts of a great many have already been exposed to inner peace
Secrets
2007-08-21 09:54:00 Paisley's new blog 'secret… secret… i’ve got a secret….' reminds me of a movie I saw, a long time back. A 1972 Jacqueline Bisset movie named 'Secrets '..... Jacqueline Bisset (left) plays a housewife who has some problems with her husband. The movie takes place in the course of one day. In the late afternoon while her husband is being interviewed for a job, Jacqueline is approached by a man who
Bittersweet Symphony
2007-08-16 16:52:00 cause its a bittersweet symphony, that's life... trying to make ends meet, trying to find somebody, then you die... trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to money, then you die... I need to hear some sounds that recognise the pain in me yeah... More About: Symphony , Bittersweet
Hypocrisy Part 2
2007-07-26 12:24:00 The case of Zeenat AmanThis is a re-post of an old blog entry of mine. Delves into hypocrisy and the contrast between the public image and the private person. Zeenat Aman (left) is an Indian film actress, now 57 years old, who seduced an entire generation of Indians, with a career spanning well over a decade. Ms. Aman was also Miss Asia-Pacific in the year 1970, is blessed with a very high IQ, More About: Hypocrisy , Part , Cris
Hypocrisy
2007-06-27 10:53:00 Update: Somebody just commented anonymously, that 'this blog is not about spirituality'. Well...all I can say to that person is *kiss my @$$*. Moving on--- I received some hostile comments on my last post (Psychosis or Transcendence) recently, comments that have been deleted. This post is inspired by these comments. Two people had problems focusing on the text of the post, and got fixated on More About: Hypocrisy , Cris
Psychosis or Transcendence?
2007-05-31 20:50:00 WARNING!This post has nudity. Recommended for mature readers. Please do not click on 'Read Post' if such images disturb you. Thank you!(Read Post...)To the left is my version of Fritjof Capra's famous 'Cosmic Dancer'. The original 'Cosmic Dancer' by Capra has a dancing Shiva surrounded by cosmic particles and lit up cosmic particle streaks. Instead of Shiva, I have portrayed supermodel Cindy More About: Tran
Soulmates
2007-05-31 06:55:00 Soulmates is a topic I have pondered often. The human lives a short life, has relationships that have very little substance in them and then vanishes, or so it seems to us humans. Even otherwise, it is very difficult for even a genuine relationship to survive the madness of this world. I believe it is all due to the hostile emotional worlds that humans have. I believe eternal soulmates exist.
Friendship
2007-05-29 03:03:00 A, B & C are three friends. When A & B are together, they make fun of C. When A & C are together, they make fun of B. When B & C are together, they make fun of A. I am not talking about fun as in lighthearted play. I am talking about derision & obnoxious comments. This pattern of behaviour is standard practice in the human world. People do this all the time, and then say things like 'there are More About: Friendship
The Journey
2007-04-27 13:02:00 I wrote this poem a few months back. It's title is 'The Journey '. Become comfortable in not knowing and continue seeking... you are dark so is your path; But the light at the end of your tunnel is you it is marked; In the end the giant mirror unfolds and you meet yourself as is told; Ego waxes ego wanes nothing's lost nothing's gained and in the end nothing remains; You are just a dreamer More About: The Journey
Spiritual Sex Part 1
2007-03-11 08:21:00 I have often come across people who say 'sex is a spiritual experience' or 'sex should be a spiritual experience'. But they can't elaborate on what spiritual sex should be like. This blog entry is an attempt towards discussing 'spiritual sex'. I believe that sex becomes spiritual when the people involved allow their minds to fall silent during the act. Imagine a sexual scenario in which your More About: Spiritual , Part
The Mental Lens (The Hostile Emotional World)
2007-03-05 23:13:00 A proper understanding of this blog entry is necessary to understand my post 'Spiritual Sex Part 1'. Definition: The Mental Lens = Tensions, frustrations and other similar feelings that are connected to the past and the future. Introduction: When you are totally in the NOW, the current moment, your sexual experience heightens. When I say the NOW, I mean a state of mind wherein your mind is free More About: World , Emotional
Eye Candy from India (Part 1)
2006-12-30 04:41:00 This series of posts deviates from the theme of my blog, but a little eye candy (of the delicate feminine kind) never hurt anyone. :-D I made this shockwave slideshow from random images I found on the internet; my favourite girl in this slideshow is the one with long horns, she's also referred to as the rural indian goddess!This animation is 120 seconds long. If you have a problem playing flash More About: India , Candy , Part , Eye candy , Eye-candy
Death Part 1
2006-12-30 04:06:00 (This is my first post, on a series on 'Death .' ) The following is a poem I wrote, when I was going through a bad phase, a few years back. It is based on the 'The Doors' song, 'The End'. This is the end My only friend, the end; Can you picture what will be in a world beyond we see; Will I be desperately in need of a stranger's hand, in a strange land... My friend, will you be there for me? More About: Part
In defence of George Michael (the fag...gay...drug addict)
2006-11-28 04:27:00 The following post was written in an angry state of mind.A friend of mine refused to analyse George Michael (the singer) beyond 'fag...homo....gay....drug addict......pervert....' And assumed I had gay tendencies because I like George Michael's music. This is sheer nonsense...this is what I call 'logic based on quantum leaps/cracks in the head' and this is what wisdom teachers address when they More About: Defence , Drug
Celibate Sexuality Part I (Emotional-Sexual Abuse)
More articles from this author:2006-11-27 18:39:00 (WRITTEN BY MY FRIEND N. MADHURA.) This blog entry is on women who have been abused, not women in general. I am NOT an expert on women and/or abused women. These are just my views. I strongly encourage the reader NOT to confuse my usage of the terms 'sadism' and 'masochism' with the psychiatric disorder known as 'sadomasochism' , as defined originally by Krafft-Ebing in the "Psychopathia More About: Abuse , Sexuality , Part , Sexual , Sexual Abuse 1, 2, 3 |
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